Lolie
New Member
- Jul 24, 2018
- 3
Partial suspension was my go-to but I tried it the other day and all I got is suspicious red marks on my neck and a headache. I've been reading everywhere it takes 15 to 20 seconds to lose consciousness but I couldn't get there and the pain was a lot. I tried again yesterday in another position/height and started to feel like all the blood from my lower body was going up and like I was going to float and then I panicked.
Now I don't know if I'll get there again..
My only issue with this is for the people finding me. I know I won't be there and such but yeah.. I have thought about going to a hotel but it's annoying to find one and I don't have a credit card and I have to look if they have doorknob and shit.
And honestly I just want to do it at my place, with nice music.
I'm thinking of putting a piece of paper on my door to tell them to not go inside and call the emergencies but idk... also I wonder how long it would take them to find me (I live alone)
But it's still my go-to method. If done correctly I do think it'd painless. It's easy to do. I have everything set up. Lots of famous people died this way so I guess it's a nice way to go. My only issue is that I cannot for the love of everything fucking holy, place the knot on the right place so it gets me unconscious and avoid excruciating pain.
Now I don't know if I'll get there again..
My only issue with this is for the people finding me. I know I won't be there and such but yeah.. I have thought about going to a hotel but it's annoying to find one and I don't have a credit card and I have to look if they have doorknob and shit.
And honestly I just want to do it at my place, with nice music.
I'm thinking of putting a piece of paper on my door to tell them to not go inside and call the emergencies but idk... also I wonder how long it would take them to find me (I live alone)
But it's still my go-to method. If done correctly I do think it'd painless. It's easy to do. I have everything set up. Lots of famous people died this way so I guess it's a nice way to go. My only issue is that I cannot for the love of everything fucking holy, place the knot on the right place so it gets me unconscious and avoid excruciating pain.