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not-2-b-the-answer
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- Mar 23, 2018
- 8,716
Lying in bed. Exhausted. Pissed that I'm here for another year of this hell. It will soon be 4 years since I planned to CTB. I shouldn't have been allowed to exist. Weak excuse for a man. No wonder I get trampled on.
Why would any woman want me. I don't even think dudes would either.
There is no point in dating, I would rather be dead. Nothing can fix me except death. It's still light out a can't wait for the darkness. Resenting my parents for bringing me into this horrible world. If they were gone, I would be too.
Haven't eaten anything today. Not that my fat ass needs to.
Listening to healing music on youtube. I don't think it works. I've been using them for at least 6 months.
Still wishing I was dead. I want my forever sleep!!! I don't want reincarnated. There has to be an end to this!!!
Slept for 11 hours and slept 2 more. I could fall asleep again now.
I don't want to be around anyone. People are exhausting.
WHY ????![Pouting face :rage: 😡](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f621.png)
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![Pouting face :rage: 😡](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f621.png)
Why would any woman want me. I don't even think dudes would either.
There is no point in dating, I would rather be dead. Nothing can fix me except death. It's still light out a can't wait for the darkness. Resenting my parents for bringing me into this horrible world. If they were gone, I would be too.
Haven't eaten anything today. Not that my fat ass needs to.
Listening to healing music on youtube. I don't think it works. I've been using them for at least 6 months.
Still wishing I was dead. I want my forever sleep!!! I don't want reincarnated. There has to be an end to this!!!
Slept for 11 hours and slept 2 more. I could fall asleep again now.
I don't want to be around anyone. People are exhausting.
WHY ????
![Pouting face :rage: 😡](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f621.png)
![Pouting face :rage: 😡](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f621.png)
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