Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[leaf23]

Anxious. Worried about the future, depressed about my inadequate self. Difficult these days. Irrational but I wish the world had a pause button, or a speed scale.

 

[pupsensua1]

Bleg and tired, I need sleep.

 

[Zegers]

For some people life is always a denial, isnt it?

 

[Rairii]

Being alone in my house is just well lonely and worsens my mood it would seem. Even having a roommate who I don't interact with is better than nothing. I hate how quiet it is.

 

[mmoq13]

shit and i hope i have died long ago and haven't continued being a worthless fuck up

 

[Next-to-Nil]

I feel mortifyingly incompetent. How do you even manage to make someone fall down trying to pick them back up? I guess I'm just not meant to be helpful to people and should worry about my own problems for a change.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

Why are people being so confrontational with me? If not that, they are either caressing me or talking to me about their dead family member.

I HATE IT!

 

[spiralling]

Pathetic, useless, worthless, need to CTB but now no means.

 

[Next-to-Nil]

I feel like a jackalope, or some other creature that should definitely not be as horny as it is.

 

[CTB Dream]

Want leave awful universe want leave awful species

 

[anxious_depressive]

I'm a completely useless piece of shit.
So weak that I can barely get out of bed.I hate myself.
I am not worthy to live.
The last hope has eluded me, there is nothing left.
I'm devastated.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

People keep telling me that my anxiety, stress, and depression is all in my head. Whenever I open up about it, which usually only occurs in the heat of the moment, I just get told that the reason why I am stressed is because I let myself be stressed. Apparently, if I just say "I'm not anxious" or "I'm not depressed", I'll magically be cured because they've done it before and it totally works!

Their advice is dogshit, and it makes me feel insane. No one knows how I feel, so they think I feel this way because I allow it to happen. I don't want to be anxious every time I do something, nor do I want to desire killing myself every time I make a mistake. Please just listen to me. Stop assuming things about me.

I wish there was just a solution that would just fix everything. I hate feeling this way, I hate people finding out I feel this way, and I hate their useless advice.

 

[Trannydiary]

Jaded

 

[spiralling]

I'm the biggest idiot in the world. It's time to go, but now I don't know how.

 

[Zegers]

Sometimes isolate is a good idea, but at some point you need company and you have to dive through a lot of riff-raff to find people who are worth the dive.

 

[mierepeashi]

So lost, can't think of pretty much anything. I wish I had another human near me and that they would understand everything.

 

[BBBB]

Confused

 

[EnvyTangerine]

Like I need to die soon. I can't handle life

 

[freecoffee]

Really bored and lonely, trying hard to keep troubling thoughts and memories out of my mind.

 

[ShadowsFall]

Dealing with a possible housing crisis that is of my own doing. How I move forward will depend on the phone call/text I receive from the other party tomorrow morning.

 

[shoegaaze]

Anxious

 

[hamtaro]

please make it stop

 

[CTB Dream]

Rly tired no able do any even try plsy do thing make tired quick, this v hard do nothing now add injury damage depress anhedo not want stay, also no monye no able buy game etc vry depress. Hobby etc no able brain no able ,v sad

 

[ShadowsFall]

Woke up late, going to catch the next bus out. I have to push as much as I can today at work. I'm already burnt out from pushing myself over the weekend, with no money for food or drink at the moment.

 

[Salvation_]

Something happened today (I don't want to get into it specifically because I'm paranoid that it can somehow trace me back to my identity), but it was totally deserved. I don't know how to be a decent human being. Honestly, aren't we all just people waiting for our turn to leave the realm of living. Not the nihilism hitting on a random Tuesday afternoon...

 

[JusMe]

I feel really hopeless and sad.
I also feel guilty and selfish when I say things like this because of all the sacrifices that the people in my life have made for me. Not to mention the fact that my life is probably better than a lot of other people's lives and I don't like feeling like I'm taking it for granted

 

[missingpeace]

Feeling so fucked up.. my body is constantly being suffocated.

 

[RdMrk]

Like a complete failure. Like the only thing i can do is let people down. Like I'm an asshole for sticking around and forcing people to deal with me.

 

[Suine Kurisu]

i don't really know what the right word is, i guess it's nothing--just blankness and cloudiness of thought. i feel just as drained as i am draining probably :p

 

[CTB Dream]

V awful this wrhr hot no want Stayy all mental illne all prblm worse heat vry prblm vry vry, awful planet awful life this now hot air sufocat