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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
357
I'm currently flip flopping between feeling invincible, unstoppable, like I'm going to make everything amazing again. Followed swiftly by a crippling loneliness, self loathing, with a big helping of anhedonia.

The end result, seems to be a kind of stagnation, but it's progress of a sort I think. And so I grip tightly and proceed, inch by inch, second by second.

Taking some time this morning thinking about all of you out there barely holding on
 
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AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Global Moderator
Aug 20, 2022
243
I feel extremely sick, both physically and emotionally. Definitely a feeling of hopelessness.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
Feb 7, 2023
252
Unworthiness, I have gotten this far, yet I don't feel as if I deserve any of the material goods I have nor my partner.
 
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lonelyy

lonelyy

Crumbling
Feb 22, 2023
10
Probably frustration and anger
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
839
Confusion because I feel like Im out of place, no matter where I am.. i dont fit in anywhere except sleeping. nothing feels right and no one seems to care. idk wtf is wrong w/ me.
 
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listless

listless

wandering
Mar 1, 2023
34
tired, like existentially tired, which is pretty much my baseline, so.. i guess im ok?
 
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rest in peace

rest in peace

Member
Feb 23, 2023
40
self hate
 
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CantWait2D1E

CantWait2D1E

Archaon, Herald of the Apocalypse
Dec 24, 2022
146
Lust. Lotta lotta lust
 
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sadteachermom1

sadteachermom1

Member
Dec 21, 2021
5
Despair. I have fucked up my life in so many ways and have no one to blame but myself.
 
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archiemex

archiemex

Member
Feb 14, 2023
92
confidant or jubilant !
 
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HitsanoEllangmainta

HitsanoEllangmainta

outsider
Mar 6, 2023
17
I felt loneliness, jealousy and a little bit of anger
 
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RdMrk

RdMrk

Member
Feb 24, 2023
20
Extreme exhaustion, physically and mentally. Barely had the energy to make a bowl of cereal this morning, let alone go to classes or work.
 
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Unsure and Useless

Unsure and Useless

Drifting Aimlessly without Roots
Feb 7, 2023
252
Pressurized; everything seems just so complicated and confusing, and I don't know how to keep up anymore. Although I want to, I can't break down and release all this pent up distress, so it's all just accumulating inside me and feeding my suicidal ideation.
 
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A

a-way-out

The path is coming to an end
Aug 30, 2022
22
Unreal. Everything is fast paced and I'm lagging behind in every single aspect.
 
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iknowitsover666

Member
Mar 13, 2023
33
Apathy
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
Desperation.. every day I want it to be my last day.
 
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aubrey!

aubrey!

internet angel
Mar 11, 2023
141
I feel invalid. I feel like what i'm feeling holds no validity.
 
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QteStimBnnuy

QteStimBnnuy

Qtpuppet
Feb 9, 2023
64
Either tired or annoyance
Tired as I havent slept fully and sorta just woke up not long ago

Annoyed at the sites users đź—ż
 
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HerculePoirot

(Frozen account)
Sep 25, 2022
712
Somebody asked me something, showing they trust me 100%.
 
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Kariope

Kariope

Student
Feb 9, 2023
111
I woke up just a bit ago but I'm in a lot of pain. I'm having really bad period cramps and nausea, puking. It hasn't been this bad since my Anemia was really bad, so I'm also really scared.
 
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Mimi_

Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
168
Recently, I found myself having a strong disgust toward my body. I was starving to a certain extent and I was accustomed to a very lean silouhette. But my poor body had enough and made me pay for the evil I did to him. I put on a lot of weight because of compulsive eating, I can not seem to accept it. I can barely fit my old clothes. It drives me crazy, to the point I just want to rip my body apart. It might sounds stupid to be affected by putting weight, but it really tortures my mind. I can't go with it.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
839
worry/fear. (about how I'm finally gonna kill myself). Ive the Method-its painless one, but still haven't used it. But things are getting worse and worse in my life. so bad i never ever would have thought it would get like this, so I am pretty sure ill have to use it soon. i do want to. but si is very strong force
 
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Keysify

Keysify

Member
Apr 4, 2023
7
pain and loneliness and it makes me feel like a piece of shit.
 
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Memento

Memento

I refuse to succumb
Apr 6, 2023
408
A lot of anxiousness and helplessness: I'm scared of what tomorrow hold and all the ways my intrusive mind will make it worse.
 
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ChromeCake

ChromeCake

Member
Mar 26, 2023
29
Dread and fear. I have unbearable tinnitus and noise sensitivity. I can't be with family this Easter because noise makes me worse. Same as last Christmas... An old friend hit me up recently to play a video game we grew up playing together. I would need to use headphones to communicate and the thought is freaking me out. I can't be myself anymore. I'm trapped in a nightmare. I just want to go back to how things were before this happened. I was so happy.
 
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itsallpointless

Experienced
Feb 9, 2023
213
Laziness. Something I REALLY need to overcome if I want to achieve my dreams
 
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