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suicidalloser
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- Jun 30, 2023
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Ron, the psychotherapist.even i found one that would validate and acknowledge my chronic suicidal pain, suggesting I seek MAID when available.
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Ron, the psychotherapist.even i found one that would validate and acknowledge my chronic suicidal pain, suggesting I seek MAID when available.
That's how I feel, too, and have all my life.Increasingly I feel like I'm already dead. I don't live, I just exist.
I feel angry and hateful and I want to kill myselfI feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.