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Pretty much as the title says. I'd love to know your insights on this...

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Some people survive but it really depends on how you approach it. If you just throw yourself underneath a slow train then there's a chance you will survive with awful injuries. Lots of people who fail this method do not plan it and just do it out of desperation.

There was a guy on here that told me on my train thread that he'd never do it because he'd not want others to see, but he travelled to a station to access a bridge to jump off, but there was an anti-ctb barrier there stopping him, and he ended up doing the train method anyway as it was the only option left to him at the time.

His user name was notforlong, see his posts here -...
The Burning Fool

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Please don't even contemplate this as being an involuntary participant of such suicides gravely traumatizes conductors. Try reading about decapitation by car instead.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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If you use train decapitation then chances of surviving is zero that is my go to if I need to go asap but jumping in front of a train there are too many things that can go wrong
 
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Please don't even contemplate this as being an involuntary participant of such suicides gravely traumatizes conductors. Try reading about decapitation by car instead.
Unfortunately, that method is impossible given my circumstances...
If you use train decapitation then chances of surviving is zero that is my go to if I need to go asap but jumping in front of a train there are too many things that can go wrong
Will it still be instant decapitation if the train isn't moving particularly fast?
 
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ChildrensITV

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If you do it and survive, you would have "fucked around and found out". As much as I want to be dead, I don't want others to be traumatized by it.

I have more to say but it might warrant its own thread.
 
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If you do it and survive, you would have "fucked around and found out". As much as I want to be dead, I don't want others to be traumatized by it.

I have more to say but it might warrant its own thread.
I know, man, if I survive, I'd pretty much be living titanium, and that is what has kept me from attempting till now. And I don't wanna bother others with my mess either, but this is pretty much the only method I have...

Doesn't help that someone in my city did survive a hit a few months ago, but at the cost of all four of their limbs.
 
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The Schizoid

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Some people survive but it really depends on how you approach it. If you just throw yourself underneath a slow train then there's a chance you will survive with awful injuries. Lots of people who fail this method do not plan it and just do it out of desperation.

There was a guy on here that told me on my train thread that he'd never do it because he'd not want others to see, but he travelled to a station to access a bridge to jump off, but there was an anti-ctb barrier there stopping him, and he ended up doing the train method anyway as it was the only option left to him at the time.

His user name was notforlong, see his posts here - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-morally-acceptable-to-you-poll.153292/page-2

And read about his suicide which seems to be confirmed by social media posts. This was his final thread - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-hopefully.154112/

It looks like he even did it in a train station and apparently, according to posts, a woman who saw it screamed and driver was traumatized. Doing it at a station increases risk of witnesses and also slower train. Slower train = greater survival chances.

This isn't me suggesting you anything, but If I was going to do it, hypothetically, I'd research and find a way to access a part of a track where the train would be going very fast. If you stand in front of a very fast train like 80mph, and it hits you directly head on, your skull/brain will be obliterated and you'll likely die instantly due to brain damage. Like I said many train suicides happen impulsively at stations. If anyone was considering the train method, they'd probably want to avoid a slower death underneath a slow train at a station.

I understand others state not to use this method because of it's impact on others, but if you do not have assisted suicide services, guns or quick death other way, this may be your only option. SI may get in the way of other methods.

If I was going to lie on the tracks I'd made sure my head was face down, neck directly on the rails where the trains wheel will hit. I'd also make sure the rest of my body was off the other side of the tracks to make sure that I don't get bounced away and only my head/neck is being hit. Sometimes trains have materials in front of the wheel that sometimes may stop a clean decapitation, so one would need to scope out the trains and tracks in your area to get an idea of what you're dealing with.

One really needs to make sure the train is gonna slice your head off or smash your skull to inflict damage to the brain.
 
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Will it still be instant decapitation if the train isn't moving particularly fast?
If your neck is under the wheels, then yes. If you jump in front of the train, maybe.
If I was going to lie on the tracks I'd made sure my head was face down, neck directly on the rails where the trains wheel will hit.
Wouldn't it be better to just lie your head on one side of the tracks? I mean, it's a train, even stones lying on the tracks are turned into dust.
 
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The Schizoid

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If your neck is under the wheels, then yes. If you jump in front of the train, maybe.

Wouldn't it be better to just lie your head on one side of the tracks? I mean, it's a train, even stones lying on the tracks are turned into dust.

Maybe, it probably doesn't matter. If your head is hit by a high speed train you're almost certainly dead, but if your decapitated you're 100% dead lol.

I'd always been concerned, though, that something on the train would boop your head away before the decapitation could occur.
 
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I don't think you will survive! A human being under this fastttt machine will not survive but why this method! You will traumatize the driver and whoever in there…
 
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Some people survive but it really depends on how you approach it. If you just throw yourself underneath a slow train then there's a chance you will survive with awful injuries. Lots of people who fail this method do not plan it and just do it out of desperation.

There was a guy on here that told me on my train thread that he'd never do it because he'd not want others to see, but he travelled to a station to access a bridge to jump off, but there was an anti-ctb barrier there stopping him, and he ended up doing the train method anyway as it was the only option left to him at the time.

His user name was notforlong, see his posts here - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-morally-acceptable-to-you-poll.153292/page-2

And read about his suicide which seems to be confirmed by social media posts. This was his final thread - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/goodbye-thread-hopefully.154112/

It looks like he even did it in a train station and apparently, according to posts, a woman who saw it screamed and driver was traumatized. Doing it at a station increases risk of witnesses and also slower train. Slower train = greater survival chances.
I did follow their thread; it was heartbreaking; hope they're resting well now.
This isn't me suggesting you anything, but If I was going to do it, hypothetically, I'd research and find a way to access a part of a track where the train would be going very fast. If you stand in front of a very fast train like 80mph, and it hits you directly head on, your skull/brain will be obliterated and you'll likely die instantly due to brain damage. Like I said many train suicides happen impulsively at stations. If anyone was considering the train method, they'd probably want to avoid a slower death underneath a slow train at a station.

I understand others state not to use this method because of it's impact on others, but if you do not have assisted suicide services, guns or quick death other way, this may be your only option. SI may get in the way of other methods.

If I was going to lie on the tracks I'd made sure my head was face down, neck directly on the rails where the trains wheel will hit. I'd also make sure the rest of my body was off the other side of the tracks to make sure that I don't get bounced away and only my head/neck is being hit. Sometimes trains have materials in front of the wheel that sometimes may stop a clean decapitation, so one would need to scope out the trains and tracks in your area to get an idea of what you're dealing with.

One really needs to make sure the train is gonna slice your head off or smash your skull to inflict damage to the brain.
I do actually have it all planned out for if or when I do it, but the problem is that the trains here are nowhere near the speed you mentioned because of some undergoing construction work. I still believe that the momentum of the train would be enough to kill me even at low speeds, but I really don't want to endure all that horrific pain in my final moments. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.
I'd always been concerned, though, that something on the train would boop your head away before the decapitation could occur.
Yeah, that's one of my main concerns with this method as well. Anyway, thanks for your input, kind stranger.

In hindsight, it was quite silly of me to make this post to begin with. Sorry about that.
 
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The Schizoid

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I did follow their thread; it was heartbreaking; hope they're resting well now.

I do actually have it all planned out for if or when I do it, but the problem is that the trains here are nowhere near the speed you mentioned because of some undergoing construction work. I still believe that the momentum of the train would be enough to kill me even at low speeds, but I really don't want to endure all that horrific pain in my final moments. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.

Yeah, that's one of my main concerns with this method as well. Anyway, thanks for your input, kind stranger.

In hindsight, it was quite silly of me to make this post to begin with. Sorry about that.
No not really. Just make sure you do your research. Do your trains have wheels that are very accessible? Or are they covered by materials?

If you're going under the train you need to make sure you're decapitated.

In my case the local trains are only going 40-50mph, which is probably enough, but I'm currently travelling on the trains to different parts of the UK to scout out the best locations. You may need to travel to find the best spots because if you're gonna do this, you need to get it right.

Even if I have to travel many miles, I'll do it to get the right spot.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Unfortunately, that method is impossible given my circumstances...

Will it still be instant decapitation if the train isn't moving particularly fast?
I have doubt about that myself and always think of it while waiting for the train but I would assume so because the weight of the train but I wouldn´t count on it. I don´t think it need top speed but at least maybe 40-50 km/h
 
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The Schizoid

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I know, man, if I survive, I'd pretty much be living titanium, and that is what has kept me from attempting till now. And I don't wanna bother others with my mess either, but this is pretty much the only method I have...

Doesn't help that someone in my city did survive a hit a few months ago, but at the cost of all four of their limbs.
All four limbs? So basically they must have just threw themselves underneath, rather than placing their neck on the rails where the wheels go.

If I was to do it, I'd make sure the rest of my body was off the tracks so my legs aren't being destroyed.

Ideally you'd only want your neck/head to be coming in contact with the train, so if there's any failed attempt your arms and legs will remain.

I still don't see how you'd survive if you're facing down, so your neck on the rails and your chin/face are below the rail.
 
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No not really. Just make sure you do your research. Do your trains have wheels that are very accessible? Or are they covered by materials?
I still don't see how you'd survive if you're facing down, so your neck on the rails and your chin/face are below the rail.
The only thing that can fuck me up is the cowcatcher, which is admittedly quite prominent in the newer locomotive models; I've seen so myself...
 
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The Schizoid

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Unfortunately, it's way more prominent here, even on older models... :')

But thank you for taking the time to reply to me; I really appreciate it. 🤍

Well tbh, a train with a flat front - If it's going fast enough, you can just put your head forward and it will likely smash your head in.

Even if it's going 50mph, you'll die from that.

If I was looking to decap with that train, I'd like head down with my nail on the metal rail. It looks like your head would probably would go underneath the cow catcher and get decapitated. Not sure I would trust it.
 
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LuvMeMusic

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Well tbh, a train with a flat front - If it's going fast enough, you can just put your head forward and it will likely smash your head in.

Even if it's going 50mph, you'll die from that.

If I was looking to decap with that train, I'd like head down with my nail on the metal rail. It looks like your head would probably would go underneath the cow catcher and get decapitated. Not sure I would trust it.
Sorry for asking this in someone else's thread, but do you reckon this cow catcher would be Eurobahn et 511 428 110 als 768541 an obstacle?
 
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The Schizoid

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Sorry for asking this in someone else's thread, but do you reckon this cow catcher would be View attachment 131634an obstacle?
Looks like decap would be out of the question potentially.

If I was using that train, I'd kneel down and make sure that yellow thing smashes my head.

What speed is the train going?
 
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LuvMeMusic

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Looks like decap would be out of the question potentially.

If I was using that train, I'd kneel down and make sure that yellow thing smashes my head.

What speed is the train going?
Depends on the spot, but I'm assuming around 60-80mph. I suppose I'll have to take a look on what the train looks like, because some cow catchers have a ground clearance of 30-40cm and some just 15cm.
 
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Depends on the spot, but I'm assuming around 60-80mph. I suppose I'll have to take a look on what the train looks like, because some cow catchers have a ground clearance of 30-40cm and some just 15cm.
If I were you, I'd be visiting all the tracks in your area and scoping out the trains for their design. If they look like that and they do go 60+ mph per hour, you'll probably have success if they hit you bang on the head at that speed.

The trains where I'm going hit over 100mph. I'm planning to just go splat.
 
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What about a high speed train like this? I always read that if you don't put your head on the track it's risky, you can just jumping in front of a train. But a train like this? I know a station close to me in which they don't stop and they go absolutely past 100, you don't even see them when they pass, if someone jumps in front of it before it passes, shouldn't the "muzzle" literally send you in the space? How can the chest survive with a force like that? It's also true that there should be a reason if I haven't heard of suicides from that station, maybe it's really risky. Friday I will go in that station and I will stay just few mm away from the yellow line, to see how it is the feeling to have one of this close. Putting the head on the tracks is not something I would do, I would freak out at the last moment and I would have some damages. For the people who say that I would traumatize the driver, I know and that's why it's not the method I will use, but this Thursday I have an important appointment and if it goes wrong, I could be very stressed



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LuvMeMusic

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If I were you, I'd be visiting all the tracks in your area and scoping out the trains for their design. If they look like that and they do go 60+ mph per hour, you'll probably have success if they hit you bang on the head at that speed.

The trains where I'm going hit over 100mph. I'm planning to just go splat.
It's sadly just a handful of trains that I can actually look the arrival times up of, and I don't know how frequently freight trains go through here.
I guess nothing leads past having to leave the house and confuse people as to why I'm watching trains without taking one.
 
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It's sadly just a handful of trains that I can actually look the arrival times up of, and I don't know how frequently freight trains go through here.
I guess nothing leads past having to leave the house and confuse people as to why I'm watching trains without taking one.
You may have to research outside of your local area. It's what I'm doing. If you really want this and want to do it right, you cannot just look for a quick and convenient option.

What you could do is buy a return ticket for a train that takes you through many stations, and I mean even out of your local area.

So like I am in Scotland, and I'm on the weekend taking a train that takes me from glasgow to london. I'll be making notes of everything I see out of the windows. Every stretch of lane the train tracks cross, looking for the tracks that are easier to access, which stop I'd have to get off of, what obstacles I'd have to clear etc etc.

I'm that dedicated to finding the right spot and getting it done right.

If any of you are in the UK. I may be willing to share the location of it on a time release email that will be sent to you after I die.
What about a high speed train like this? I always read that if you don't put your head on the track it's risky, you can just jumping in front of a train. But a train like this? I know a station close to me in which they don't stop and they go absolutely past 100, you don't even see them when they pass, if someone jumps in front of it before it passes, shouldn't the "muzzle" literally send you in the space? How can the chest survive with a force like that? It's also true that there should be a reason if I haven't heard of suicides from that station, maybe it's really risky. Friday I will go in that station and I will stay just few mm away from the yellow line, to see how it is the feeling to have one of this close. Putting the head on the tracks is not something I would do, I would freak out at the last moment and I would have some damages. For the people who say that I would traumatize the driver, I know and that's why it's not the method I will use, but this Thursday I have an important appointment and if it goes wrong, I could be very stressed



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If that train is going 100mph on a track you can access, all you'd have to do is bend down and make sure the front collides with your head, and your are definitely dead. Your brain will be damaged beyond repair.
 
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LuvMeMusic

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You may have to research outside of your local area. It's what I'm doing. If you really want this and want to do it right, you cannot just look for a quick and convenient option.

What you could do is buy a return ticket for a train that takes you through many stations, and I mean even out of your local area.
Sadly can't do more than looking for a spot locally. The railroads are all easy to access here, so I more or less already know a spot.
 
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Pretty much as the title says. I'd love to know your insights on this...

Thanks 🤍
I mean it depends, in my country I have high speed bullet trains and slow trains. If I jumped under a slow moving train it's likely that I will survive with awful injuries but there's no chance I can survive a head on collision with a train going 300 kph
 
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I mean it depends, in my country I have high speed bullet trains and slow trains. If I jumped under a slow moving train it's likely that I will survive with awful injuries but there's no chance I can survive a head on collision with a train going 300 kph
That's true, you don't worry about the destruction of your body? Because I don't want to scary everybody on the funeral ceremony
 
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