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lili

lili

Specialist
Feb 17, 2022
319
I really feel like I want to completely die. Like I took a bunch of pills already and I am just on the verge to just take more and fill my bathtub with water.
 
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whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,492
Gult & shame
Howdy!

Your post hit me hard and I wanted to give you a hello and tell you that you are not only a good friend, but you are a caring and thoughtful person, and it is so nice having you here with everyone.

Have a great weekend and lots of huge hugs and love to you.

Walter
 
Willthishelp?

Willthishelp?

Specialist
Jan 18, 2023
305
Utter despair.. I can only lay in bed and I can not work and loosing my house in next couple of weeks.. and this is just a small part of all my problems.. it's actually a house with a morgage.. and will take at least 3 months to get it ready but I leaped into big depression and than stopped eating and drinking I am a total weck physical and emotional and no money left, no home and did not see it coming.. Corona and accident, than a long psychosis which I actually totally did not realize.. I am so screwed.. no income and money almost gone just only this month left../
 
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zhongnanhai

zhongnanhai

typical cigarette enjoyer | he / they
Jan 22, 2023
8
stress and anxiety. i have a job lined up after being unemployed for a bit, but the hiring and training process is incredibly slow and the shift i need is first come first serve, so i'm worried after all this training the only shift i can take will be gone and the one they offer me will be outside my availability, meaning i'll need to look for a different job with very little money in the bank. uhg. just thinking about work and money makes me so, so sick to my stomach.
 
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whywere

Visionary
Jun 26, 2020
2,492
Stagnant, like the good days have already passed and there's not much left to look forward to.
You are a bright, caring and ever so thoughtful person, with so much not only to give yourself, others here on SS, but the world in general.

Having you as a good friend, helping me with my chronic pain, each and every day, makes you a valuable soul to me.

I care about you a lot and lots of hugs and well wishes to you, my good friend.

Walter
 

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