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Lonely Twin Angel

Member
Oct 29, 2018
19
Working
My coworkers
My managers
My relationship
My problems
My family
The stupid town I live in
Physical pain
Anxiety
Crying
Nightmares
Insomnia
Doctors appointments
Cleaning the house
The same boring cycle of daily life getting me nowhere
 
Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
Bills
Work
Alarms
(My) paranoia...i swear the same car has just circled this block ten times.
Loneliness
Grief
Laundry
Feeling different

Of course this is all in theory. "I" won't "be" to miss shit. How exciting.
I won't miss anything because - how can I miss something when I am dead?
To miss something implies another existence elsewhere, doesn't it?

Yes. True. But still nice to think about while I still exist.
I wouldn't miss crying. Fucking useless and irritating. And yet I can not stop it.

It feels good sometimes. A release of all that nothingness that builds up in my chest.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,609
In addition to the OP's list, here are a few to add:

-Social anxiety and embarrassment
-Aspergers (which has fucked me over in many areas in life, with little gains)
-Working a day job just to survive until the day I die (or retire -- if that is even feasible in my generation)
-Heartbreak and disappointment over certain events that I can't do shit about.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
Things I wont miss -Everything. The things I would miss are already gone.
 
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3cookies

3cookies

Member
Jan 28, 2019
47
Pain
Disability
The stares I get when out because I'm 32 and in a wheelchair
Heartbreak
Having to talk on the phone
Anxiety/ panic attacks
Shitty human beings
Isolation
Ableism
Being poor
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Pain
Disability
The stares I get when out because I'm 32 and in a wheelchair
Heartbreak
Having to talk on the phone
Anxiety/ panic attacks
Shitty human beings
Isolation
Ableism
Being poor

It is so depressing for society to punish us further for simply being disabled. I am sorry it is an experience you relate to. Don't ever internalise it though as some kind of truth of worthlessness. Regardless of societies insinuations we still have value.
 
FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,785
Anything. If it's painful, I don't want it anyway. If it's neutral, I wouldn't miss it. If it's pleasant, I won't have to deal with it ending. There's nothing in life to me that makes life worthwhile.
 
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Bathsheba

Specialist
Aug 31, 2019
318
-feeling I'm not meant for this world.
-The negative effect I have on the lives of others.
-Being made to feel bad.
-Self loathing.
-My self harm scars.
-Modern culture/ society's obsession with celebrity/ social media / the constant minutiae on exactly what Megan Markle is doing/ thinking/ wearing..all that shit.
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Life is like playing the lottery except the grand prize is avoiding a tragedy.

Well put. Also as somebody put it, there is such a thing as chronic pain but not chronic pleasure.

I really cannot understand people who .want. to believe in something. Look people, if there is anything out there, it is not benevolent.
 
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JohnUK

JohnUK

Student
Feb 15, 2019
147
Life.
Politics / politicians - including farcical Brexit
Being depressed, feeling down on life itself.
Boredom
People who think that despite having a very good wage say like 120k a year, that they are still poor.

I don't know. Life isn't life if you can't enjoy life.
 
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Elias

Experienced
Mar 19, 2019
216
- Public transportation
- Daily grind at work
- Existencial crisis
- Lack of money when it matters
- My depression and lack of ambition
- Anxiety to the point of collapsing
- Having to put aside who you are for contributing to a general society where some people own as much as entire countries income
- Betrayal, the kind where you put all of your trust and started building a view of your world and life in general and everything crumbles around you in an instant. No, worse, not in an instant but during the course of an interminable length of time, with bits of hope being thrown here and there. And when you think you're on the path to recovery and you've got it figured out, there's a final blow that breaks any remnant of what life meant to you until this point.
- Room temperature beer
 
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a_strange_day

Arcanist
Jul 16, 2019
461
99% of the mondial population
noise
cleaning things
years after 2007
myself
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Grooming, stomach growling, ash getting on my fingers when I smoke (how do I even fucking manage that?), having to smile when rather not, backache, having to fill in forms, weather, having to suffer fools, noises, did I say weather, having to. I won't miss having to.
 
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Élégie

Student
Sep 24, 2019
143
Feeling like an outsider/like I don't belong anywhere
Dysfunctional family dynamics
Social expectations/obligations
Social media/comparison
Feeling of hopelessness
Existential angst
Crippling loneliness
Shame and regrets
Lack of control
My disgusting body
Shitty people
Fear
Pain

etc.
I think it would be interesting if we all post things we look forward to missing out on

--Aging: From the moment we are born we slowly start dying and there's no guarantee our death won't be painful or a nightmare like Alzeheimer's
-- Unfairness: Life is completely unfair. Some people are born with everything while others have nothing. Simple fact of life.
--Lookism: A large portion of your life is based on how you look, yet everyone will deny this and act like they aren't shallow.
-- Competitiveness: In order to succeed in anything, eventually you'll have to hurt someone or screw someone over. If you consume products made by large corporations, odds are in some way you are supporting modern slavery. No matter what you do there's is always someone better.
--Unpredictability: At any moment your life can change and there's nothing you can do about it. You could get hit by a car and be paralyzed for life. A meteor could hit your house while you're sleeping. A crazy robber can attack you for no reason. Life is like playing the lottery except the grand prize is avoiding a tragedy.
--Loneliness: No matter how much someone acts like they care about you, at the end of the day they only care about the things you provide them. Even parental love is selfish in a sense because it's based on stupid things like wanting to live through them.
--Working: Unless you are one of the few people whose passions align with what society deems valuable, odds are you will either end up working a job you hate for money to make a greedy executive richer or doing something you enjoy and living in poverty.
--Hedonic Treadmill: No matter what I do or accomplish, there will always be another mountain to climb. There will never be a "riding off into the sunset" happy ending because we are programmed to want more.
Very well said. I agree with everything in this post.
 
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