Story Survived my SN last June

[Symbiote]

I tried 80 200mg ibuprofen and a half cup of bleach,went to sleep for 5 hours woke up from friends taking me to the hospital,woke up feeling like a different person,for the first 3 years I couldn't keep food down,and couldn't conceive an intelligent thought,and loss of appetite ,still afte 10 years its hard to keep food down,so I was curious if it would add the these problems

What did the doctor say about your stomach? Damage to the lining?

 

[itachi of death]

I did some permanent damage to my lungs and stomach lining,I havent seen a doctor about it after,but they said it will lead to serious problems when I get older.

 

[Symbiote]

I did some permanent damage to my lungs and stomach lining,I havent seen a doctor about it after,but they said it will lead to serious problems when I get older.

I had to google a few things. Absorption takes place in the small intestine, and there are medicines to help the contents in the stomach empty quicker, I think that's in the Stan's guide. What do you take before you eat to keep food down?

 

[Hazelnut]

Therapist thought she had god-tier level NPD. The rest of the family have some form of NPD. I'm their narc fuel apparently.

I directly thought about this while reading their reactions... I feel so bad for you, being stuck for years with these "people" is awful
Thank you so much for telling us about your experience! Here's a hug, and I wish you will succeed in what you do, whatever the path you chose

 

[itachi of death]

I had to google a few things. Absorption takes place in the small intestine, and there are medicines to help the contents in the stomach empty quicker, I think that's in the Stan's guide. What do you take before you eat to keep food down?

I really don't take anything to improve any of my side effects I just roll with it

 

[LonelyDude15]

This story made me extra determine to make sure I'm not found, thank you!

 

[sephlove]

Why did you mention to make sure you are not found within the 12 hours? I thought SN death happened fairly quickly, within 40minutes.

 

[FinalDestination]

Why did you mention to make sure you are not found within the 12 hours? I thought SN death happened fairly quickly, within 40minutes.

Yeah, this had been my impression also. It was up to 40 minutes to lose consciousness then up to 4 hours to be dead - or completely un-revivable.

 

[justsad&done]

I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct.

I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.

10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.

A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.

I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.

So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.

Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.

Thank you so much for sharing your story...you've been through so much!

 

[ob600]

I leave only 1/4 water in the bottle before mixing it with SN, then closing the lid airtight. I shake it up so that all the particles can dissolve quickly. When you leave it for more than 2 hours, it should look like regular water but with a strong chemical smell. I assume that would be the nitrite part. The taste is still salty as hell. As long as you do not let air into the bottle you're fine. It won't oxidize and lose it's potency. As long as the lid stays on the bottle, SN lasts for awhile. Still potent even after taking one test sip and you start feeling a bit fuzzy.


The first month, family felt like they really cared for me, but it didn't last long. They started to theorized that I paid the doctors off to put me in that state and accused me of attention whoring. So now I've been planning for awhile in secrecy and will do it even further away from them. I won't leave a note.

how long before things got fuzzy? i want to do it in the outdoors somewhere. can't be anywhere with heavy foot traffic though since that increases odds of being found

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct.

I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.

10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.

A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.

I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.

So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.

Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.

Thanks for sharing your story.

 

[ansiedad]

Can you describe the taste of the combo?

 

[http-410]

Do you still have cardiac problems, if I may ask? Is there a chance that they will improve?

 

[Symbiote]

Can you describe the taste of the combo?

Tasted horrible, and may give you PTSD later on when eating anything salty

Do you still have cardiac problems, if I may ask? Is there a chance that they will improve?

I do, no idea if it'll ever improve. I see a cardiologist every month for it. My heart beat and pressure has always been low, but regular. Now it's low and irregular.

how long before things got fuzzy? i want to do it in the outdoors somewhere. can't be anywhere with heavy foot traffic though since that increases odds of being found

About 20 minutes, things got fuzzy, 5 mins or less afterwards, not sure, I was out. Not sure how long I was out when I was found, but you really need to make sure you're not found within a certain timeframe to let the SN work through your body so that the survivability is lowered each hour.

 

[ansiedad]

Tasted horrible, and may give you PTSD later on when eating anything salty

PTSD sounds horrible...

Its so much pain survived to ctb.

 

[Symbiote]

PTSD sounds horrible...

Its so much pain survived to ctb.

PTSD for salty foods, will wane over time, but you'll definitely remember the taste for many years.

 

[mimiopo22]

I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct.

I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.

10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.

A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.

I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.

So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.

Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.

How did you think to take him out? It was a danger

 

[ob600]

PTSD for salty foods, will wane over time, but you'll definitely remember the taste for many years.

I've drank a small amount just to get a taste for it and it's bad but not that bad. of course I drank a much smaller amount (1g or so, maybe even less)

 

[Meditation guide]

Your experience with SN makes it sound so ideal. I would use it this week if I were sure my experience would be like yours. Do you mind if I ask your weight? Do you have any type of stomach problems or breathing problems?

I appreciate your answering questions about this. It's very helpful.

 

[Symbiote]

Your experience with SN makes it sound so ideal. I would use it this week if I were sure my experience would be like yours. Do you mind if I ask your weight? Do you have any type of stomach problems or breathing problems?

I appreciate your answering questions about this. It's very helpful.

I weigh 160, high metabolism, no stomach or breathing problems. Athletic build too.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

Not so good, first month after discharge was fine, we went to therapy together and try to solve our issues. Soon after that, we stopped therapy because my wife was sick and tired of me whinging about my issues to the therapist and she felt like a bad person. Didn't want her to feel bad, I thought I was being transparent since I included my personality problems. Lately my family members just tell me I'm very normal, and that what I did was manipulative and wrong. They see me as a bad person, and I agree and accepted it. I started agreeing and accepting a lot of aspects of my life and how it came to this point, which reignited my will to die.

I feel as if my family wants me to live, to continue to be punished for my childhood, my past, and my attempts. Some went as far as to say that poisoning is for pussies and that a real man either uses a gun or burns himself. They believed I paid the nurses and staff to lie about my medical records and as I said above, my wife got banned from the ICU because she thought I was faking being in a coma and she tried to wake me up aggressively which pissed off the nurses.

I follow a mantra that makes my SI go away, "The more I prolong my existence, the more my family will suffer." No matter what actions I take, good or bad, I'm still seen as a bad person since my past defines who I am.

I'm very sorry that they did. Regardless of what happened, you deserved to be respected. Sending you hugs and best wishes in future endeavours, even if it's to ctb.

 

[mirko]

I'm curious: on what basis did they send you the psych ward? Did you tell them you tried to kill yourself by ingesting SN?

 

[MAIO]

I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct.

I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.

10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.

A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.

I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.

So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.

Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.

If you would of been given 274k the day before you attempted would you still of attempted? Just curious

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

Thanks again for sharing your story and answering so many questions. I wanted to add that It breaks my heart to hear about how you have been treated by your family. faking a coma? is that even a thing? i wish you could have had love, empathy, compassion, and support. i am sending you a HUGE HUG right now!

is it bad that i want to give each one of those meanies a high five...in the face...with a chair?

 

[L951788]

What does it smell like? Does it just taste like salt water? How many sips did it take you?

 

[Symbiote]

If you would of been given 274k the day before you attempted would you still of attempted? Just curious

Yeah, since my wife would've taken the 274k and leave me for broke.

What does it smell like? Does it just taste like salt water? How many sips did it take you?

Super salty with a slight chemical vapor. First was a sip, Second was chugging it all the way.

 

[wordsonscreen]

This whole thread is just mind blowing to read. @Symbiote, what insurance do you have?

Why did you mention to make sure you are not found within the 12 hours? I thought SN death happened fairly quickly, within 40minutes.

Going to bump this because I thought so too. 12 fucking hours?!?!?!??? I am terrified of that- of waking up 2 weeks later. If this is a possibility, then should I not send notes out until weeks later?
@Buttercup2.0 can we talk about this?? jesus.

 

[Predestinated]

i

I didn't want to hijack AJ95's survival thread by posting my story there, but here's my account of it. I'm not great at writing stories, I try to be concise and succinct.

I known about SN as a great alternative to N, and that I had ordered it easily online. I left home and went to the park that day to watch the sunset and mull over what I'm about to do. I didn't eat anything at all for more than 18 hrs, maybe a few chips here and there. After watching the sunset, a bit of crying, a bit of justifying why I had to do it, I drove over to an abandoned bank building and parked behind it. Mulled over for about another 3 hrs until I decided to drink it. At the park I had premixed 25g of SN with half a bottle of water, shake it up, and then left it to sit in the truck until it was time to drink. So probably about 6 hrs. By then you couldn't tell if it was actually water or poison inside the bottle by looking at it, but you sure can smell it.

10 minutes go by after drinking and I thought, "Did I fuck up?" "Was this a dud?" I got out of my truck and just paced back and forth, walked around a bit for 5 minutes. Heart was starting to beat a bit faster, work harder, and I got back in the truck. Don't know what happened after that because I woke up in a hospital with machines and tubes connected to me. From getting inside the truck to waking up in a hospital 2 weeks later...like WTF happened?! Couldn't move at all, thought I was paralyzed. So this is what the doctor told me.

A security guard found me passed out in my truck after spotting me walking around a bit, thought I OD'd on some drugs. An ambulance called, took me to the hospital, they tried to wake me up, did the stick test in the mouth for gag reflex, rub their knuckles on my chest like they do for KO'd boxers, etc. I never vomited out the SN, and I didn't take any antacids or meto. My methemo level was 67%, my heart rate was 2BPM, and my blood was dark chocolate brown, almost black. They never had a case like this before and had to phone the CDC while pumping oxygen inside me. CDC told them it could sodium nitrite poisoning and administered methylene blue. Because time is running out, they injected an entire bag of methylene blue too quickly. My heart rate shot up from 2BPM to 190BPM in an instant, then coded (I see a cardiologist every month for an ECG check). They stuck a catheter tube in my dick because SN prevented me from my kidneys filtering things out into my bladder, and then my bladder won't empty. They also intubated me and put me in a coma, in the CCU (Critical Care Unit). It took 4 bags of methylene blue, they got the 2nd bag right by injecting it slowly while monitoring my heart rate.

I woke up from my coma during a arterial blood gas check, they stick a long needle in your wrist to withdraw artery blood to check. After waking up, I recovered pretty quickly, had to walk with a cane because I was in bed for 2 weeks straight. Went to the psych ward and spent a week there, I refused medication and preferred talk therapy. My wife was sad, but she visited me for a while until they banned her from the CCU after getting into an argument with my nurse. It was towards the end of June when I finally got out, I do have some side effects from my ordeal, mostly due to the administration of methylene blue causing heart damage, so I do have an irregular heart beat that I see a cardiologist for. My kidneys went back to normal luckily and don't need dialysis. I am extremely lucky to survive, they thought I would've never woken up and had a low survival chance.

So if you're wondering about SN? Yes SN works as it is intended to do, but it also helps to not be found within a timeframe of 12 hrs. I figure checking into a hotel and doing it a couple days before check out would suffice. There was no pain, no vomiting, I had fasted for 24+ hours, and I had no visions of the afterlife. Just switch turned off upstairs for awhile. I will do SN again in the future and this time I won't be found. My magic number is 25g. My hospital bill was $274000, but insurance took care of it all, and I had to pay $180 copay. Next time I won't fail.

Thanks for reading all, I'll try to answer any questions you may have.

isnt SN extremely unreliable and unsafe?

 

[wordsonscreen]

i

isnt SN extremely unreliable and unsafe?

I thought it was reliable and safe!!

 

[Symbiote]

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isnt SN extremely unreliable and unsafe?

All suicide methods are unreliable, unsafe, and uncomfortable.