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HopeIsLost
Game Over
- Oct 2, 2020
- 55
I'm planning to ctb today or tonight.
I already have some things I want to do for my last day. Like take my last shower, take a very very slow walk and just live in the moment and enjoy it, listen to my favorite songs, but that's about it.
I want to do more than just that which is why I'm asking this question.
I want to make my final moments enjoyable. I haven't been happy for years and I want my final moments to make me genuinely happy.
So I would like to know what things I could do to make it enjoyable and meaningful.
Perhaps someone could tell me how they're going to spend their final moments to help me decide on what to do with mine.
And please don't hate on me for this. I know I should already know what to do with my final moments and how to make them enjoyable. However I suffer badly with dissociation and lost my self with trauma and depression.
I really just want my final moments to actually be something. That's really all I want.
I already have some things I want to do for my last day. Like take my last shower, take a very very slow walk and just live in the moment and enjoy it, listen to my favorite songs, but that's about it.
I want to do more than just that which is why I'm asking this question.
I want to make my final moments enjoyable. I haven't been happy for years and I want my final moments to make me genuinely happy.
So I would like to know what things I could do to make it enjoyable and meaningful.
Perhaps someone could tell me how they're going to spend their final moments to help me decide on what to do with mine.
And please don't hate on me for this. I know I should already know what to do with my final moments and how to make them enjoyable. However I suffer badly with dissociation and lost my self with trauma and depression.
I really just want my final moments to actually be something. That's really all I want.