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nosoul

Arcanist
Apr 1, 2023
454
This may just be wishful thinking on my part but I personally believe that there will be some kind of life after death and that death is only a transition into that next journey after this life. For myself, I would like it if I were able to live in a sandbox kinda universe where I can do whatever I want and live through any scenario I can think of. Kind of like lucid dreaming. But I have a sinking feeling that if there is a life for me after this one, it isn't going to be as peaceful or pleasant as I wish it to be.
This is my concern as well, will my Christian relatives send me to hell? I have not done terrible things, but I've not done many good with my time here.

When people pass out from fainting it just goes black, but upon death it may be something more. I made a fatal error with drugs where I can't eat sleep and thinking is getting worse, my coordination etc, dreams I had on Earth are over,I may find put very soon.
 
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Azora

Azora

Member
Apr 13, 2023
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The notion that death will grant you "peace" or "rest" is a fallacy. There is no such thing as an experience of nothing. When you are asleep your brain is still active and thinking, which is why you feel the passage of time. When you are put under anesthesia during surgery, no time passage is felt when you wake up.

After death, you will not experience peace, or any other positive feeling for that matter, nor will you end anything, because nothingness is something that is either inconceivable or impossible. Hence, there must be an afterlife.
 
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LigottiSchopenhauer

LigottiSchopenhauer

Student
Jan 7, 2023
108
What I hope for: infinite nothingness, a peaceful blank nullity like a permanent dreamless sleep.

What I expect: to relive my live over and over again infinitely, like Rust Cohle describes in this video:

 
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Tartuffe

Open to PMs
Mar 31, 2022
344
Nothing

And i wish I could wake up with these memories in 2018
 
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mission

“everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt”
Apr 19, 2023
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Part of me wants what it seems so many here want- to cease to exist, to be in a sleepy void forever. The other part wants to think that a second shot at life with different circumstances is appealing. Who knows.. we will all find out eventually, I suppose.
 
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unplug

Vapor Self
Apr 11, 2023
107
I don't wish for anything afterwards. I'd rather be unaware for the rest of eternity.
 
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StaticCryBabye

StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
188
I believe it's like having a really deep sleep without dreams and im a massive reincarnation believer i wished for my next other self just to be happy and not end up being the same shitty person in his past life
 
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aomame

Member
Feb 1, 2023
6
My biggest fear is reincarnating. If that happens I will become a buddhist monk in my next life and reach nirvana so that I won't reincarnate again.
 
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rtdpete

New Member
Apr 16, 2023
2
there's evidence of reincarnation and we all have been there before..good and bad lifetime. right now my life is survive and thought of sudice so many times but due to individuals can't do it.
 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
What I think will happen: Eternal Oblivion
What I wish it would happen: Eternal Oblivion

What spiritualism has taught me *might* happen: You never die, you just go to another dimension and before that you may enjoy some "years" of happiness and contentment
Not gonna lie, a weakly and faggy part of me wouldn't mind the contendentment
 
palesky

palesky

Member
Apr 12, 2023
28
i hope its like sleeping, but you cant wake up and there are no dreams
 
Kodokushi

Kodokushi

Falling...into the abyss...
Apr 19, 2023
65
Did you ever lose consciousness? I think it's that. Just black out and that's it
 
Itz_d3p

Itz_d3p

Life keep going but I'm not
Apr 16, 2023
22
In my opinión we just poof and there's nothing more 👍
 
ThatFlyGuy

ThatFlyGuy

this sucks
Feb 20, 2023
38
I believe that once you die thats it's nothing more nothing less. So I want that because living again or experiencing anything is not the shit I'd want to deal with when I die.
 
Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
Whatever happens after death, I really hope that gender dysphoria does not exist there. I am perfectly fine with the idea of getting roasted for eternity, but dysphoria is a type of misery that I would not wish even upon the worst person that ever existed.
 
Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
289
Nothing hellish, I hope. I'll happily settle for "nothing".
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
Reincarnation. I hope in my next lifetime I am not so lonely and insane, just being mentally stable and with people whom I get along with is enough.
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
I very strongly believe that of course we just permanently cease to exist where we won't even have awareness of the fact that we are gone and that is certainly what I wish for. To me it sounds so incredibly ideal being able to not exist, as death is the absence of all harm and suffering, death solves what the true problem is which is life in itself. I see no value in being trapped in this hellish world so of course I've always wished for non existence.
Words can not describe how much I strongly agree with this, and how strongly I hope this is what happens once you CTB.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Ideally, I'd like a brief reunion with all my loved ones who have already passed- I suppose that's heaven but I certainly don't want to live there forever- or- anywhere else. In other ways, I'd prefer there to be nothing and I feel like that that's most likely.

Although- like you- I worry what my brain will conjure up in my last moments. I don't really believe that hell is a real place but I'm certain I can imagine/dream I'm there. I suppose the same goes for heaven. I personally think these 'visions' will only last as long as my brain does but I suppose my perception of time could feel much longer- like in a dream. Still- if it is like a dream, I won't be fully conscious of it, so- maybe there's less to worry about.
 
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DeathToSpiesSMERSH

DeathToSpiesSMERSH

Member
Feb 22, 2023
78
I think I would want to roam the world as I've always seen myself, transient and fading in nature, invisible to the naked eye
 
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CemetryGates

CemetryGates

𝔅𝔢𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
228
I would wish that I become a ball of light just travelling there space and time, with the permanent feeling of bliss
 
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wiltingorchid

Student
Apr 16, 2023
136
I think that it maybe is like sleeping but without dreaming. I wish, and happily also think that this will be very peaceful.
 
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BringMeToLife

BringMeToLife

I'm stuck in here
Apr 13, 2023
174
I wish for reincarnation.
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
I wish for an eternal peaceful sleep, where nothing could ever bother me again. If there is an afterlife, I sure wish that I will get a better life there. A life where I don't have a fuck ton of mental illnesses
 
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NorthernMonkey

Student
Apr 6, 2023
120
I don't know if you can read this outside of the UK but there is a really interesting article out today about a man using a hallucinogenic drug to connect with his teenage daughter who died. If you search After Life, Ben Goldsmith, you should find it. He has also written a book called God is an Octopus about his experiences. It makes me question what happens after, in a good way, I always thought it it would be nothing but now I'm not so sure.
 

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