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Sep 16, 2018
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I'm gonna hang myself in the woods by where I live.
I'm gonna tie the rope in a tree and hide it the day before.
I'm gonna do it at night when it's dark.
People use to walk and stuff in that area so I will probably be found the next day.
I'm looking forward to it and end it all.
 
asiansouljah

asiansouljah

Member
Sep 17, 2018
6
I'm going to jump off a bridge into water. I've done my research. Anything beyond 150 ft. is near certain death. The Golden Gate Bridge has a 98% fatality rate. 220 ft. into water. They're constructing a suicide barrier, though. So you better hurry. There are dozens of bridges across the U.S.

When I'm ready, I'll check into a hotel near my bridge of choice. Hire a high class escort. Someone who's WAY out of my league. Have a last meal before I take that fatal plunge...
 
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PatternAgainstUser

PatternAgainstUser

Member
Sep 21, 2018
6
Jumping is probably my best bet. There are some cliffs where I live that are definitely over 250 feet.
Shallow water blackout definitely intrigues me too, considering how easily it has killed swimmers by accident.
Then there's good old hanging. This one is most convenient since I wouldn't have to leave my house. I'm paranoid of not compressing my carotid arteries properly though.
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
I'm going to jump off a bridge into water. I've done my research. Anything beyond 150 ft. is near certain death. The Golden Gate Bridge has a 98% fatality rate. 220 ft. into water. They're constructing a suicide barrier, though. So you better hurry. There are dozens of bridges across the U.S.

When I'm ready, I'll check into a hotel near my bridge of choice. Hire a high class escort. Someone who's WAY out of my league. Have a last meal before I take that fatal plunge...
ONLY 98%? Who's lives through that??!! Sorry. Better later than never. Watch the documentary...you can watch a bunch of people jump.
 
asiansouljah

asiansouljah

Member
Sep 17, 2018
6
ONLY 98%? Who's lives through that??!! Sorry. Better later than never. Watch the documentary...you can watch a bunch of people jump.

You're talking about, "The Bridge". I highly recommend it to anyone who hasn't seen it. It came out in 2006. It caused a bit of controversy when it came out. The director mislead the city, claiming to want to do a documentary on the Golden Gate Bridge. What he didn't tell them was that he was going to film jumpers.
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
1-Hanging
2-Jumping

I discarded most methods because they require more preparation, and they're more discreet if you live with your family.
No family...lots of time...I really want to try what I think no one does SLOWLY....a little at a time. Zofran, With methadone I can take 20...then I can see how I feel. Take 20 valium too...wake up with alarm 30 minutes later and take 10...then stuff the rest in my mouth ...amitryptyline, 50 valiym 30 methadone, clonidine - nice low heart rate...how can that fail!!!! Damn it! And this is supposed to work alone:
Drug Amount
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol) 6 grams
Diazepam or other long-acting benzodiazepine 300 mg
Version #2: the improved Amitriptyline CocktailEdit
 
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Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
You're talking about, "The Bridge". I highly recommend it to anyone who hasn't seen it. It came out in 2006. It caused a bit of controversy when it came out. The director mislead the city, claiming to want to do a documentary on the Golden Gate Bridge. What he didn't tell them was that he was going to film jumpers.
Yes, you saw! Shockingly...it stopped my heart and you really only see them let go...imagine your heart...for 3 seconds...HELL, I COULD DO THAT! I was also a gymnast. I'd end up holding on with a toe....just push me!!
MY DREAM: to open my house to everyone/ctb- ing. I really want to..( take off your Damn shoes!) and let everyone help everyone (each other) cbt. I suppose I might end up kind some crazy person in my house...oh my God!! He might kill me........
 
Kogoruhn

Kogoruhn

Student
May 20, 2018
109
No family...lots of time...I really want to try what I think no one does SLOWLY....a little at a time. Zofran, With methadone I can take 20...then I can see how I feel. Take 20 valium too...wake up with alarm 30 minutes later and take 10...then stuff the rest in my mouth ...amitryptyline, 50 valiym 30 methadone, clonidine - nice low heart rate...how can that fail!!!! Damn it! And this is supposed to work alone:
Drug Amount
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol) 6 grams
Diazepam or other long-acting benzodiazepine 300 mg
Version #2: the improved Amitriptyline CocktailEdit

I frequently read that OD on meds is a painful way to go, but i guess it depends on the quantity taken. I hope for you it is peaceful and painless
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
@Swisher zofran isn't going to be good enough. You can take it WITH a different anti emetic like Reglan, for example, but it won't be enough on its own. It's not a dopamine inhibitor. https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Toxification/Antiemetic_regimen

ETA whoops I see you already linked that wiki. My apologies. But Zofran doesn't fall into any of the 3 categories.
No...please..go ahead...I'm not sure if I know what you mean. The amitriptyline cocktail is where I got the antacid (Tagament) but I think we did discuss something wouldn't be enough. And, I was .30 seconds away from doing version 1- Amitritryptyline cocktail. - that should work - this was in my mouth...about an hour ago. So were you talking about the Tagament thing...or something else. I don't mind hearing from you!! (in secret wondering if you can/are going to be able to go in the "exit only"...or J...- Nah, J can!) I wonder if you'll lose Good meds and if it should be more liquid? I'm also very serious about having us met at my house...whomever. So we can assist each other.
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
No...please..go ahead...I'm not sure if I know what you mean. The amitriptyline cocktail is where I got the antacid (Tagament) but I think we did discuss something wouldn't be enough. And, I was .30 seconds away from doing version 1- Amitritryptyline cocktail. - that should work - this was in my mouth...about an hour ago. So were you talking about the Tagament thing...or something else. I don't mind hearing from you!! (in secret wondering if you can/are going to be able to go in the "exit only"...or J...- Nah, J can!) I wonder if you'll lose Good meds and if it should be more liquid? I'm also very serious about having us met at my house...whomever. So we can assist each other.

No I mean Zofran isn't a dopamine blocker which is what you will need to stop yourself from vomiting it all up. Prochlorperazine, Metoclopramid, Domperidone are the ones recommended on the very site you (and I) linked. I got Meto on ebay for $21. Came from greece in 10 days (I'm in the US). I plan to take it for two days as recommended by the handbook then a large dose 40 minutes before. I also have Tagamet but the point of that is to speed up digestion.

eta and I plan on either SN or opioid OD. Perhaps both, just to be sure. lol.
 
Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
No I mean Zofran isn't a dopamine blocker which is what you will need to stop yourself from vomiting it all up. Prochlorperazine, Metoclopramid, Domperidone are the ones recommended on the very site you (and I) linked. I got Meto on ebay for $21. Came from greece in 10 days (I'm in the US). I plan to take it for two days as recommended by the handbook then a large dose 40 minutes before. I also have Tagamet but the point of that is to speed up digestion.

eta and I plan on either SN or opioid OD. Perhaps both, just to be sure. lol.
Btw, I'm always in the hospital. Just got out yesterday and I always appreciate your advice. it's probably not smart to be on this site in a hospital! Therefore, I'm a late responder...
 
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Duqu

Duqu

Curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!
Aug 27, 2018
452
Btw, I'm always in the hospital. Just got out yesterday and I always appreciate your advice. it's probably not smart to be on this site in a hospital! Therefore, I'm a late responder...

I certainly wouldn't recommend it! THough I've never been in the hospital with access to the internet. They even take away my watch (which drives me batshit because they're constantly asking what date it is and I'm like "how am I supposed to know without looking at my digital watch??" and I hate not knowing the time)
 
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lifeisbutadream

Wizard
Oct 4, 2018
684
No I mean Zofran isn't a dopamine blocker which is what you will need to stop yourself from vomiting it all up. Prochlorperazine, Metoclopramid, Domperidone are the ones recommended on the very site you (and I) linked. I got Meto on ebay for $21. Came from greece in 10 days (I'm in the US). I plan to take it for two days as recommended by the handbook then a large dose 40 minutes before. I also have Tagamet but the point of that is to speed up digestion.

eta and I plan on either SN or opioid OD. Perhaps both, just to be sure. lol.

I can't find metoclopramide (reglan) from Greece on EBay. All i see is "Vomitus for dogs" from Indonesia, which seems to be 1 mg meto, i think. Can you tell me how you found yours, and are you satisfied that it is legit? i only have ondansetron (zofran) and old n powder from China that i believe to be good.
 
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Rdc

Student
Aug 24, 2019
150
In no particular order...Gun, Carbon Monoxide, or sodium Nitrate. I'm scared of failure and ending up in lifetime of pain, blind , paralyzed or a vegetable.
 
DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
Currently, I have my sights set on 2M2B + Loperamide... perhaps with theobromine. I had other ideas, but I picked this one as I have most of the stuff easily available and I've acquired prozac, (which I learned was a p-glycoprotein inhibitor) thanks to me being in a crisis unit for 6 days.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
33,942
So I'm wondering, which method have you picked do you believe will NOT fail?
If I had a reliable method plan that I felt confident in I would already be gone. The fear of failure as well as limited access to methods is what holds me back from attempting personally. Dying is just so difficult. Those who can get N are lucky.
 
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universe

universe

Experienced
Jul 15, 2022
241
I was looking for a painless method. I had H in mind for a while but it was much too complicated to get it in my country. I fell back on the SN. If I had not obtained it, I would have opted for the partial hanging I think.
 
Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
275
I was looking for a painless method. I had H in mind for a while but it was much too complicated to get it in my country. I fell back on the SN. If I had not obtained it, I would have opted for the partial hanging I think.
what's H? Heroin?
 

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