What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[burnedCookie]

Disconnected, nothing makes any sense. I tried three times to reply to a post in the last 10 minutes but I can't even write a sentence that seem to mean something.

 

[woxihuanni]

Futility and failure.

 

[throwaway123]

Sadness, so much of it. I can't bear it.

 

[Midnight]

Just a rollercoaster of anger,defeat,suicidality,despair,sadness and most of all loneliness causing al of the previous. Let...me....go.

 

[Susannah]

Happiness ❤

 

[mathieu]

Worry.

 

[EmptySteph62]

I've been feeling so lonely and scared all day

 

[Nem]

SUICIDE

 

[Susannah]

Worry.

❤

 

[JustcallmeChris]

loneliness has been kicking my ass lately

 

[lizinha]

trapped

 

[TAW122]

Anxious and dreadful because life in general just sucks. In the last 16 years, I almost never woke up and looked forward to life, just enough to not want to CTB and just stick around for a bit. The personal achievements and meeting my personal (self defined) goals are what allowed me to live further and push my wanting to CTB further down the road. Ultimately, I believe someday I will still die by my hand, but just not atm nor anytime soon.

 

[woxihuanni]

Insignificant.

 

[SadGirl]

it depends on the moment and what happens, but today I can say that I'm neutral

 

[Pykul]

Enuie

 

[throwaway123]

Just sadness. Being depressed and sad about how everything went. Also scared of what's to come...

 

[Misanthrope]

Boredom. Sickness fogs my mind, but time still exists and ticks forward eternally slow but I can do little with it. I am so bored and netflix is failing to hold my attention. I stare at my steam library start a game up and quit out after ten minutes. Try and follow podcasts but lose concentration. Try and read but end up reading the same sentence repeatedly and forget what came before. The feeling is of crushing tediousness that feels honestly suffocating today and it is only 8am.

 

[nebula]

Dread, mixed with loneliness and worthlessness. Nothing new.

 

[Bodylotion]

Loneliness and sadness

 

[SlackJim]

Anger

 

[Qdv]

Fear and anxiety...realizing that even if I had the energy to get out of bed I wouldnt know what to do. How there is consistently nothing on my mind aside from ending things. And the worst feeling of all is realizing the person Ive wanted for so long is reaching out to me on an almost daily basis...but Ive got nothing to say. The conversation is as empty as I feel.

 

[Numbtopain97]

sadness

 

[Qdv]

Disconnected, nothing makes any sense. I tried three times to reply to a post in the last 10 minutes but I can't even write a sentence that seem to mean something.

Im so sorry, thats exactly how I feel as well

 

[GoneAndDirty]

Fear

 

[Midnight]

I don't know what to call it. It's a gutwrenching feeling.

 

[alexithymia]

Dread

 

[erehbus]

I am at my desk at the office shaking in anxiety and very sad. Trying to get work done. This website really helps me, because I feel like I belong somewhere - so I am posting here and waiting to see if I can get calm enough to work.

 

[Alucard]

Hatred

 

[Dumbass]

don' t know, , , lost ig? ? im missin g my daily dose of happiness ah a

 

[Beautifulletdown]

Frustrated