Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[ShadowsFall]

Exhausted, burnt out, only sleeping about 3 to 4 hours a night. and not eating or drinking as much as I should with the type of physically draining work I do. Determined to get the remainder of what I owe in rent payed off by sometime on Friday. It is possible, but everything depends on how busy it is.

 

[nofun.intended]

i feel hungry, but i shouldn't be because i already had dinner after work. and a donut too, cause my sister came to visit me and brought me a drink and donuts for my kitchen co-workers <3 i want to smoke, but i'm laying in bed and i don't want to get up... if i want to smoke, i need to pee first and wash my hands. i need to get out of bed to do that lmao, but it's 1:30am for me right now and i'm exhausted from work today lol

 

[thevaccumguy]

Don't wanna go take a shower but have evening lectures so have to

 

[Zegers]

I'd have liked to get lost in the UK for months until i could speak English with that distinctive accent, well, in another time-space.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Well... I don't know how I feel. Not exactly misery, not exactly happy. Wanna try to get through the music threads.
I like to try to listen to most of the songs instead of skipping through them. It's hard to keep up.
Trying to stay awake cuz I really want a nap.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

So tired, just want to sleep

 

[stoopid]

Could vomit, hungry for sweets, and death

 

[MidnightCat]

I feel like bleeding.

Like I have my guts spilling out and even nothings holding me back.. I'm not even trying to keep them inside my body.

I feel trapped inside a concrete coffin and without enough oxygen.

I feel like this is the longest nightmare.

 

[anxious_depressive]

I feel an incredible hatred for myself.
A couple of days ago I hit myself hard in the face to ease the feeling of hatred a little.

Now I have stopped eating, I only drink coffee.It seems to me that I am not worthy to eat.

I'm so disgusting.

 

[Brave_it_Shiru]

So desperate to have a switch to turn it off. My chest and stomach area are in pain.

 

[Ghoste]

Tired, alone and dead inside

 

[gotomrg]

loneliness and desperate need for attention

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Annoyed

 

[phantomime]

I want to die so bad. I've had such a great day but of course the littlest most stupid thing had to go wrong and get me suicidal. 10 to 0 so quick. I shouldn't be like this. I came into this fucking world with some sort of defect. I hate being like this. I just want it to be over.

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I'm sleep deprived now but even 12 hours of sleep isn't enough for me; I need to sleep forever.

 

[Anhedoniac]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Hey, you said to not think!

 

[Sakura94]

confused

 

[soonitwontbea]

don't want to do anything/don't want to move/just staring at a fucking screen

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Anger !!!
Just hate life so much. There is nothing I can do to fix it, other than die. Things are out of my control.
I don't know why I just keep getting shit on. Life is misery, misery is life.
Was I so horrible I deserved this. People do far worse and are rewarded for it.
Why ????
Why can't I just end it. It's not going to get better. How am I supposed to tell members on here that they should keep trying, when I know it's most likely a lie ?
And these pro life idiots that want to ban abortion. I can honestly say, I wish I had been aborted.
They only put out positive stories about people who are successful. Not the ones who struggle for decades until they are finally given the gift of death.

 

[pizzafiend]

tired, headache.
would like to return to sleep but I already slept from 7am to 11pm

 

[Zegers]

Yesterday i got sick with anxiety in the street and now my whole body hurts, everything is like misery.

 

[Mimi_]

I feel trapped in a body which disgust me

 

[ShadowsFall]

I feel like I got hit by a train going at ludicrous speed, only to somehow survive and be thrown into a giant food processor set to puree...

 

[tomoki]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.

I feel detached from this world and empty as if I no longer exist
I feel detached from this world and empty as if I no longer exist

 

[aubrey!]

how much more time do i have left in me.

 

[MyFinalProject]

depressed as usual

 

[MewtwoIsAlive]

Down.

 

[lunarpixels]

I feel really numb, like my partner doesn't care about me. I feel like if I did somehow break his heart, it'd be a wake-up call; all the emotional abuse I deal with would be rectified. And right now, I know I'm heartless, and I know it doesn't happen often, but that's why I'm excusing my recklessness. I've been hurt all these years, so like... I'm snapping into apathy.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm so tired. I want to sleep. I have only been awake for a few hours.

 

[iknowitsover666]

Tensión in forehead, neckpain, anhedonia