Tonight is the night, it's time to say goodbye

[TripleA]

Rest in peace Ava, you will be missed.

(That was beautifully fast.)

Is it sure that she CTB?

 

[SpinningSong]

Just anxious to not know...hope peace and not paralysed.

Can this happen with SN?

 

[AMG44]

Damn...i should have logged on earlier

Wishing you well AJ95

 

[FatalSystemError591]

You may be long gone now, but if you are, I hope you sleep peacefully and had safe travels to whatever other side may wait for us, if there is one. I never really interacted with you, but you definitely had an impact on others here.

Rest easy, AJ.

 

[Cakes]

A couple of people have said they couldn't move. Then they got found or taken to a hospital somehow.

Man, scary, idk what to do

 

[SpinningSong]

A couple of people have said they couldn't move. Then they got found or taken to a hospital somehow. Hopefully the dizziness AJ reported meant she lost consciousness swiftly. I just want her to be ok.

I have a feeling it must have gone well for her. Yet, the paralysed cases you mentioned, they didn't lose concioussness?

 

[whywere]

Hope you find all the love and peace that you want. Love to you!! Enternal love and peace!

 

[SpinningSong]

The one I remember best was a man who remained conscious, had stomach pains, called for an ambulance and had to crawl to the door to let them in. He said he could barely move. There is also not being able to see mentioned a few times.
The muscles and brain and eyes need lots of oxygen to work and they won't be getting it after drinking SN. So the
series of events as the body shuts down varies.

I see, thanks for the info as I'm strating to seriously consider this method. Yet brain damage is still a posibility I guess, though some claim otherwise

 

[less than]

I hope everything went well and AJ is now at peace, whatever happened.

 

[iftheworldwasending]

my dearest fucking ava,
i am going to miss you so fucking much. you so quickly became one of my closest friends. you were the first person i ever talked to on here and had such an impact on my life. im so sorry im just seeing this. i wish i would have reached out yesterday to check on you. i will truly miss you so so so much. you were such an incredible person. i really hope you're in a better place. you deserve the fucking world, my beautiful girl. <3 i love you.

 

[Acopia]

Thinking of you.
Safe journey, sleep well.
-Acopia

 

[ts0hill]

hello all. thought I would update this thread following AJ's last update at 2:08PM, which was: 'I drank it, it's revolting. Just like seawater. Literally awful.' (all my timestamps here will be GMT; in AEST this would have been 12:08AM).

AJ was active in the chat and updating us just as she had here, for a few moments after she last updated this thread. these were her last updates from a couple of hours ago.

AJ95: I rinsed with water, it's not so bad now Today at 2:08 PM

AJ95: I feel sort of dizzy Today at 2:08 PM

AJ95: but it's nervous dizziyness Today at 2:09 PM

AJ95: going to get on my phone and lie down Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: I can feel my heart pounding Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: very dizzy all of a sudden Today at 2:10 PM

AJ95: veray dizzy Today at 2:10 PM

after these last messages, she did not update again. prior to this, she told us she was listening to a playlist of some of her favourite songs. it can be assumed from this that she laid down and finally could rest, there was no hint of vomiting, nor discomfort other than the dizziness reported. it seems she did not have to take her second glass of SN.

I hope that this was the peaceful exit that AJ deserved, and that she gets the peace she so desperately needed. she was a great friend here on SS, and was waiting to catch her bus for a long time. rest in peace, @AJ95 <3

which chat was this in?

 

[degeneratewaste]

which chat was this in?

the general chat of this website.

 

[Mooshi]

I wish you nothing but the best, and I hope you found peace I'll miss seeing your avatar around the forum..

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Wishing you a peaceful journey! (Hugs)

 

[specklenought]

I'm sorry to have missed this/. I'm fairly new to this site account wise, but I followed ur posts and valued ur input whenever I saw it. I am sad to see you go and I hope you can rest

 

[Quinlor]

So sad, she seemed too young to ctb...but she went until the end. I respect that.

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

I feel sad that I have missed this. I really hope you're at peace now AJ. We never talked but I read many of your posts and I know that you were a very loved member of this community. You'll be very dearly missed :(

 

[flatearth]

it is so surreal to find out you are finally at peace
since your icon was grimes, i always assumed you were as ethereal as her
we will remember you

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

I really really hope she found peace ...

 

[ts0hill]

I am sorry that life has caused you pain that you didn't deserve. I never talked to you but you were one of the first people I followed and I liked the commentary that you provided on things. Rest in peace.

 

[peacechoice]

OMG, I was a lurker here and always saw your post. I love you and hope for the best!! Please stay safe. I hope everything goes well. If you don't succeed you are always welcome here. May you go in eternal peace.

 

[Toybox]

Despite not knowing you personally, I've lurked for a while and saw your posts pretty frequently. This hurts, you seemed like such a sweet person. Wherever you are, I hope you're doing okay

 

[muffin222]

RIP I hope you're at peace now, wherever you are

 

[Surgeon]

Ahhhh that's sad, was nice having you around.
I hope you find peace whatever happened.
Safe travels

 

[_Kaira_]

Whelp, this made my rough feelings of ctb go from 5 to 11. I don't think I interacted with her much, but I feel very sad I had not. Always hard to read these threads.

I'm sorry I wasn't here to see you off, rest in peace.

 

[Soul]

@AJ95, are you okay? Is there any way we can help you? I hope you're somewhere comfortable and secure.

 

[rt1989526]

@AJ95, are you okay? Is there any way we can help you? I hope you're somewhere comfortable and secure.

Are you suggesting it failed and she is alive?

 

[Shinkansen]

I'll join you soon

 

[Quinlor]

This events can radicalise the others SS users, pretty sure.