Tonight is the night, it's time to say goodbye

[AbsoluteNothingness]

I hope she didn't suffer during the process and that she found the peace she needed. Sorry that i'm so late to say goodbye. I hope it was painless and quick.
I wish i had a way out too, ill just have to keep researching until i find one. In my case I dont want any other form/sort/type/way of consciousness/existence/awareness/'life'/'world'/'planet'/'place' nor any other thing in general, i wish/hope for absolute eternal non existence/nothingness. I'm not suffering in any way about anything at all and nothing "bad" has ever happened/happens to 'me'/'in my life' but so what? I should perfectly just not want to exist at all nor experience anything without it being because of a reason

 

[itachi of death]

I hope you a peaceful journey,and I wish you find all the peace you've been wanting,Farwell and goodluck

 

[Soul]

Are you suggesting it failed and she is alive?

Sorry - I thought I saw her screen name back in bloom (no longer crossed out) and I wanted to offer a friendly hand.

 

[Sherri]

I'm sorry to see you go, and I hope you find peace. Gonna miss seeing your dancing girl avatar....

 

[chasedtheWind]

I'm sorry to see you go, and I hope you find peace. Gonna miss seeing your dancing girl avatar....

R.I.P @AJ95

 

[Sherri]

R.I.P @AJ95

Thank you so much, we never interacted much but I always read her stories and this avatar is unforgettable. Going to see the video in her honour. Hugs

 

[Meditation guide]

I wish I had talked to her more. I noticed in the weeks before she died what a nice pleasant person she was but now it's too late to do what I should have done before, which was get to know her a little more.
Maybe there is a lesson here for me.

 

[Spitfire]

R.I.P @AJ95

Thank you for posting this video here in this thread. I enjoy watching and listening to it in her memory.

 

[iftheworldwasending]

Just a thought, since cops were at her door sometime before, posting this thread was quite dangerous in my opinion. Especially since she did it at home

but she did, and it's done, so i feel like this comment was a bit unnecessary. i understand what you're saying, but there was no real point to post this. she wanted to post this to say goodbye to people who meant something to her. idk, this just rubbed me the wrong way.

 

[SpinningSong]

but she did, and it's done, so i feel like this comment was a bit unnecessary. i understand what you're saying, but there was no real point to post this. she wanted to post this to say goodbye to people who meant something to her. idk, this just rubbed me the wrong way.

I thougt about it and I wanted to share it, so I did. My point was that we don't know if she's gone for sure. And I suppose I'm not the one guessing. I don't see anything inappropriate in my comment.

 

[Nephthys22]

i also doubt this "Copycat suicide" theory.
from my personal experience i can say - reading the process of letzteAusfahrt and AJ vanishing, gave me a pretty bad feeling in my stomach while reading.
not for missing them (i didnt really know them - wasnt yet registered here) but cause it made this process much more real and did lead me more to a rethinking process than an affirmative process.
even this two passings seemed pretty peacefull - it doesnt make the final step easier. cause even if you just would have to push a button to end yourself, you would be always aware what huge decision you are about to make.

I second this, I watched another users funeral a while back and it really has made me rethink the whole thing. It made it so real and to watch the family mourn was just ...heartbreaking. Sometimes these things have the opposite effect. Rest well AJ

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I hope you found peace

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I watched another users funeral a while back and it really has made me rethink the whole thing

I'm so sorry but where did you watch it?.......

 

[Meditation guide]

'm so sorry but where did you watch it?.......

I watched it on youtube. It was so nice. I'm not going to post it here on someone else's goodbye thread.

 

[AprilsBlessings]

I watched it on youtube. It was so nice.

I'm sorry but can you send it to me? if it's ok