What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[AnxietyHangover]

I feel extremely sick, both physically and emotionally. Definitely a feeling of hopelessness.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Unworthiness, I have gotten this far, yet I don't feel as if I deserve any of the material goods I have nor my partner.

 

[lonelyy]

Probably frustration and anger

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Confusion because I feel like Im out of place, no matter where I am.. i dont fit in anywhere except sleeping. nothing feels right and no one seems to care. idk wtf is wrong w/ me.

 

[listless]

tired, like existentially tired, which is pretty much my baseline, so.. i guess im ok?

 

[rest in peace]

self hate

 

[CantWait2D1E]

Lust. Lotta lotta lust

 

[sadteachermom1]

Despair. I have fucked up my life in so many ways and have no one to blame but myself.

 

[archiemex]

confidant or jubilant !

 

[HitsanoEllangmainta]

I felt loneliness, jealousy and a little bit of anger

 

[RdMrk]

Extreme exhaustion, physically and mentally. Barely had the energy to make a bowl of cereal this morning, let alone go to classes or work.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Pressurized; everything seems just so complicated and confusing, and I don't know how to keep up anymore. Although I want to, I can't break down and release all this pent up distress, so it's all just accumulating inside me and feeding my suicidal ideation.

 

[a-way-out]

Unreal. Everything is fast paced and I'm lagging behind in every single aspect.

 

[iknowitsover666]

Apathy

 

[Toy]

Guilt

 

[missingpeace]

Desperation.. every day I want it to be my last day.

 

[Sulyya]

Sorrow

 

[aubrey!]

I feel invalid. I feel like what i'm feeling holds no validity.

 

[QteStimBnnuy]

Either tired or annoyance
Tired as I havent slept fully and sorta just woke up not long ago

Annoyed at the sites users

 

[HerculePoirot]

Somebody asked me something, showing they trust me 100%.

 

[phantomime]

I woke up just a bit ago but I'm in a lot of pain. I'm having really bad period cramps and nausea, puking. It hasn't been this bad since my Anemia was really bad, so I'm also really scared.

 

[Mimi_]

Recently, I found myself having a strong disgust toward my body. I was starving to a certain extent and I was accustomed to a very lean silouhette. But my poor body had enough and made me pay for the evil I did to him. I put on a lot of weight because of compulsive eating, I can not seem to accept it. I can barely fit my old clothes. It drives me crazy, to the point I just want to rip my body apart. It might sounds stupid to be affected by putting weight, but it really tortures my mind. I can't go with it.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

worry/fear. (about how I'm finally gonna kill myself). Ive the Method-its painless one, but still haven't used it. But things are getting worse and worse in my life. so bad i never ever would have thought it would get like this, so I am pretty sure ill have to use it soon. i do want to. but si is very strong force

 

[L4in]

Guilt

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Uncertainty

 

[Keysify]

pain and loneliness and it makes me feel like a piece of shit.

 

[Memento]

A lot of anxiousness and helplessness: I'm scared of what tomorrow hold and all the ways my intrusive mind will make it worse.

 

[ChromeCake]

Dread and fear. I have unbearable tinnitus and noise sensitivity. I can't be with family this Easter because noise makes me worse. Same as last Christmas... An old friend hit me up recently to play a video game we grew up playing together. I would need to use headphones to communicate and the thought is freaking me out. I can't be myself anymore. I'm trapped in a nightmare. I just want to go back to how things were before this happened. I was so happy.

 

[itsallpointless]

Laziness. Something I REALLY need to overcome if I want to achieve my dreams

 

[whywere]

Laziness. Something I REALLY need to overcome if I want to achieve my dreams

Hi!

I am 67, reference point, and way back when I had more than my share of unmotivated times and as I got a little older it came together, and it will for you also.

I said the previous statement because after reading your post, I got a deep-down feeling just how intelligent, loving and thoughtful that you are. I graduated from college at 28 and found my way and so will you.

It has nothing to do with age ever, it is just what it was for me. So, nothing intended as far as any age grouping goes, it is in the heart and mind of a soul, and YOU have it!

Lots of hugs, love and knowledge that you are a kind, caring person with a wonderous journey in store for you, you WILL be great!

Walter