Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Grog]

I can't relate to anyone anymore. I don't feel like I belong in this era.

 

[lauretta]

Quello che sto pensando ora... Penso che sia tutto vuoto e inutile, e solo degli idioti potrebbero pensarla diversamente. Mi sento incapace perché ancora oggi non potrei suicidarmi a causa di vari ostacoli. D'altra parte, ho raccontato i fatti miei a una persona che li ha raccontati letteralmente a tutti. A volte mi incolpo per aver fatto qualcosa di sbagliato, ma alla fine, tutto finirà in niente. Vorrei solo che finisse presto, e vorrei ringraziare tutti qui per non aver giudicato questa scelta.
What I'm thinking now... I think it's all empty and pointless, and only fucking idiots would think otherwise. I feel incapable because even today I couldn't commit suicide due to various obstacles. On the other hand, I told my business to a person who has told literally everyone. Sometimes I blame myself for doing something wrong, but in the end, it will all end in nothing. I just wish it would end soon, and I'd like to thank everyone here for not judging this choice.

 

[violetforever]

i should have killed myself when i was in total isolation. now there's a sense of awkwardness around it from being known by teachers and classmates.

 

[amor.dor]

After writing my letter for days, I feel like I've already settled everything. I don't feel any distress, just a total nothingness—it's a feeling I can't describe. I feel like the wind. I believe there is no one truly attached to me, which makes my death easier for me. All that's left is to choose the day, but first I need to sell what little I have left. To the girl I used to help, I just said I'd be going back to my hometown. As for the other person who seems close to me, I think she's doing better now. I think she can go on without me,There are people who can help her, from what I can tell. My work here is done, and now all that's left for me is to head into the void.
I was never close to people because of my cold intellect. That was a curse for me, but I realize that in a way it was good because it created distance from others toward me. I think I won't generate guilt or resentment in anyone. I can close my eyes in peace now.

 

[Always-in-trouble]

i should have killed myself when i was in total isolation. now there's a sense of awkwardness around it from being known by teachers and classmates.

Hope that isn't the case for my college as well. I will probably not be able to do it for sometime now.

 

[violetforever]

Hope that isn't the case for my college as well. I will probably not be able to do it for sometime now.

if i had all online classes i wouldn't even think of it but since i have an on campus class it came to mind :/

 

[Always-in-trouble]

if i had all online classes i wouldn't even think of it but since i have an on campus class it came to mind :/

How do they know anyways? If you only interact on campus a few times week, it then seems weird that they got that information fast unless someone snitched.