What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[LookingOverTheEdge]

I'm currently flip flopping between feeling invincible, unstoppable, like I'm going to make everything amazing again. Followed swiftly by a crippling loneliness, self loathing, with a big helping of anhedonia.

The end result, seems to be a kind of stagnation, but it's progress of a sort I think. And so I grip tightly and proceed, inch by inch, second by second.

Taking some time this morning thinking about all of you out there barely holding on

 

[AnxietyHangover]

I feel extremely sick, both physically and emotionally. Definitely a feeling of hopelessness.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Unworthiness, I have gotten this far, yet I don't feel as if I deserve any of the material goods I have nor my partner.

 

[lonelyy]

Probably frustration and anger

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Confusion because I feel like Im out of place, no matter where I am.. i dont fit in anywhere except sleeping. nothing feels right and no one seems to care. idk wtf is wrong w/ me.

 

[listless]

tired, like existentially tired, which is pretty much my baseline, so.. i guess im ok?

 

[rest in peace]

self hate

 

[CantWait2D1E]

Lust. Lotta lotta lust

 

[sadteachermom1]

Despair. I have fucked up my life in so many ways and have no one to blame but myself.

 

[archiemex]

confidant or jubilant !

 

[HitsanoEllangmainta]

I felt loneliness, jealousy and a little bit of anger

 

[RdMrk]

Extreme exhaustion, physically and mentally. Barely had the energy to make a bowl of cereal this morning, let alone go to classes or work.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Pressurized; everything seems just so complicated and confusing, and I don't know how to keep up anymore. Although I want to, I can't break down and release all this pent up distress, so it's all just accumulating inside me and feeding my suicidal ideation.

 

[a-way-out]

Unreal. Everything is fast paced and I'm lagging behind in every single aspect.

 

[iknowitsover666]

Apathy

 

[Toy]

Guilt

 

[missingpeace]

Desperation.. every day I want it to be my last day.

 

[Sulyya]

Sorrow

 

[aubrey!]

I feel invalid. I feel like what i'm feeling holds no validity.

 

[QteStimBnnuy]

Either tired or annoyance
Tired as I havent slept fully and sorta just woke up not long ago

Annoyed at the sites users

 

[HerculePoirot]

Somebody asked me something, showing they trust me 100%.

 

[Kariope]

I woke up just a bit ago but I'm in a lot of pain. I'm having really bad period cramps and nausea, puking. It hasn't been this bad since my Anemia was really bad, so I'm also really scared.

 

[Mimi_]

Recently, I found myself having a strong disgust toward my body. I was starving to a certain extent and I was accustomed to a very lean silouhette. But my poor body had enough and made me pay for the evil I did to him. I put on a lot of weight because of compulsive eating, I can not seem to accept it. I can barely fit my old clothes. It drives me crazy, to the point I just want to rip my body apart. It might sounds stupid to be affected by putting weight, but it really tortures my mind. I can't go with it.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

worry/fear. (about how I'm finally gonna kill myself). Ive the Method-its painless one, but still haven't used it. But things are getting worse and worse in my life. so bad i never ever would have thought it would get like this, so I am pretty sure ill have to use it soon. i do want to. but si is very strong force

 

[L4in]

Guilt

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Uncertainty

 

[Keysify]

pain and loneliness and it makes me feel like a piece of shit.

 

[Memento]

A lot of anxiousness and helplessness: I'm scared of what tomorrow hold and all the ways my intrusive mind will make it worse.

 

[ChromeCake]

Dread and fear. I have unbearable tinnitus and noise sensitivity. I can't be with family this Easter because noise makes me worse. Same as last Christmas... An old friend hit me up recently to play a video game we grew up playing together. I would need to use headphones to communicate and the thought is freaking me out. I can't be myself anymore. I'm trapped in a nightmare. I just want to go back to how things were before this happened. I was so happy.

 

[itsallpointless]

Laziness. Something I REALLY need to overcome if I want to achieve my dreams