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depressedkidiam

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If anyone could DM me pointers on how to find the brick & mortar source, that would be very much appreciated. I know the industry and where to search but not what keywords exactly, and I haven't been able to find anything after a week. If anyone can help just a little bit I would be so grateful!
 
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Sicherung231

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If you use more than the recommended amount, there is a higher chance that your body will react more strongly and so a greater chance of vomiting.
So would 25 grams be enough for my body weight or is there a graph or table I could look into the ml/g ratio?
 
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Lucifer’s Son

I’m going somewhere better
Jul 14, 2026
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Is Zofram good for the nausea? I have some that was prescribed to me.
 
Enyan

Enyan

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May 19, 2026
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Another question; I've seen a table on here again and again that gives an overview about how much SN to use in relation to your weight, where did that come from?
Asking this again ♡ Don't wanna be annoying but I also don't wanna open an extra thread for it
 
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Kabalite

Black Heart
Jul 17, 2026
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Is it still possible to get SN into the US? From everything I've read it seems like the old methods are gone and sourcing it is much harder than it used to be. Plus there's always the risk of scams or it being seized and you getting a "wellness check" which I'd rather avoid. If I could just get that it would make things much easier.
 
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[redacted]

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Apr 25, 2023
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does anyone know the recommended dose of Metoclopramide? The dose worries me because I read an overdose can cause a lifelong illness called tardive dyskinesia
 
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CandySkull

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Jun 22, 2026
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Could sodium nitrite with ≥ 97.0% purity still be enough to kill you? If not, is there any consequences other than hospitalization that could happen if you fail?
 
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officialmadsin

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Jul 14, 2026
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Is it still possible to get SN in the US? I ordered from DSL but package never arrived. After I told him this, this is what he messaged me:

"It's possible your package was intercepted by customs authorities.
Customs services in your country are currently working especially diligently to identify such packages.
Please remind us of your delivery address, and we'll try to send you another package using a different delivery method that doesn't require customs clearance. There's a chance this package won't be detained."

I then re-sent my info and he messaged me this:

"Thank you for providing the address, your new parcel will be sent using another logistics company, but there is one caveat: this logistics company does not provide a tracking number. There are also rumors that parcels without tracking numbers are not checked by customs control, so we hope that this time you will receive the parcel intact."

Although I'm pessimistic and I'm not expecting this one to arrive either. What other sources are there?
 
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Surek

Surek

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Aug 26, 2025
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Asking this again ♡ Don't wanna be annoying but I also don't wanna open an extra thread for it
Btw, I have the same question. I see it being shared periodically, but where did it come from? Based on what calculations was it created?
 
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does anyone know the recommended dose of Metoclopramide? The dose worries me because I read an overdose can cause a lifelong illness called tardive dyskinesia
Check the suicide resources posted pls
 
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Hashe20

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Jul 18, 2026
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There more I read and research about SN its seems kinda brutal, im start to lean to partial hanging more. Unfortunately N is impossible to aquire
 
Surek

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@Enyan, @0dysseus | I found the post that this table originated from; the author then made a separate post about it and later uploaded a second version (used by Vizzy in his post) with updated calculations
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Note : The above formula is "heuristic". It is based on an opinion of what seems a reasonable approach. No claims are made regarding the validity of that opinion. The information is for illustrative purposes only and can be viewed as suggestions you may wish to consider. No advice is given. No claim is made regarding the information's suitability for any particular purpose. Any use of this information shall be entirely at your own risk.
 
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youdontseeme

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Jul 20, 2026
18
Could anyone DM me any info on b&m BW SN? I'm trying to find info myself but I'm totally unfamiliar with the kinds of hobbies or industries that might use it so I'm not getting very far
 
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raphleobillydanni

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Jul 26, 2026
14
I only have curing salt. if I take enough in high dose will it work? 20164
 
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theCHARM

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Dec 5, 2025
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Is there a plausible explanation you'd be able to give emt or hospital staff to avoid being sectioned after attempting sn? Like could I say I tried to make my own beef jerky and ate way too much or something??
 
Surek

Surek

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Aug 26, 2025
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Is there a plausible explanation you'd be able to give emt or hospital staff to avoid being sectioned after attempting sn? Like could I say I tried to make my own beef jerky and ate way too much or something??
Maybe back when this method was just starting to get common, you could've come up with something, but now it's like telling them you accidentally slipped and fell asshole-first right onto a cucumber
 
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raphleobillydanni

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Jul 26, 2026
14
No, it wont. The salt inside will make you very sick and nauseaus way before the SN inside it does it's job
No, it wont. The salt inside will make you very sick and nauseaus way before the SN inside it does it's job.
I only had that on hand and need this over with ASAP. I ordered liquid sn to be delivered to my business but the site says it will be shipped to buisnesses with intended use for the chemicals
 
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Iwashereonce

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Apr 25, 2019
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I'm very close to do it, but I'm still afraid of not timing the benzos correctly. Clonazepam is what I have.
 
hlchoo

hlchoo

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Jul 23, 2026
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I'm very close to do it, but I'm still afraid of not timing the benzos correctly. Clonazepam is what I have.
Is benzo is MUST step? Crush 20 x 30mg (Oxazepam) (Benzos) with Mortar & Pestle? I have Xanax, Am thinking just take 3 to 4 pcs 1mg Xanax instead the quantity stated in Vizzy threads
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Is benzo is MUST step? Crush 20 x 30mg (Oxazepam) (Benzos) with Mortar & Pestle? I have Xanax, Am thinking just take 3 to 4 pcs 1mg Xanax instead the quantity stated in Vizzy threads
Benzos are needed to make the whole process more pleasant and less traumatic, they are not of crucial importance. You don't need a huge amount of benzos, just enough to make you feel like you had too many drinks. I plan to take 2mg Xanax (Im a benzo naive person) one hour before ingesting SN, to make the whole process less scary and to suppress my SI.

My life sucks in almost every conceivable way, yet my SI is sky-high. Don't know why. That's why benzos are a must-have for me.
 
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Dawns

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Apr 5, 2023
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Benzos are needed to make the whole process more pleasant and less traumatic, they are not of crucial importance. You don't need a huge amount of benzos, just enough to make you feel like you had too many drinks. I plan to take 2mg Xanax (Im a benzo naive person) one hour before ingesting SN, to make the whole process less scary and to suppress my SI.

My life sucks in almost every conceivable way, yet my SI is sky-high. Don't know why. That's why benzos are a must-have for me.
2MG seems quite low. can i ask how you decided on that dose? i'm trying to figure out how much lorazepam i need to use, but also don't have abundance
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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2MG seems quite low. can i ask how you decided on that dose? i'm trying to figure out how much lorazepam i need to use, but also don't have abundance
I'm a benzo-naive person, and maybe my body just react differently to benzos. I came up with the 2mg dose by trial and error. My box of Xanax came with 0,5mg pills. I started with 1mg, then after few days I tried taking 1,5mg, then after few days I took 2mg and I found out that this is the best middle ground for me. With 2mg Xanax I'm heavily sedated, but still coherent enough to know what I'm doing. If i take any more I will either fall a sleep or forget that I'm mid SN protocol.

If you have been taking any benzos before, the dose of 2mg Xanax may (and probably will) be too low for you.
 
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