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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,549
Hate.
Remebering my family that should have helped me and took care of me and instead stabbed me in my heart and turned the knife more deep down in the moment i was more needy of their help and down.
 
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outatime_85

Warlock
May 17, 2022
789
The emptiness of my life
The abyss of my isolation
The anxiety and hatred I have for myself
 
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M

Meaninglessness

Existence is absolutely meaningless
Nov 12, 2022
128
The strongest emotion I have been feeling today is meaninglessness.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
Lost
 
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-Raven's Night-

-Raven's Night-

autistic/metalhead/wanna join the 27 club
Jan 31, 2020
66
That is wishing to disappear because i was grasped by a sudden fear caused by probably anxiety. It sucks.
 
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przeciwwymiotne

Be rude to me at all times, I don't deserve kindne
Jun 27, 2022
360
My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?
Connection.... Is connection an emotion or a state?
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
out of sync/rhythm ; confused
 
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Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,280
failure
 
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F

Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,243
Lethargic
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
With consuming anxiety pills
Feel lonely nd numb nd like idiot.
Anxious
Sad
Vs without anxiety pills
shame and panic, anger, disgust

My strongest emotion is sadness I think.
Though I should be in panic.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Enraged by trauma
 
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SectOfValtiel

SectOfValtiel

Attendant of God
Nov 7, 2022
217
on the verge of complete and utter collapse, like literally one thing could go wrong and i would implode
 
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MellowAvenue

MellowAvenue

👻
Nov 5, 2020
658
Is sick an emotion? If so, that. Don't know if it's nerves or something else.
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
Anger, fear, loneliness.
 
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E

eremito

Student
Sep 18, 2019
119
to feel emotions, I would need energy, which I lack. And yes, I feel void, despair and sadness
 
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FrozenMango

FrozenMango

Hello from the other side
Aug 16, 2022
184
feeling like a ghost
 
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Ultracheese

Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
489
Shame
 
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dissident

dissident

All I Ever Wanted Was Nothing
Jan 19, 2023
29
Apathy and boredom.
 
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ChocoholicSawako

ChocoholicSawako

A mix of hatred and love.
Jan 6, 2023
123
Love, mother love.
I had an awful headache early today, the weather was bad and cold and windy. The strong wind made it even worse. Me and mom waited at the bus stop for nearly an hour in the wind before the bus arrived. There was nothing but her body that prevented me from being directly blown by the wind. I had my tears flowing out several times then. How could I ever do that with such a deep deep love in the world... Thinking.
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
Sadness fears loneliness courage clarity
 
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R

Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
I am not sure. Maybe thankfulness. I saw my psychologists after a few weeks and she always gives me warmth in the darkness.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
850
Disappointment (in self for my current substance abuse, and not being able to get proper help. That things have actually got this bad.)
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
Despair from trauma.
 
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PaperGodzilla

PaperGodzilla

Member
Mar 20, 2022
58
anxiety !! i want to go out this night with a friend but i don't know something doesn't feel right and i lack the energy to shower before :/
 
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lili

lili

Specialist
Feb 17, 2022
319
I really feel like I want to completely die. Like I took a bunch of pills already and I am just on the verge to just take more and fill my bathtub with water.
 
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