Goodbye to the world

[saYori2l_ve]

I died at a very young age, not really, I disappeared, I just disappeared. I'm 18 now, but after my death I was just acting people, but there was one problem, I didn't understand emotions at all. Why do people cry, laugh, happy, sad? I don't know. But that didn't stop me from playing people, because no one even noticed the moment I disappeared. So maybe I never lived, maybe I didn't even exist? I don't know, and there's no point in thinking about it anymore.
All the necessary resources have arrived and tonight at 12:00 a.m. I'll finally be able to leave this scene. I believe I'll do well and I'll finally be able to get some sleep before the next performance.
Good night, my love. Let us meet again in a new life, but until then, take care of yourself and take your time here, okay?

 

[Valky]

I am a bit confused tbh but I wish you all the best, in whatever decision you make.

I just want you to remember that you are still young and things drastically change once you get out of that school climate. (Call me pro life but that is a fact).

 

[iloverachel]

Good bye my friend. Until we meet again

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

hoping everything goes okay for you. i wish you the best.

 

[PrincessMeow]

Don't go out OP. Stay a bit with us. Let's talk about anything.

Since you have already 'died' in this life, you have the freedom to do anything. Do some drugs, some sex, any risky sport, maybe run away from your home. When nothing ever matters, then nothing matters too. I hope you know what I mean. So please stay. Don't go out without experiencing every hedonistic desire out there.

 

[sadlyexisting]

I am sorry things have brought you to this point, but I wish you best of luck with your decision. Goodbye and have a safe journey!

 

[Dliena]

Am wishing you eternal peace with any blissful outcome and goodbye.

 

[drakflowerfire]

I wish you all the best on your decision. Or do the things when die!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan. May I ask what's your method? I hope you find peace whatever you decide to do.

 

[Unattainable666]

I am a bit confused tbh but I wish you all the best, in whatever decision you make.

I just want you to remember that you are still young and things drastically change once you get out of that school climate. (Call me pro life but that is a fact).

I don't consider that "pro-life," I consider that truth

 

[Valky]

I don't consider that "pro-life," I consider that truth

Thank you :) some people just don't appreciate someone talking against such a decision in the slightest way.

 

[Unattainable666]

Thank you :) some people just don't appreciate someone talking against such a decision in the slightest way.

I think when people are young (I'm an old fart) they make decisions based on one incident thinking their life is over. When in fact it's just one incident that can be overcome. Just my opinion

 

[LifelessStranger]

Best wishes to you.
Hope you'll find your peace tonight,
And it'll be over.

 

[rozeske]

Wish you all the best in your plans. Hope you find your peace

 

[Que hart]

Rest in peace ,and I understand your sentiment very well the feeling of not really living but just acting a role in this play called life.The manga fire punch tackles this concept if you wanna read it before your next destination

I am a bit confused tbh but I wish you all the best, in whatever decision you make.

I just want you to remember that you are still young and things drastically change once you get out of that school climate. (Call me pro life but that is a fact).

It's a fallacy thinking that just because someone is young things will change for the better ,my life has constantly been downhill and I'm almost the same age as her and things always get worse

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish for you finding rest, peace and solace in dreamless sleep.

 

[thetruetato]

I died at a very young age, not really, I disappeared, I just disappeared. I'm 18 now, but after my death I was just acting people, but there was one problem, I didn't understand emotions at all. Why do people cry, laugh, happy, sad? I don't know. But that didn't stop me from playing people, because no one even noticed the moment I disappeared. So maybe I never lived, maybe I didn't even exist? I don't know, and there's no point in thinking about it anymore.
All the necessary resources have arrived and tonight at 12:00 a.m. I'll finally be able to leave this scene. I believe I'll do well and I'll finally be able to get some sleep before the next performance.
Good night, my love. Let us meet again in a new life, but until then, take care of yourself and take your time here, okay?

Goodbye, and rest in peace if you do end up succeeding.

 

[Archness]

I just wished OP made their goodby thread actually elaborate more on why, how, and a bit on themselves, instead of being a weird short poem.

But to each their own. Goodbye .

 

[wanttodie]

good luck