I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct.
I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.
10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.
A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.
I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.
So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.
Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.
I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.
10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.
A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.
I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.
So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.
Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.
