What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[your pathologist]

Guilty

 

[Quitter]

Guilt and relief, such a weird emotional cocktail

oh, and gratitude

 

[justanotherday]

Dread.

 

[oopswronglife]

fear

 

[justanotherday]

That is how I feel each morning when I wake up. I do not want to face another day.

 

[woxihuanni]

Urgency.

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In my dream, mother comes to tell me bad news (suppose my partner kicking me out), and I try to bend the beer glass I'm holding with fury. I don't even drink beer much, why beer? Anyways, my middle finger comes off.

We look for it on the ground. It's pretty swollen. I tell mother how I hate her. Walk slowly to the furniture shop. They load some stuff in the van. I gather fresh, gentle-leafed branches on the way. Once they load it, they won't move because it's not time to unload yet. I notice that my finger has been torn, and I am dealing with furniture and waiting on their sweet pleasure. They mock me.

 

[your pathologist]

Lazy


I havent taken my meds in two days and its starting to catch up with me
I feel like shit

 

[oopswronglife]

Urgency.

Urinary or general? I can empathise either way. Off to the toilet...

 

[woxihuanni]

Urinary or general? I can empathise either way. Off to the toilet...

General, as in make a miracle so I don't have to die. But yeah, toilet is a happy place. :)

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Desolate

 

[Bea]

Today that would be.........anger

me too

 

[mynameispaige]

Scared but slightly hopeful.

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

Loneliness.

I have concluded that, every neurotypical person, have at least one friend which they can talk each other. By saying 'talking' I mean more than a formal conversation. If you don't have any autistic traits and yet complain about loneliness, you are probably ungratefull and a liar piece of shit.

Sorry. I had to do that.

 

[nothingleft]

Loneliness.

I have concluded that, every neurotypical person, have at least one friend which they can talk each other. By saying 'talking' I mean more than a formal conversation. If you don't have any autistic traits and yet complain about loneliness, you are probably ungratefull and a liar piece of shit.

Sorry. I had to do that.

Anxiety and severe depression can make anybody extremely lonely, even if they're able to be socially healthy when they're managing life better. That's been my situation.

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

Anxiety and severe depression can make anybody extremely lonely, even if they're able to be socially healthy when they're managing life better. That's been my situation.

These are absurd excuses if you ask me. Till the time I got ill from medicines, I lived with extreme anxiety and depression. Anxiety, does not keep you all neurotypicals from socialize in the online world. There are social media sites, chat applications, image boards, a lot of places people like you still being socialize. You can say 'I'm lonely in real life', but you're not lonely and you are just fucking lying to yourself.

 

[stellabelle]

Indifference

 

[Stan]

anxiety with a sprinkling of anger

 

[woxihuanni]

Cuddly
But can't

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Hopelessness. Things really are never going to get better.

 

[Sunset Limited]

These are absurd excuses if you ask me. Till the time I got ill from medicines, I lived with extreme anxiety and depression. Anxiety, does not keep you all neurotypicals from socialize in the online world. There are social media sites, chat applications, image boards, a lot of places people like you still being socialize. You can say 'I'm lonely in real life', but you're not lonely and you are just fucking lying to yourself.

Calm down and slowly put the keyboard on the ground!!!

 

[Susannah]

Sadness

 

[RedShoes]

I know it's ridiculous but I can't properly answer this question. I've accepted that there's probably no rational explaination. I know that he can't do anything to me, so I guess it's something about his physical appearance (?). He disturbs me and I can feel my brain frying when I look at him (or when I hear his voice, or say his name etc). I just lose the plot. I can recall being around 11-12 and being panic-stricken because he was on tv.

You'd be surprised. I used to have obsessions like that, not to quite the same severity but have found growing up to be helpful. Like, I honestly was quite disturbed as a teenager...no therapy, just life and having a real relationship with someone I care for has helped me.

These are absurd excuses if you ask me. Till the time I got ill from medicines, I lived with extreme anxiety and depression. Anxiety, does not keep you all neurotypicals from socialize in the online world. There are social media sites, chat applications, image boards, a lot of places people like you still being socialize. You can say 'I'm lonely in real life', but you're not lonely and you are just fucking lying to yourself.

? Feeling lonely isn't the same as being alone... I mean, they're synonymous with one another, but when people mean lonely they tend to mean lacking companionship. Being in a room full of strangers isn't the same as companionship.

 

[nothingleft]

Breakdown from going to a TMS session (basically a treatment for people with treatment-resistant depression where they stimulate parts of your brain) and feeling despair because it's not working and I'm running out of options to get better.

 

[StillWaiting]

Tensed. Feel as horrible as if I am on antidepressants

 

[your pathologist]

Success

 

[Stan]

Anger

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Breakdown from going to a TMS session (basically a treatment for people with treatment-resistant depression where they stimulate parts of your brain) and feeling despair because it's not working and I'm running out of options to get better.

Don't give up. TMS does work just finish out the sessions if you haven't yet. Give it till then.

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Decimated

 

[Squiddy]

Sadness

 

[mathieu]

Boredom.