Thank you all !! Sn tommorow.

[muffin222]

I wish you the best of luck with whatever route you choose to take Personally, I will also ctb at home while my family sleeps. It may be a selfish choice, but at the end of the day, we've all got to use our discernment to decide what path we're going to take

I wish you peaceful journey

 

[Loner]

I wish you peace. Stay strong.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Are you there Taran

 

[Brokenwings]

If I didn't say it before,I hope you find the peace you seek

 

[Tasdevil]

I wish you peace.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

How are doing you Taran

 

[William Barker]

If you're truly gone, you were a kind soul, and the world is just a little worse off now without you

 

[InTheAirTonight]

If you're truly gone, you were a kind soul, and the world is just a little worse off now without you

He is still here

 

[William Barker]

He is still here

I'm glad.

 

[Taran]

He is still here

Hey guys..I was on a 24 hrs diet and took my meds perfectly and went to set up the room in my terrace where I thought to drink my sn just before 3 hours to sn and saw my building security guard sleeping there...I thought it was free...I heard due to some reasons he was staying there from past few days...now all my plans got shattered..but still kinda feel happy that atleast I got the confidence to do the ctb....I'll try to go for it soon again by looking at the situations...thanks for all the wishes and stuff..means a lot.

 

[LMLN]

Well, I'm selfishly glad you are still here. We are here.

 

[Busdriver]

I am also glad you are here. You make SS a more fun place!

I do hope however that you will get the chance to CTB soon. You were ready for it till the end. You strong!

 

[Ulisses]

I wish you peace

 

[Quarky00]

Hope you are doing okay

I'm glad that you at least had a reasonably good day, i.e. not full of anxiety & emotional turmoil (at least so it seems). Take it easy, check plans, etc

 

[Brink]

You could take this opportunity to (re)try and get through to your family about your mental ill health? It's not going to be easy, but there is hope and what have you got lose?!

Spoiler: Time to Change

https://www.time-to-change.org.uk/blog/not-conversation-had-any-indian-household-ever

 

[BabyYoda]

Wishing you a safe journey

 

[Ksab]

Update about @Taran
!!!!
Due to some unfavorable situations he wasn't able to CTB for these few days, grabbing the right opportunity yesterday at 2:40 AM IST he successfully CTBed using SN method (Stat dose).

We unexpectedly became good friends in a short duration of a month, we used to chat all day, play PUBG, recommend Music, Movies and all.

I was on call with him till the time he couldn't speak anymore, he told me to update you guys, if he doesn't message me the next morning (which he obviously didn't).

May he rest in peace.....

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Rip

 

[Donk]

rest in peace my friend

 

[LMLN]

RIP. I'm so sorry it came to this for him. I hope he left without pain.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Update about @Taran
!!!!
Due to some unfavorable situations he wasn't able to CTB for these few days, grabbing the right opportunity yesterday at 2:40 AM IST he successfully CTBed using SN method (Stat dose).

We unexpectedly became good friends in a short duration of a month, we used to chat all day, play PUBG, recommend Music, Movies and all.

I was on call with him till the time he couldn't speak anymore, he told me to update you guys, if he doesn't message me the next morning (which he obviously didn't).

May he rest in peace.....

Sorry you had to experience his death this way but we appreciate it. It must have been emotionally hard. Was his passing peaceful? Did he mention anything about the experience? Rest in peace @Taran

 

[Ksab]

Sorry you had to experience his death this way but we appreciate it. It must have been emotionally hard. Was his passing peaceful? Did he mention anything about the experience? Rest in peace @Taran

He told me 'It's not as painful as I thought it would be',
'I'm getting huge amounts of drowsiness, I'm gonna cut the call now since I have to delete the records, thank you to be with me till now'
And then he cut the call.
I think he went really peacefully, no vomiting and all.

 

[Erase.myself]

Rest in peace Taran. I hope you have found the peace you have been longing for. I'll be thinking of you when I look up at the stars tonight.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

He told me 'It's not as painful as I thought it would be',
'I'm getting huge amounts of drowsiness, I'm gonna cut the call now since I have to delete the records, thank you to be with me till now'
And then he cut the call.
I think he went really peacefully, no vomiting and all.

Thank you. How long after he took SN he cut the call?

 

[Ksab]

Thank you. How long after he took SN he cut the call?

With in a minute or two, it was relatively quick since he had taken benzodiapenes as well.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

With in a minute or two, it was relatively quick since he had taken benzodiapenes as well.

Interesting. The drowsiness must be from the benzo then. It sounds like it was peaceful. Thank you.

 

[Ἡγησίας]

With in a minute or two, it was relatively quick since he had taken benzodiapenes as well.

That's not enough time to know clearly how it went, anyway I hope it was peaceful.

 

[Ksab]

That's not enough time to know clearly how it went, anyway I hope it was peaceful.

I too hope that...

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Do you know which benzo he used? He didn't mention he had benzos before.

 

[Ksab]

Do you know which benzo he used? He didn't mention he had benzos before.

He took around 2mg of Alprozolam (Restyl).
He didn't intend to have them before, but 2 days ago he went to a local pharmacy and bought it, he apparently wanted it to be peaceful.