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Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
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head on train rails, self decapitation.
SI would hypothetically be extremely high, but i hypothetically have a trick for that.
just think "yes, it will be terribly scary for a few minutes... but if i don't do this, my life will continue to be equally as scary for years to come".

that does it instantly for me, like instant courage.

one could hypothetically hide in a bush somewhere far away from others... and when you know the train is on its way; then get in position.
position ones head on the tracks and just remember that anti SI tactic: "this is for the best, this is for the best".

and then it's over within 2 minutes.
i would hypothetically prefer to have my skull crushed entirely, instead of decapitation.
but i'd be afraid to move my head out of the way when the train is coming (from whatever SI might be left) if i don't have me entire neck on the tracks.

if only my skull is on the tracks, it would be easier to fail the attempt.
but when you got your entire skull + neck on the rails, it seems to have a higher chance of success, know what i mean?

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PS: i think it's a relatively flawed popular opinion that trains are a bad idea. it should just hypothetically be done properly.
it's a lot more morally correct than jumping, where you accidentally might fall onto innocent bystanders.
and they also say it will cause trauma for the watchers.
well, so does jumping... and it also causes trauma for the maid to come and find a dead body if someone overdose's in a hotel.

so i think it's not any worse than certain other methods, if just done responsibly.

and nah, the freight train driver shouldn't feel bad either, it's not their fault.
there should be zero guilt for the train driver, he had no idea there hypothetically would be someone on the tracks.
 
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Nov 13, 2025
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Yeah that's one of my plans as well. Decapitation by train or skyscraper jump. Both are messy but not as bad as a head on collision or a shotgun blast to the head. The perfect way would be getting mushed by a shipping container. I saw a video of exactly that happening to a poor chinese guy on liveleak a bunch of years ago. Terrible because that guy probably wasn't suicidal but it gave me the idea of a perfect instant way to die. Not sure i can somehow recreate it though.
 
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Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
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Yeah that's one of my plans as well. Decapitation by train or skyscraper jump. Both are messy but not as bad as a head on collision or a shotgun blast to the head. The perfect way would be getting mushed by a shipping container. I saw a video of exactly that happening to a poor chinese guy on liveleak a bunch of years ago. Terrible because that guy probably wasn't suicidal but it gave me the idea of a perfect instant way to die. Not sure i can somehow recreate it though.
yeah i remember liveleak... i think it was the only type of video site that had gruesome videos like that which also did NOT have viruses all over the site.
i'm afraid to visit "watchpeopledie" and those kinda sites lol.
anyway...

do you have any specific details regarding the train decapitation?
some suggest to use headphones with calming music to combat SI, but i personally dont know about that.
i'd like to be aware of my surroundings...
also in case someone tries to come and "ReScUe YoU", so you can notice them fast enough to run away.

i would also have a pre-prepared excuse ready. pretend to be looking for something and even tell them exactly how you lost the item.
 

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