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Conker

Conker

Specialist
Oct 22, 2019
351
Amnesia and all of this fake love, ignorance & sin being celebrated instead of stomped on. Tired of tasting apathy & hatred in the air.. Tired of this retarded deformed body.. Tired of breathing..
 
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trynacbt

trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
Heartbreak, feeling trapped, my inability to be independent
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
-not being listened to or rather 'heard' as I prefer to say
-being constantly let down& hurt by the very people that supposedly care or should care
-constant money woes
- exhausting, unfufilling, mind-numbingly menial jobs for so many years on low pay
-the unfairness of life; the pain & injustices some have to suffer-whilst others live the highlife with scant regard for the struggles of others
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
I won't miss pretty much everything listed up to now but there's one thing that I won't miss that nobody else has listed as far as I can tell:

driving- I hate driving! It makes me a nervous wreck and I won't miss people constantly urging me to go out and drive, which is yet another thing my sister-in-law has been doing for the last year.

Also, just the monotony, the sameness of every day. Sometimes I have to look at my phone because I have no clue what day it is.

And finally, the constant throbbing twisting hot knife of pain that's been stuck deep into my stomach and my heart since my husband's passing a little over two years ago.
 
Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
My sad shitty little life not having to interact with people i just hate everyone even my parents. Sorry if i upset anyone on here its just i bin betrayed by every one even my parents have stabbed me in the back. Won't miss that to LOL
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Periods.. f-periods man. cramping can go f-it's self :-)
Loneliness
Sadness of losing someone you love
Fear of childhood bullies
Political News
Working 9-5 for 40 years
Religion
What do you mean religion? Surely that can be avoided in yr life if u don't like it? Just curious- not asking in an impolite way
 
SeuloM

SeuloM

Member
Nov 6, 2019
6
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I think it would be interesting if we all post things we look forward to missing out on

--Aging: From the moment we are born we slowly start dying and there's no guarantee our death won't be painful or a nightmare like Alzeheimer's
-- Unfairness: Life is completely unfair. Some people are born with everything while others have nothing. Simple fact of life.
--Lookism: A large portion of your life is based on how you look, yet everyone will deny this and act like they aren't shallow.
-- Competitiveness: In order to succeed in anything, eventually you'll have to hurt someone or screw someone over. If you consume products made by large corporations, odds are in some way you are supporting modern slavery. No matter what you do there's is always someone better.
--Unpredictability: At any moment your life can change and there's nothing you can do about it. You could get hit by a car and be paralyzed for life. A meteor could hit your house while you're sleeping. A crazy robber can attack you for no reason. Life is like playing the lottery except the grand prize is avoiding a tragedy.
--Loneliness: No matter how much someone acts like they care about you, at the end of the day they only care about the things you provide them. Even parental love is selfish in a sense because it's based on stupid things like wanting to live through them.
--Working: Unless you are one of the few people whose passions align with what society deems valuable, odds are you will either end up working a job you hate for money to make a greedy executive richer or doing something you enjoy and living in poverty.
--Hedonic Treadmill: No matter what I do or accomplish, there will always be another mountain to climb. There will never be a "riding off into the sunset" happy ending because we are programmed to want more.
This is spot on
 
MisanthropicLycan

MisanthropicLycan

What God's will rise from the abyss of our souls?
Nov 4, 2019
101
Insomnia
Annoying people
Looking at myself in the mirror
Loneliness
Self-loathing
Rap music
Boredom
Mean people
Cavities and tooth pain
Onions
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
Physical pain
Depression
Isolation
Unsympathetic people
Hospitals
Doctors
There's so much more. Everything in my life is horrible so j wouldn't miss anything right now.
 
ladolcemorte

ladolcemorte

Experienced
May 5, 2019
286
Monotonous tasks: paying bills, cleaning the bathroom, grocery shopping, brushing and flossing my teeth every damn day

Work: stress of work, stress of not working

Money: never having enough of it

Pressure: to do well at work, to be social, to be happy, to stay alive

Donald Trump

The various forms of despair in the world: hunger, poverty, climate change

The lack of authenticity in the world

Not sure what the afterlife will bring but here's hoping it is free from all of the above
Periods.. f-periods man. cramping can go f-it's self :-)
Loneliness
Sadness of losing someone you love
Fear of childhood bullies
Political News
Working 9-5 for 40 years
Religion

Full agreement on the periods. Awful. Just bleeping awful. And then when that is over, menopause comes on and I have heard it is worse. Fingers crossed I wont be alive to see it.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,705
~ Dental problems
~ The lasting damage being done by the current resident of the white house and his coterie
~ The price of Zuckerberg's criminal inadequacy
~ And other things I haven't thought of yet
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,438
ROFL... Well... it did happen to Elvis after all
Wait, Elvis dying while taking a shit is real?!

As for myself, it'd be definitely seizures. A legit neuro suggested that even if I become free after the surgery, I might need PTSD therapy of some kind. It's not unheard of amongst epileptics to develop a PTSD because of epilepsy.
 
passenger27

passenger27

In my beginning is my end.
Aug 25, 2019
642
To quote Elizabeth Barrett Browning:

"...Let me count the ways."
 
737492

737492

broken beyond repair
Sep 7, 2019
52
Knowing I'll never find love
Living in a disgusting body that has been violated
Aging
Waking up at 6 AM
Studying / working
Nightmares
Never knowing that awful thing will happen to me next
My family
 
BlueWidow

BlueWidow

Visionary
Oct 6, 2019
2,179
[QUOTE="ladolcemorte, post: 466828,

Full agreement on the periods. Awful. Just bleeping awful. And then when that is over, menopause comes on and I have heard it is worse. Fingers crossed I wont be alive to see it.
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I also hated having a period, my periods were awful from the first day I got one until the last one that I had. Now I'm going through menopause, and I can attest to you that it is just as awful as you've heard, at least for me.
I'm even more of an emotional wreck than I was before I started having menopause, as amazing as that sounds. I'm having hot flashes followed by being so cold that even lying under a bunch of blankets with my heating pad on in bed doesn't make me warm. And there are some days that I walk around with what I can only describe as a low-grade fever all day long. I don't know if it's an extended hot flash or what. Whatever it is, it sucks! You'll be glad you missed it. :heart:
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
College, getting a job, mental illness, brain fog
 
Ratherbeskinny

Ratherbeskinny

"Insert profound quote here."
Oct 28, 2019
108
I think it would be interesting if we all post things we look forward to missing out on

--Aging: From the moment we are born we slowly start dying and there's no guarantee our death won't be painful or a nightmare like Alzeheimer's
-- Unfairness: Life is completely unfair. Some people are born with everything while others have nothing. Simple fact of life.
--Lookism: A large portion of your life is based on how you look, yet everyone will deny this and act like they aren't shallow.
-- Competitiveness: In order to succeed in anything, eventually you'll have to hurt someone or screw someone over. If you consume products made by large corporations, odds are in some way you are supporting modern slavery. No matter what you do there's is always someone better.
--Unpredictability: At any moment your life can change and there's nothing you can do about it. You could get hit by a car and be paralyzed for life. A meteor could hit your house while you're sleeping. A crazy robber can attack you for no reason. Life is like playing the lottery except the grand prize is avoiding a tragedy.
--Loneliness: No matter how much someone acts like they care about you, at the end of the day they only care about the things you provide them. Even parental love is selfish in a sense because it's based on stupid things like wanting to live through them.
--Working: Unless you are one of the few people whose passions align with what society deems valuable, odds are you will either end up working a job you hate for money to make a greedy executive richer or doing something you enjoy and living in poverty.
--Hedonic Treadmill: No matter what I do or accomplish, there will always be another mountain to climb. There will never be a "riding off into the sunset" happy ending because we are programmed to want more.
Literally the same.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
The things I won't miss about life is being abused, used, lied to, stolen from, and manipulated if I could I would kill for the state and for money ethically, morally, and legally. Take it out on those who are worse than me and remind myself that maybe there is something worth living for as fucked up as that sounds. Of course that wouldn't happened in this world for how cruel and kind we are as a species the contradiction is quite obvious.
 
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Ambie

Ambie

Member
Jun 13, 2019
46
Abusive people
Violence
Rape
Chronic illness
Money
Capitalism
Fear guilt and shame
Endometriosis pain
Doctors
PTSD
My ugly teeth
My parents
People in general
 
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