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Somber

Somber

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2022
457
Does anyone know a reliable source in the EU to buy small quantities of SN from? Can you DM me the link? Thx.
 
Kta1994

Kta1994

Experienced
Apr 25, 2019
233
Just feel the stomach. Does it feel completely empty? If you threw up right now would anything come up? The SN should be the only thing in the stomach. I think at least

Might be low quality SN. If it doesn't dissolve in the water it would also not dissolve in the stomach. I have the same issue, the SN sets at the bottom in chuncks like residue. I'd check the quality of your SN, it should be a fine powder, potent and you should struggle to even handle it


this is a good setup. I'd add a hypotonic/sedative for peacefulness, and a beta blocker for heart palpitations. Do you have any lung problems? There's nothing you can really do but the shortness of breath will be painful. I'd also double the SN dose to 40 mg, or more. This is a terrible place to attempt. You need to be completely undisturbed and hopefully comfortable for 12+ hours. If you can't get a motel then try to find one out of your area that doesn't require ID. You want to be comfortable, some place like a bed with ample covers, and you don't want to rush.

This is a fantastic idea, if you get answer let me know. The body clears SN naturally so if you fail after a few days you should be fine. Try your best to not fail though. You don't wanna attempt twice this is a traumatic and painful experience


Try to expand your area. After a 100 mile range you can definitely find a suitable location, like an ID-less motel, or Airbnb.

Yes but just make it comfortable. Try to make it as much of a bed as possible. Try to find somewhere that allows cars/vans to rent parking space, or a high school parking lot on a weekend, a church on weekdays, some Walmarts let cars park for 24 hours and have remote parking locations. Try to be completely undisturbed to for as long as 2-3 days. This isn't something you want to rush


for meds: I don't really think anything is bad. Ativan will add to the peacefulness and Tylenol will help manage pain. But meto I think above all else. Even other prescription AEs like zofran are useless. Meto speeds up death and unconsciousness, and greatly decreases the risk of failure. If you have meto you will most likely suceed.
Shortness of breath occurs when you are uncouscious already i thought
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

pew pew pew
Feb 14, 2023
101
Shortness of breath occurs when you are uncouscious already i thought
more or less. it doesn't seem like anyone has struggled for breath, I think 1 case had complications but no idea what happened. I'll plan to livestream my deat-h, but I expect to very gently drift into sleep forever
 
Elidibus

Elidibus

Riding home
Mar 27, 2023
31
I'm really bad with drugs. I will try and get some antiemetic when the time is near but not hopeful about it, doctors tend to dismiss me all the time.

Anyway, I've found a street shop which sells Subutex and MDMA and occasionally Oxycontin. Which of these would be the best choice(s) with SN?
 
JuliaOnTheNet

JuliaOnTheNet

pew pew pew
Feb 14, 2023
101
none really. getting antipsychotics would be like metoclopramide. anything like seroquel or similar. the drugs you mentioned can be fun, but i'd do them before ctb not during lol
 
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HadItAll

I just want to be completely forgotten
Feb 20, 2023
243
Looking for a reliable SN source shipping to EU. Please PM me if you know one. (I already know IC, seeing if there are alternatives)
 
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lhooq

Member
Feb 10, 2023
9
Does the purity matter much? I know the OP says >98%. I imagine the 6.25% "food grade"/pink salts won't cut it ... but I found a site online that claims to sell at 97% purity; will that be enough?

EDIT: this other thread (linked below) states that > 95% is fine. Not sure how to feel about the conflicting numbers.


Also, information on the CCS/IC sources would be appreciated.

EDIT: Figured out I can't send or receive PMs until 20 posts. Though I seem to have stumbled into the CCS source by accident, lol.
 
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Buddha.chris

Member
Mar 25, 2023
90
I am unable to find sources when I read the PPH specifically pages 108 when it starts talking about SN . am I reading the wrong section of the PPH ?
 
BabyCamus

BabyCamus

Student
Mar 2, 2023
161
I am unable to find sources when I read the PPH specifically pages 108 when it starts talking about SN . am I reading the wrong section of the PPH ?
I'm not very knowledgeable on this so another member please correct me if wrong, but I don't believe they give sources for SN in the actual PPH. I couldn't see any when I read it either. From my understanding, sources are discussed in the PPH chat forums.
 
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Buddha.chris

Member
Mar 25, 2023
90
I'm not very knowledgeable on this so another member please correct me if wrong, but I don't believe they give sources for SN in the actual PPH. I couldn't see any when I read it either. From my understanding, sources are discussed in the PPH chat forums.
I appreciate it I was Unaware and didn't want to be that person asking around everywhere I will try to find sources on my own and also look into this thank you
 
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PleaseHelpMi

Mage
Dec 16, 2022
550
Does the purity matter much? I know the OP says >98%. I imagine the 6.25% "food grade"/pink salts won't cut it ... but I found a site online that claims to sell at 97% purity; will that be enough?

EDIT: this other thread (linked below) states that > 95% is fine. Not sure how to feel about the conflicting numbers.


Also, information on the CCS/IC sources would be appreciated.

EDIT: Figured out I can't send or receive PMs until 20 posts. Though I seem to have stumbled into the CCS source by accident, lol.
95%< is okay for SN. So 97% will be completely fine. Can you pm the CCS source? I'll pm you the IC source.
 
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slapppy

Member
Apr 2, 2023
18
Anyone with experience taking hydrocodone or similiar opioids know how long it takes to kick in and if it made you nauseated/what should i expect after taking 4x 5/325 tablets? (alongside stan regimen)
 
symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
780
Any advice on how to find a reputable source for meto? I've found some online pharmacies that appear to sell without a prescription but they all look pretty sketch.
 
StarFaded

StarFaded

Member
Aug 24, 2022
80
Is it me or does the IC website not work anymore? DNS expired or something??
 
cwsyf

cwsyf

Member
Apr 7, 2023
50
Would someone be able to PM me with the SN source? Whether it's IC or CCS or anything else legitimate, I would really appreciate it.
 
disabledlife

disabledlife

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
345
IC seems down. :aw: Can anyone PM me for CCS address please?
 
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lhooq

Member
Feb 10, 2023
9
95%< is okay for SN. So 97% will be completely fine. Can you pm the CCS source? I'll pm you the IC source.
I can't send private messages right now, I don't think; I haven't made the number of posts required. I'll try again later. Thank you for your response.
 
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bodyscsh

New Member
Aug 5, 2020
3
Hello, can someone make me feel assured with my plan? This will work fine, right?

1. 3 10mg Meto <45 minutes
2. 3 Advil <30 minutes
3. Mouthwash <1 minute for numbing
4. 15mg SN + 50mL water (I'm 54kg 170cm so I think that's enough)

It's less complicated than usual but I want less things to worry about. Thank you
 
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lebrodude

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2022
412
I'm afraid it's demised permanently, as the domain was removed from all DNS's.

Hopefully it's just a case of the domain host being tipped off the nature of the business and decided to close it.

There are plenty other hosts out there they can move their websites onto.

Just have to wait and see.
 
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PleaseHelpMi

Mage
Dec 16, 2022
550
I can't send private messages right now, I don't think; I haven't made the number of posts required. I'll try again later. Thank you for your response.
I see. Can you message me ccs when it's possible? Thanks
Hello, can someone make me feel assured with my plan? This will work fine, right?

1. 3 10mg Meto <45 minutes
2. 3 Advil <30 minutes
3. Mouthwash <1 minute for numbing
4. 15mg SN + 50mL water (I'm 54kg 170cm so I think that's enough)

It's less complicated than usual but I want less things to worry about. Thank you
Asaik take advil at <45-60 mins and meto at <30-40 mins. Also the sn maybe 20g instead of 15. Make sure to prepare atleast 2 glasses. Most failures i have read are about people vomitting and then not having a 2nd glass to drink.
 
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Adios Amigos

Member
Mar 11, 2023
19
Does anyone know of any SN sources they can PM me that ship internationally since EM/IC has closed down?
 
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slapppy

Member
Apr 2, 2023
18
Can you guys critique my plan?

8 hours beforeLast meal but can continue sipping watermelon juice (has one of the lowest acidity of fruit juices)
2 hours beforeBegin fluid fast
1 hour before20 mg Propranolol (This is the dose I take for social anxiety, it makes me profoundly calm in any situation)
45 minutes before30 mg Metoclopramide
35 minutes before4x 5/325 Hydrocodone
30 minutes before20 mg Propranolol (again)
25 g SN dissolved in 50 ML water
AfterSmall chocolate mint for aftertaste
 

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