Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Feeling a little better than yesterday. Still exhausted and depressed. I don't know what it was.
Still wish I wasn't alive to deal with it.

 

[deleted442]

Screwed

 

[cgrtt.brns]

weirdly ok. i hate that anytime i feel ok i just feel weird about it bc its so foreign to me. i know im gonna come crashing down again. im terrified of it. it always hurts so much. why cant i just be ok all the time. i dont even care about being happy, just being ok is better than what i normally feel. ive had random motivation the last two days and i originally wanted to try looking for a job but my dumb fucking adhd brain got distracted and ive just been playing minecraft all day. which reminds me does anyone else in eu timezones want to play on the unofficial official sasu mc server bc im always the only one online when i play lol. although saying that idk how long this motivation is gonna last. if i still have it tomorrow i might try to force myself to look for a job. i just need something to do other than sit in bed all day cuz it just makes me want to die even more. and eventually im gonna need my own source of income bc my parents are nearing retirement and i dont want them to waste even more of their hard earned money on me, id rather die.

 

[inkyabyss]

Bored and lonely

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Anxiety.... Awake but tired. Just wanting my forever sleep. I can't wait until this forced existence is over.

 

[RedHates]

My life is literally on repeat. I wake up at the same exact time without needing an alarm, I play the same games, I watch the same 5 movies non stop, I talk to 2 people, and I sit in the same spot on the couch every day. I dread going to sleep knowing I have to do it all over again. I don't know how to break the cycle either.

 

[landmine]

i feel very clingy, its agonizing. i wish i could stop feeling this way especially since it might be annoying to him

 

[Zegers]

Still exhausted and depressed. I don't know what it was.

Maybe a wave of anxiety/loneliness? it happens to me over summer.

 

[WhereMyDreamsWent]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.

Hopeless. Like my life isn't really mine.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

I can't wait to be done with all this shit. Imma be like:

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Ummmm... fuck my life?

 

[RedHates]

I keep recessing into my mind and dreaming about random stuff. I've made a lot of stories this way.

 

[CTB Dream]

Rly want ctb now, no have mthod

 

[dondiasco]

he's gonna know exactly what this means, and i feel kinda guilty but not really because this isn't that bad. maybe it's my sick sense of humor but i don't care, i just want to see the look on his face.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Maybe a wave of anxiety/loneliness? it happens to me over summer.

I don't think mine is seasonal. Seriously... I don't know. It almost felt like a weaker strain of covid.
My whole body ached. Super exhausted.

 

[raccoonjk]

I feel empty right now and I'm being lazy, I'm meant to cook food but getting up is tiring.

 

[ghost44]

Sick of life.

 

[hahayeaj]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end

My cat put her ass on my face. Im still empty

 

[loopdaloop]

disappointed that I let the past 2 years exist just because of cowardice

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Exhausted as always. Just wanna sleep forever. Listened to some of the music threads. There are things I should be doing but I'm too tired. It's Sunday anyway. I'm not motivated to do anything. This can't be my life.
I must be in a nightmare since birth. People die every day. I wanna trade places. I hate life.

 

[nyee]

tired

 

[LittleJem]

medication-constipated. All day miserable and agitated. Play it again tomorrow. Euch.

 

[madhatguy]

shit tired

 

[Zegers]

I have run out of the pills that gave me some energy, now i don't know where to get them and the heat is suffocating. Kill me.

 

[day]

I'm tired despite sleeping all day. I'm very bored, and consuming various sources of media to stimulate my brain in any way. Can't wait to drink, hoping I'll get sad or feel anything at all. I have my comfort friend talking with me online so I am thankful for that.

 

[vitbar]

Hollowed out.

 

[CTB Dream]

Rly trap no want do any this lif all dtriort all wrong, need srs ctb

 

[donxtwait]

I'm too drained for more words I just desperately want this life to end.

 

[Anonymus]

 

[ghost44]

Every time something new threatens to begin, I can't help but wonder. Why would it be different this time?