LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
359
I'm currently flip flopping between feeling invincible, unstoppable, like I'm going to make everything amazing again. Followed swiftly by a crippling loneliness, self loathing, with a big helping of anhedonia.

The end result, seems to be a kind of stagnation, but it's progress of a sort I think. And so I grip tightly and proceed, inch by inch, second by second.

Taking some time this morning thinking about all of you out there barely holding on
 
RdMrk

RdMrk

Member
Feb 24, 2023
20
Extreme exhaustion, physically and mentally. Barely had the energy to make a bowl of cereal this morning, let alone go to classes or work.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
Feb 7, 2023
147
Pressurized; everything seems just so complicated and confusing, and I don’t know how to keep up anymore. Although I want to, I can’t break down and release all this pent up distress, so it’s all just accumulating inside me and feeding my suicidal ideation.
 
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a-way-out

The path is coming to an end
Aug 30, 2022
19
Unreal. Everything is fast paced and I'm lagging behind in every single aspect.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
435
Desperation.. every day I want it to be my last day.
 
QteStimBnnuy

QteStimBnnuy

Qtpuppet
Feb 9, 2023
34
Either tired or annoyance
Tired as I havent slept fully and sorta just woke up not long ago

Annoyed at the sites users 🗿
 
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HerculePoirot

Still not a specialist
Sep 25, 2022
360
Somebody asked me something, showing they trust me 100%.
 
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Kariope

Kariope

Member
Feb 9, 2023
27
I woke up just a bit ago but I'm in a lot of pain. I'm having really bad period cramps and nausea, puking. It hasn't been this bad since my Anemia was really bad, so I'm also really scared.
 
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Mimi_

Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
124
Recently, I found myself having a strong disgust toward my body. I was starving to a certain extent and I was accustomed to a very lean silouhette. But my poor body had enough and made me pay for the evil I did to him. I put on a lot of weight because of compulsive eating, I can not seem to accept it. I can barely fit my old clothes. It drives me crazy, to the point I just want to rip my body apart. It might sounds stupid to be affected by putting weight, but it really tortures my mind. I can't go with it.