Discussion What Do You Hate More: The World or Yourself?

[Beyond_Repair]

'Hate' is a strong word, I'm not really a fan of people, I think the world would be great if it wasn't for them. I also recognize that I'm part of the problem though, so I guess myself

 

[Rocinante]

I don't think I could ever hold myself accountable for my circumstances. I hate the world.

 

[AshersGirl]

I don't hate myself, and in truth I don't hate the world. I think collectively the world and humanity is fucked, but alongside the assholes, abusers and dictators, there are also some really lovely people.

I hate that I exist in the world. I hate that I'm breathing. I hate that I feel stuck here and I don't want to be here anymore.

I'm just done: I'm so, so tired, and I have been for a long time.

 

[lemonbunny]

i kinda just hate everything ngl, not in a malicious way but i just dont wanna deal with any of it anymore

 

[F@#$]

I have equal contempt for both.

 

[divinemistress36]

Pardon my french but I hate myself and the fucking world

 

[derpyderpins]

Myself. The world simply 'is,' I'm the one who's incompatible. I know I'd sound cooler and smarter if I said that the world is wrong and I'm right but that doesn't really add up.

Changed my mind. I don't hate myself. I admire myself but I don't like myself right now. Time to actually work on that. Hate takes so much energy, it's a waste.

 

[Cress]

The hate just weighs you down after awhile. I don't particularly hate myself or the world. The standard state of existence is just suffering as the Buddhists say. I can understand the hate towards people that come up with fairy tales that the world is just and fair and Suffering is a rarity. I can understand people don't want to acknowledge darkness and evil in the world But lying about it and pretending it doesn't exist seems to just breed contempt and hatred.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I hate myself for not simply accepting the real world when I had the chance. Dumbass kid that I was.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hate certain things about the world. I feel ashamed and guilty of certain things I've done. Hate is maybe too stronger word for either though. Still, if there is a God and they did this intentionally then, I probably do hate them and yes- I realise that means they'll send me to hell.

 

[lost_ange2211]

Neither really. The "world" meaning earth/nature itself is quite peaceful in my opinion. And myself well I don't like myself but it's no hate.

What I hate is the human kind.

 

[astrichaoz]

Myself, 100%. I'm the problem

 

[dimgobaith]

I don't hate either. I don't have the energy to hate anymore

 

[BlendedHeart]

While I know I'm the problem, I hate the world (and life in general) more.

 

[V01Death]

Simply put I don't hate the physical world but it's rotten and corrupt society itself.

 

[cursedbynature64]

I think I hate both equally.

This world is not made for people like me (autistics) and the only way I'd ever be able to exist comfortably within it unless I get extremely lucky, like the "successful people who almost certainly have autism" like Steve Jobs that doctors always bring up when I mention this fact, or probably more likely than that would be that I win a large sum of money in the lottery.

But I also hate myself for the problems that I can't pin on society for not being livable for autistics. I can't blame society for my own screwing up of social relationships; that's all on me.

 

[Qua]

I think the world. The amount of pain one person causes the other to feel, both psychical and physical is abnormal. People having children and abusing them, people torturing and killing others for the most trivial things or even without a Motive to begin with. Corruption, wars, nature being absolutely destroyed and yet Noone with actual power does anything to change it. And then people are surprised when someone has mental problems and pushes their believes onto them, screaming and yelling if they want to exit this world. It's terrible, truly cruel

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

I hate myself. I am the main problem, the misfit, the loser etc ...
As for this world... I hate multiple aspects of this reality but I don't hate everything.

 

[kyhoti]

TRIGGER WARNING: death of a pet

I had a black lab. She was a rescue, one that was actually forced on me. I loved her instantly. Forest walks, tennis balls, digging in the sand by the lake, cuddles on the couch, all the good shit. Poop & pee in the house, chewed shoes and barking at nothing just whenever, all that too.

She got old. She was in pain. She couldn't hold here bladder or her bowels. It was just time.

Did I hate her? Was the world cruel? Or was it all just part of an inevitable time-line?

That's how I feel about me and the world.

 

[Nlis2244]

I hate the world more

 

[yyytry]

Hate myself and the world equally.

 

[game]

Oh this is so easy for me. Definitely myself. I get disgusted knowing that I exist.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

The world. As much as I despise my own existence, I hate how this world breaks the people around me, along with myself. I hate how this world is hell bent on dividing people and ruining everyone's chance at finding peace.

 

[Metalhead]

I hate myself with a passion.

 

[Lady Laudanum]

Hating myself would require me to think that being sexually abused as a kid was my fault and to think that I deserved it. That makes no sense because it started when I was 5 years old, and nothing a 5 year old can do would make them deserve to be sexually abused. So it logically doesn't really make sense to hate myself.

 

[curiousbeing]

TRIGGER WARNING: death of a pet

I had a black lab. She was a rescue, one that was actually forced on me. I loved her instantly. Forest walks, tennis balls, digging in the sand by the lake, cuddles on the couch, all the good shit. Poop & pee in the house, chewed shoes and barking at nothing just whenever, all that too.

She got old. She was in pain. She couldn't hold here bladder or her bowels. It was just time.

Did I hate her? Was the world cruel? Or was it all just part of an inevitable time-line?

That's how I feel about me and the world.

I also have pet and I can't imagine my life without her. This world is horrible for me. I used to write long messages to explain my reasoning, but now i just can't help but merely write how horrible this world can be for me

 

[Numbtopain97]

I hate both equally.

 

[breakwater]

Neither, actually. This may be an unpopular opinion.
The world needs a lot of improvement for obvious reasons, but I don't hate it. And I don't hate myself either; I may not be the best, but I think I'm a good person and I'm happy with myself and what, despite all the drawbacks, I've achieved. What I hate is my health, both mental and physical, and that it prevents me from living a real life.

 

[R_N]

None

 

[Dark Moon]

Eh, probably the world because of things like corruption, war, capitalism, abuse, bullying, torture, social hierarchy.

Also, because of my neurodiversity I was never chosen by society or accepted at who I am. I don't fit into the world and I blame society for those things but I realize that it's not only society's fault because I have faults of my own.