Discussion What Do You Hate More: The World or Yourself?

[sugarb]

The world, but I don't really hate either. I feel resentment or frustration on occasion but those emotions aren't major themes in my life for the most part

 

[RosebyAnyName]

I hate myself. Sometimes I'm able to redirect that hatred into hating the world, but I know in the end that everything is my fault and I hate myself because I know I deserve it.

 

[DraicKin]

As much as I hate myself, I hate the world even more. It's a cruel unfair place that fucked me over so many times and I can't wait to no longer be a part of it

 

[schmerz]

there is nothing more that i hate than myself, not even my affection for my loved ones can trump it
its not the worlds fault that i am incompetent, but my own

 

[CoRaven]

This world. I wanna take it, erase it, and re-shape it.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Myself. 100%.

If the world is bad, it's only because of people like me. I'm selfish and lazy and cruel, basically everything wrong with the world. If myself and everyone like myself was gone, the world would be such a better place.

 

[BackToLobby]

Myself. The feeling of losing myself it's the worst betrayal possible because it's supposed to be me vs the world.

 

[dyinghopefully]

i hate the world most, even though i still appreciate some of them, still.. i hate it, i can't stand watching people do dumb things or shitty things they did, but i really appreciate and love myself because i've been through living in this shitty world... And i can still standing here..

 

[dinosavr]

Both, 100% both. But definitely I am my own victim way more often. Basically anything I do is wrong. But the world tends to be frustrating really often too though.

 

[SleepingBliss]

I love the world, there are aspects I dislike but there is a lot I love I dislike myself ans things I've done/acted but I like seeing others happy even if I am not feeling it at the time

 

[mythofsisyphus]

The world, because it has made the me the way that I am. I never chose for the things that I've experienced to happen, or to have the mental makeup that I do. I do not blame myself.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i hate the world more

 

[hadenough58]

Neither, Things are what they are? I just don't want to be part of it anymore.

 

[Willowherb]

I think it'd be quite selfish of me to blame the world for my very own stupid choices.
My life could've been a whole lot different if I hadn't been that ignorant.

It could've been a bit more bearable?


Not really… but daydreaming seems a bit fun

 

[Endless_suffering]

Myself. I can't change the world. I can't change my friends. I can't change my husband. I can't change anyone else or how the behave. I can only change myself and change my status in this world. I hate myself.