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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
449
So sad.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,232
Burning a candle for you, I hope it's light will shine brightly for you on your way to love and peace. :hug:
 
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Deleted member 13412

Deleted member 13412

Member
Dec 27, 2019
84
i wish u peace and no more suffering im hoping the best for u.. *hugsu*
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
Have a peaceful journey. See u other side ❤
 
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Beforeigo

Beforeigo

Member
Mar 2, 2020
27
Hoping you achieve peace
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Safe travels :heart: I hope you find peace. :hug:
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
Farewell AJ95! Safe travels!
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Sorry I was too late to say bye. I hope you've found peace and relief. I'll miss how your avatar made me read your posts as if at a dance party.
 
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Deleted member 23009

Deleted member 23009

a flame dancing in the rain
Oct 20, 2020
137
I didn't really get to know you but I've enjoyed your posts here and you seem like a wonderful person, sorry for all the struggles you've gone through.. I wish you eternal peace :heart:
 
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Avril

Unlovable.
Aug 8, 2020
544
I hope you find peace. Farewell and see you at the other side soon.
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
Rest in peace, AJ. No more pro life spies getting you.
Im sorry that I was mean to you and kept blowing your words out of context because I cant deal with my own shit, I guess I deserve being the only regular chatter you didnt tag in your post.
Fly high with no pain
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
833
Wishing you a safe and peaceful journey I hope you find peace :hug:
 
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Silenos

Silenos

Ṿ̸̄Ọ̶͂Ỉ̶͉D̴̞͝ ̴̲̐A̷̾͜W̷̪͒Ā̵̯I̵͍̅T̵̛͔S̷̗͛
Jul 25, 2020
1,056
Why is it that all the cool people on this damn planet have to go? Rest in peace AJ.
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
hello all. thought I would update this thread following AJ's last update at 2:08PM, which was: 'I drank it, it's revolting. Just like seawater. Literally awful.' (all my timestamps here will be GMT; in AEST this would have been 12:08AM).

AJ was active in the chat and updating us just as she had here, for a few moments after she last updated this thread. these were her last updates from a couple of hours ago.

AJ95: I rinsed with water, it's not so bad now Today at 2:08 PM

AJ95: I feel sort of dizzy Today at 2:08 PM

AJ95: but it's nervous dizziyness Today at 2:09 PM

AJ95: going to get on my phone and lie down Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: I can feel my heart pounding Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: very dizzy all of a sudden Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: veray dizzy Today at 2:10 PM

after these last messages, she did not update again. prior to this, she told us she was listening to a playlist of some of her favourite songs. it can be assumed from this that she laid down and finally could rest, there was no hint of vomiting, nor discomfort other than the dizziness reported. it seems she did not have to take her second glass of SN.

I hope that this was the peaceful exit that AJ deserved, and that she gets the peace she so desperately needed. she was a great friend here on SS, and was waiting to catch her bus for a long time. rest in peace, @AJ95 <3
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
Why is it that all the cool people on this damn planet have to go? Rest in peace AJ.

Because all the good people are too good for this fucked up world.
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,308
hello all. thought I would update this thread following AJ's last update at 2:08PM, which was: 'I drank it, it's revolting. Just like seawater. Literally awful.' (all my timestamps here will be GMT; in AEST this would have been 12:08AM).

AJ was active in the chat and updating us just as she had here, for a few moments after she last updated this thread. these were her last updates from a couple of hours ago.

AJ95: I rinsed with water, it's not so bad now Today at 2:08 PM

AJ95: I feel sort of dizzy Today at 2:08 PM

AJ95: but it's nervous dizziyness Today at 2:09 PM

AJ95: going to get on my phone and lie down Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: I can feel my heart pounding Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: very dizzy all of a sudden Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: veray dizzy Today at 2:10 PM

after these last messages, she did not update again. prior to this, she told us she was listening to a playlist of some of her favourite songs. it can be assumed from this that she laid down and finally could rest, there was no hint of vomiting, nor discomfort other than the dizziness reported. it seems she did not have to take her second glass of SN.

I hope that this was the peaceful exit that AJ deserved, and that she gets the peace she so desperately needed. she was a great friend here on SS, and was waiting to catch her bus for a long time. rest in peace, @AJ95 <3
thank you for the hard work angel.
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
Just caught up with this, a name I never spoke direct with, but watched and saw, I hope the next path is one of peace and what you seek, enjoy your eternal sleep
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,462
News?how to know?
 
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virginiawoolf86

Specialist
Jul 4, 2020
316
I wish I had gotten here sooner. But I just wanted to say that I hope your journey was swift and peaceful. May the other side bring you the rest and ease you so sorely deserve.

You'll be missed.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Didn't know you that well,. But I hope you R.I.P. ;. Always and Forever. ❤️
 
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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
I hope you can rest well. I already said goodbye but I saw the updates. Good night.
 
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StuFin

StuFin

Arcanist
Oct 21, 2020
449
Blimey that took effect quickly.
 
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sufferingalways

sufferingalways

Avoiding flashing images, epilepsy.
Apr 26, 2020
550
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Are you gone then ? We just spoke recently.

Damn. Wish you peace.
 
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ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
Oh damn, this one hurts. I've read pretty much every one of AJ's posts and messaged privately. I wish I logged on earlier.

I thought there was another 3 days. I wish you all the best Ava, I hope the ride was smooth and you're at peace now.
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,462
Just anxious to not know...hope peace and not paralysed.
 
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Futile

Futile

Tired of being lonely
Sep 3, 2020
499
Seems like she didn't have much trouble, hopefully everything went well
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
It looked like it was very quick - 2 minutes and she passed out. Although we can't know for sure. I hope it was peaceful for her.
 
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