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nofun.intended

nofun.intended

i hate being alive is amazing
Oct 18, 2022
39
i feel hungry, but i shouldn't be because i already had dinner after work. and a donut too, cause my sister came to visit me and brought me a drink and donuts for my kitchen co-workers <3 i want to smoke, but i'm laying in bed and i don't want to get up... if i want to smoke, i need to pee first and wash my hands. i need to get out of bed to do that lmao, but it's 1:30am for me right now and i'm exhausted from work today lol
 
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thevaccumguy

thevaccumguy

Member
Feb 14, 2023
40
Don't wanna go take a shower but have evening lectures so have to
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I'd have liked to get lost in the UK for months until i could speak English with that distinctive accent, well, in another time-space.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,019
Well... I don't know how I feel. Not exactly misery, not exactly happy. Wanna try to get through the music threads.
I like to try to listen to most of the songs instead of skipping through them. It's hard to keep up.
Trying to stay awake cuz I really want a nap.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,019
So tired, just want to sleep
 
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stoopid

stoopid

from hell
Feb 27, 2023
183
Could vomit, hungry for sweets, and death
 
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MidnightCat

MidnightCat

Still 3 more lives to go.
Jan 1, 2023
318
I feel like bleeding.

Like I have my guts spilling out and even nothings holding me back.. I'm not even trying to keep them inside my body.

I feel trapped inside a concrete coffin and without enough oxygen.

I feel like this is the longest nightmare.
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
241
I feel an incredible hatred for myself.
A couple of days ago I hit myself hard in the face to ease the feeling of hatred a little.

Now I have stopped eating, I only drink coffee.It seems to me that I am not worthy to eat.

I'm so disgusting.
 
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Brave_it_Shiru

I am not "safe" babe
Mar 6, 2023
106
So desperate to have a switch to turn it off. My chest and stomach area are in pain.
 
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Ghoste

Ghoste

Unlucky me, who lives life in pain
Mar 7, 2023
10
Tired, alone and dead inside
 
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gotomrg

gotomrg

Member
Mar 10, 2023
58
loneliness and desperate need for attention
 
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phantomime

phantomime

Student
Feb 9, 2023
119
I want to die so bad. I've had such a great day but of course the littlest most stupid thing had to go wrong and get me suicidal. 10 to 0 so quick. I shouldn't be like this. I came into this fucking world with some sort of defect. I hate being like this. I just want it to be over.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,796
I'm sleep deprived now but even 12 hours of sleep isn't enough for me; I need to sleep forever.
 
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Anhedoniac

Anhedoniac

Member
Feb 12, 2023
30
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Hey, you said to not think!
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
confused
 
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soonitwontbea

soonitwontbea

aka Orr
Jan 23, 2023
22
don't want to do anything/don't want to move/just staring at a fucking screen
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,019
Anger !!!
Just hate life so much. There is nothing I can do to fix it, other than die. Things are out of my control.
I don't know why I just keep getting shit on. Life is misery, misery is life.
Was I so horrible I deserved this. People do far worse and are rewarded for it.
Why ????
Why can't I just end it. It's not going to get better. How am I supposed to tell members on here that they should keep trying, when I know it's most likely a lie ?
And these pro life idiots that want to ban abortion. I can honestly say, I wish I had been aborted.
They only put out positive stories about people who are successful. Not the ones who struggle for decades until they are finally given the gift of death.

:angry::hmph::angry::hmph::angry::hmph::angry::hmph::angry::hmph::angry:
 
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pizzafiend

pizzafiend

Member
Feb 4, 2023
18
tired, headache.
would like to return to sleep but I already slept from 7am to 11pm
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Yesterday i got sick with anxiety in the street and now my whole body hurts, everything is like misery.
 
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Mimi_

Mimi_

I only deserve to suffer
Mar 10, 2023
168
I feel trapped in a body which disgust me
 
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ShadowsFall

Lost and forgotten
Jul 15, 2021
175
I feel like I got hit by a train going at ludicrous speed, only to somehow survive and be thrown into a giant food processor set to puree...
 
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tomoki

tomoki

Member
Mar 8, 2023
51
I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.
I feel detached from this world and empty as if I no longer exist
I feel detached from this world and empty as if I no longer exist
 
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aubrey!

aubrey!

internet angel
Mar 11, 2023
149
how much more time do i have left in me.
 
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MyFinalProject

Member
Oct 11, 2022
43
depressed as usual
 
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MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
226
Down.
 
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lunarpixels

lunarpixels

Member
Mar 1, 2023
33
I feel really numb, like my partner doesn't care about me. I feel like if I did somehow break his heart, it'd be a wake-up call; all the emotional abuse I deal with would be rectified. And right now, I know I'm heartless, and I know it doesn't happen often, but that's why I'm excusing my recklessness. I've been hurt all these years, so like... I'm snapping into apathy.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,019
I'm so tired. I want to sleep. I have only been awake for a few hours.
 
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iknowitsover666

Member
Mar 13, 2023
33
Tensión in forehead, neckpain, anhedonia
 
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Interloper

Interloper

â– 
Jul 23, 2021
693
Sick over how I've treated someone.
 
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