Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Grog]

I can't relate to anyone anymore. I don't feel like I belong in this era.

 

[lauretta]

Quello che sto pensando ora... Penso che sia tutto vuoto e inutile, e solo degli idioti potrebbero pensarla diversamente. Mi sento incapace perché ancora oggi non potrei suicidarmi a causa di vari ostacoli. D'altra parte, ho raccontato i fatti miei a una persona che li ha raccontati letteralmente a tutti. A volte mi incolpo per aver fatto qualcosa di sbagliato, ma alla fine, tutto finirà in niente. Vorrei solo che finisse presto, e vorrei ringraziare tutti qui per non aver giudicato questa scelta.
What I'm thinking now... I think it's all empty and pointless, and only fucking idiots would think otherwise. I feel incapable because even today I couldn't commit suicide due to various obstacles. On the other hand, I told my business to a person who has told literally everyone. Sometimes I blame myself for doing something wrong, but in the end, it will all end in nothing. I just wish it would end soon, and I'd like to thank everyone here for not judging this choice.

 

[violetforever]

i should have killed myself when i was in total isolation. now there's a sense of awkwardness around it from being known by teachers and classmates.