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Carina

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Doesn't mean a lot to most, but I ran a thing just to see how maintainable some code was:
1598380529789
0 is worst, 100 best. Apparently depth of inheritance is normally under 15 lol

Yeah that's the main part of the program, and even then it branches off into 10 other classes as it is for the bad stuff. But even I don't like touching anything in that part, and I wrote it lol. Granted I was going to try and fix it, but it's such a critical part of business things, so hard to do.
 
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I ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH! EVEN WHEN I LIE!
 
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The hell did I just read
LOL nothing is true...
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/no-eternal-recurrence.46587/
The Road Goes on Forever and The Party never Ends! Or not...:blarg:
 
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LOL nothing is true...
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/no-eternal-recurrence.46587/
The Road Goes on Forever and The Party never Ends! Or not...:blarg:
Oh dear God don't let that be true hah. I was hoping the fast lane would've taken me out by now.
 
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Oh dear God don't let that be true hah. I was hoping the fast lane would've taken me out by now.
Don't worry about it. You'd never know if it was true and if you did, it would literally blow your mind, so that would take you out anyway.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Don't worry about it. You'd never know if it was true and if you did, it would literally blow your mind, so that would take you out anyway.
I ponder shit like that all the time. Maybe I'm already dead from my last attempt and this is all just a dream! I'm pretty excited to see what happens at the end of this dream.
 
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I ponder shit like that all the time. Maybe I'm already dead from my last attempt and this is all just a dream! I'm pretty excited to see what happens at the end of this dream.
Could be. There is the idea that we each live in a consensual reality that we create for ourselves, that we get what we need, if not what we want. Or maybe the entirety of the multiverse is just a single passing thought in the mind of God. When you have infinity to endure, anything, no matter how big or how long is as near to nothing as makes no odds.
Here is some information to help you live in the universe:
 
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Could be. There is the idea that we each live in a consensual reality that we create for ourselves, that we get what we need, if not what we want. Or maybe the entirety of the multiverse is just a single passing thought in the mind of God. When you have infinity to endure, anything, no matter how big or how long is as near to nothing as makes no odds.
Here is some information to help you live in the universe:

:ohhhh: I need some shrooms to properly process these kinda conversations. The hitchhiker's guide is awesome too btw, nice reference.
 
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:ohhhh: I need some shrooms to properly process these kinda conversations. The hitchhiker's guide is awesome too btw, nice reference.
When I was a kid I read it seven times and listened to the radio show on vinyl. Now I'm older, I keep finding that it genuinely explains lots of stuff in a really simple and comedic way. There are actually some well realised observations in there if you look beyond the humour. And the music is by the Eagles, so what's not to love? :love:

Weather can't decide if it's raining or not and it's pissing me off. I got suited up to go and work on the spare land then it pissed down. It will be all muddy and claggy. I should be doing something constructive but I can't get up a head of steam so I'm listening to country music and talking bollox on here.
 
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When I was a kid I read it seven times and listened to the radio show on vinyl. Now I'm older, I keep finding that it genuinely explains lots of stuff in a really simple and comedic way. There are actually some well realised observations in there if you look beyond the humour. And the music is by the Eagles, so what's not to love? :love:

Weather can't decide if it's raining or not and it's pissing me off. I got suited up to go and work on the spare land then it pissed down. It will be all muddy and claggy. I should be doing something constructive but I can't get up a head of steam so I'm listening to country music and talking bollox on here.
I've been getting rained out with the yard work too. Yesterday it was nice though and we dug a huge fire pit. The gravel for the pit is supposed to be coming soon and it's going to look really nice.

I slept in the hammock out back lastnight to try to clear my mind a bit. But it didn't help much, I've been in one hell of a funk lately.
 
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I'm not sleeping too good either. Feeling sad, not depressed as such, just sad. I used to love the dog days of summer, but as it turns to autumn I start to get maudlin. I've no idea how I'm going to cope with winter and being stuck inside, it's already doing my head in after one day.
Well there's a decision made: I shall put my old drover's coat on and go out walking in the rain anyway. Those plant pots and rocks and all that won't find themselves!
 
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Hey everyone
 
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My spores arrived!
The spores
 
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I hate myself.. I couldn't bring myself to do anything today. I just watched Youtube, played a level of Doom, and just did nothing.. I tried to draw some things but I keep getting frustrated because I fail to draw simple things despite learning and practicing a bunch and trying to improve in the past year.
 
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I completely understand that feeling. When I got close to the last CTB date I had I was actually pretty excited and relieved.

So what made you (*N*)CTB if you were so excited & relieved...?
I hate myself.. I couldn't bring myself to do anything today. I just watched Youtube, played a level of Doom, and just did nothing.. I tried to draw some things but I keep getting frustrated because I fail to draw simple things despite learning and practicing a bunch and trying to improve in the past year.
Unfortunately, as depression sucks the joy out of previously enjoyable endeavours, you likely would have improved but the f'ing Black Dog just won't let you see it...
 
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I hate myself.. I couldn't bring myself to do anything today. I just watched Youtube, played a level of Doom, and just did nothing.. I tried to draw some things but I keep getting frustrated because I fail to draw simple things despite learning and practicing a bunch and trying to improve in the past year.
I had a similarly unproductive day. I used to be an artist (yeah, piss artist, would joke my old compadres). I found I had to be in the right mood to draw or paint, couldn't force it like it was a job.
 
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Hi!
There are fewer and fewer days until my ctb day. As always, I feel quite calm and good. Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I will make a goodbye thread.
Anyway I bought a bag of candies and snacks today and ate a half of them. :D It was so good! I am thinking of what else I could do before the last day. Any ideas? Maybe I should look for a thread on this topic.
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Hell yea you win! I just stumbled into this conversation.

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Hi!
There are fewer and fewer days until my ctb day. As always, I feel quite calm and good. Tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I will make a goodbye thread.
Anyway I bought a bag of candies and snacks today and ate a half of them. :D It was so good! I am thinking of what else I could do before the last day. Any ideas? Maybe I should look for a thread on this topic.
This is a tough question to answer, because you already know the best answer.

No one can tell you how to guide your life. Only you can do that. There's no pressure or rush to make any decisions that aren't your own.
 
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I've been meaning to pickup a kit myself lately. I hope you have a good yield!
I'd grow one myself, but am afraid my parents would get angry with me and kick me out
 
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