• Hey Guest,

    If you would still like to donate, you still can. We have more than enough funds to cover operating expenses for quite a while, so don't worry about donating if you aren't able. If you want to donate something other than what is listed, you can contact RainAndSadness.

    Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt

    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9

    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8

J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Do you think if I do not take all my antipsychotic medications for a week that I should be ok to take the meto? Or just scrap the meto all together..

Or use domperidone instead of meto and keep taking a low dose of your antipsychotics.
 
  • Like
Reactions: mrwonderful
Jinx

Jinx

Member
May 15, 2019
13
Click this post.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/post-268977

Ah, I actually already ordered the Loudwolf SN since my family was going to be away for a couple days. The shipping was so fast it arrived before they even left, figures lol.. Luckily the packaging was just an ordinary bubble mailer envelope with no warning labels. Haven't opened it yet but I assume the bottle looks the same as yours, guess I'll find out in a few days.

Curious, why did you block out the CAS number? I was a bit thrown off myself because it says "food grade" on the Amazon listing but the pictures of the bottle label it as reagent grade, showing a high purity and there's a "Tox" symbol as well? I'm hesitant now but I don't know if I can risk attempting to order more SN from somewhere else.

Not sure if anyone else here remembers the source where Loudwolf is proven ineffective?
 
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
I think i've seen enough people that vouch for Loudwolf and the CAS number checks out ok, also it being labeled as reagent grade and toxic means it is the right stuff.
 
MakyMy

MakyMy

Member
Jun 21, 2019
46
[QUOTE = "Theon, příspěvek: 353097, člen: 8771"]
Nikdy jsem neslyšel o tom, že by to někdo dělal. Vypadá to, že je to dobrý nápad, ale já bych opravdu udělal nějaký výzkum, aby se ujistil, že to bude fungovat.
[/ CITÁT]
I think it must pass through the stomach
 
NostalgiaOnFire

NostalgiaOnFire

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."
Jun 30, 2019
19
Where do I get metoclopramide in the US without a prescription?

I'm a nursing student but I'm sure as shit not stealing it from clinical, because knowing my luck I wouldn't die and then catch a charge or something.
 
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Alldaychemist. It goes by the name 'Perinorm'.
 
  • Like
Reactions: throwaway_2620 and not_a_robot
NostalgiaOnFire

NostalgiaOnFire

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."
Jun 30, 2019
19
Alldaychemist. It goes by the name 'Perinorm'.
Thank you. I wish it were on Amazon, as husband would be a lot less likely to notice it.

Do you or anybody else know where I could get benzos or something else to knock me out that isn't contraindicated with SN? I'd like to be asleep by the time to oxygen deprivation sets in.
 
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Benzos are generally prescription-only, you may be able to get research chemical ones from various weird websites.

Any of your favorite sleeping pills should work for this though, and may actually potentiate the antiemetic effect of meto.

Either way, sleeping pills are completely optional for this method as it produces hypoxia at the bloodstream level, without interfering with your breathing. When your brain runs low on oxygen, you will feel dizzy (like you're very drunk), then black out and faint with little in the way of pain. This has been confirmed by people taking sub-lethal doses.
 
  • Like
Reactions: DoneWithThis, not_a_robot, bluesky1972-2019 and 1 other person
NostalgiaOnFire

NostalgiaOnFire

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."
Jun 30, 2019
19
Wanted to place an offer out there.

I have several drug guides from nursing school so if anybody wants to ask me a question that I can look up about pharmacology and medication interactions, please feel free.

I am in NO WAY wanting to aid in the suicide of another person, as I want everybody else to do anything they can to live, but I'd rather help somebody make a good choice for them in their method of CTB than have somebody in pain in their last moments.
Benzos are generally prescription-only, you may be able to get research chemical ones from various weird websites.

Any of your favorite sleeping pills should work for this though, and may actually potentiate the antiemetic effect of meto.

Either way, sleeping pills are completely optional for this method as it produces hypoxia at the bloodstream level, without interfering with your breathing. When your brain runs low on oxygen, you will feel dizzy (like you're very drunk), then black out and faint with little in the way of pain. This has been confirmed by people taking sub-lethal doses.

Most OTC sleep aides are basically just benadryl & I am tolerant to that. Ugh, why can't it be simple and easy to CTB!? Damn.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: JeSuisMalade, DoneWithThis, Lifeisatrap and 2 others
D

Drygore

Member
May 15, 2019
13
What i can tell you guys is that when it comes to ebay, a certain vendor from Poland can be trusted, just that their shipping is a little bit slow. I can only give exact info privately, but they have a chemicals-only store so this should be easy to figure out.
Please PM me the vendor, thank you.
 
xBazzL

xBazzL

Member
May 29, 2019
16
Does anyone know how long you would be ill for if you survived sodium nitrite poisoning
 
C

Codieb1

Student
Jun 18, 2019
178
I have all 3 pages up on separate tabs to buy the three things I need... I'm just wondering what kind of cover up excuses people have used to get past being questioned by family and such.
 
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Does anyone know how long you would be ill for if you survived sodium nitrite poisoning

If you don't take enough to overwhelm your body's enzymes, you will be back to normal after a day or two.
 
  • Like
Reactions: throwaway_2620
HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
Ah, I actually already ordered the Loudwolf SN since my family was going to be away for a couple days. The shipping was so fast it arrived before they even left, figures lol.. Luckily the packaging was just an ordinary bubble mailer envelope with no warning labels. Haven't opened it yet but I assume the bottle looks the same as yours, guess I'll find out in a few days.

Curious, why did you block out the CAS number? I was a bit thrown off myself because it says "food grade" on the Amazon listing but the pictures of the bottle label it as reagent grade, showing a high purity and there's a "Tox" symbol as well? I'm hesitant now but I don't know if I can risk attempting to order more SN from somewhere else.

Not sure if anyone else here remembers the source where Loudwolf is proven ineffective?
If you need more verification photos I can send them through DMs. Also I censor any numbers because I don't want to risk the package being figured out who I am. It's paranoia.

I did the same thing when I ordered Sodium Azide and posted about it on here.
 
xBazzL

xBazzL

Member
May 29, 2019
16
If you don't take enough to overwhelm your body's enzymes, you will be back to normal after a day or two.
I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
 
  • Like
Reactions: TowerUpright and Boochky
NostalgiaOnFire

NostalgiaOnFire

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."
Jun 30, 2019
19
Can somebody help me.

I really need somebody to help lay everything out for me.

I am 165lbs & need to get the items to make this work. I am smart, but having a really hard time concentrating due to ADHD and mental illness.
 
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
Are you really ready to ctb? It doesn't sound like you are. Just be sure it is what you want first. Plenty of time to think about it. Good luck with whatever decision you make.
 
  • Like
Reactions: memento_mori
not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Ah, I actually already ordered the Loudwolf SN since my family was going to be away for a couple days. The shipping was so fast it arrived before they even left, figures lol.. Luckily the packaging was just an ordinary bubble mailer envelope with no warning labels. Haven't opened it yet but I assume the bottle looks the same as yours, guess I'll find out in a few days.

Curious, why did you block out the CAS number? I was a bit thrown off myself because it says "food grade" on the Amazon listing but the pictures of the bottle label it as reagent grade, showing a high purity and there's a "Tox" symbol as well? I'm hesitant now but I don't know if I can risk attempting to order more SN from somewhere else.

Not sure if anyone else here remembers the source where Loudwolf is proven ineffective?
Oh good I picked one at random but it was a bestseller. Pure.
 
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days

You will be taking 3 times the minimum documented lethal dose (according to wikipedia, medical journals say there have been deaths with even less). There are only two possible outcomes:

If the substance you got is pure and you do not change your mind and call an ambulance while you're still conscious, you will die.
If the substance you got has more regular table salt in it than SN you'll pass out for a few hours, wake up sick, have blue lips for the next day or so, but you'll be pretty much alive.
 
  • Like
Reactions: throwaway_2620 and pleasethistime
Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
973
I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
Is that your Rottweiler in your Avatar ?
 
xBazzL

xBazzL

Member
May 29, 2019
16
Are you really ready to ctb? It doesn't sound like you are. Just be sure it is what you want first. Plenty of time to think about it. Good luck with whatever decision you make.
Yes I'm ready to ctb just if it failed and I was too ill to go back to work after my days off I would likely lose my job seeing as I haven't been working there long and then I would be in a worse position I wouldn't be able to afford to buy the items needed to ctb and could potentially lose where I am living as it's a shared accommodation if I have no money to pay the rent I'd be kicked out but yes I am 100% certain I want to ctb Iv been completely sure for a while now
You will be taking 3 times the minimum documented lethal dose (according to wikipedia, medical journals say there have been deaths with even less). There are only two possible outcomes:

If the substance you got is pure and you do not change your mind and call an ambulance while you're still conscious, you will die.
If the substance you got has more regular table salt in it than SN you'll pass out for a few hours, wake up sick, have blue lips for the next day or so, but you'll be pretty much alive.
Okay thanks @jake3d I shall order the things I need asap thank you
Is that your Rottweiler in your Avatar ?
She was my brothers but I'd walk her whenever possible buy her treats and stuff help with vet bills and what not but unfortunately we had to put her down she had epilepsy and we tried everything for her but it kept getting worse and worse, what made you ask that?
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: bluesky1972-2019
MakyMy

MakyMy

Member
Jun 21, 2019
46
I bought a drugs available in my country today. Antiemetic substances are caffeine and moxastine teoclas. What do you think guys? Is weed antiemetic?
 
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
Weed is an antiemetic, yes, but for this method you cannot rely on it as the only one. I've looked up moxastine and it appears to be a substance related to dyphenhydramine, not strong enough for this purpose. The only antiemetics known to work for any of the poisoning methods are metoclopramide and domperidone.
 
  • Like
Reactions: not_a_robot and throwaway_2620
S

sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
I've been trying to cut myself to get blood for testing my SN, but I just can't hurt myself to the point of bleeding. That's gross but I guess I have to wait until my periods will start :D.
 
  • Like
Reactions: DownInaHole and Dartz
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
Not sure if this has been posted before. Looks like a medical report on someone who took 15g SN and was taken to Hospital. Recovered and discharged after 7 days with no after affects.

 
  • Like
Reactions: mattwitt, Jinx, Oblivion Lover and 2 others
J

jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
I've read it a month ago, but thanks for posting, it will be useful for future reference.
 
  • Like
Reactions: bluesky1972-2019 and sólstafir
Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
973
She was my brothers but I'd walk her whenever possible buy her treats and stuff help with vet bills and what not but unfortunately we had to put her down she had epilepsy and we tried everything for her but it kept getting worse and worse, what made you ask that?
I'm a Rottie fan
 
  • Like
Reactions: xBazzL
Oblivion Lover

Oblivion Lover

No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
360
Not sure if this has been posted before. Looks like a medical report on someone who took 15g SN and was taken to Hospital. Recovered and discharged after 7 days with no after affects.

Heh, the public healthcare doctors in Brazil are so useless that I would be long dead before they figured out whatever was wrong with me. Patient's got a broken bone? Treat him with intravenous saline solution. Patient's having trouble giving birth? Treat her with saline solution. Patient's blue and not breathing? Saline solution all the way! Seriously, even dr. Google is better at diagnosing than doctors from this place. No wonder the population makes jokes about the initials of the name of our healthcare system.
On a more serious note, that's a very interesting article. It makes it clear that brain damage with SN is possible if the person is "saved" too late. Most people seem to not consider that possibility. I don't remember it being mentioned in the PPH.
 
P

Purple777

Member
Jun 10, 2019
34
Heh, the public healthcare doctors in Brazil are so useless that I would be long dead before they figured out whatever was wrong with me. Patient's got a broken bone? Treat him with intravenous saline solution. Patient's having trouble giving birth? Treat her with saline solution. Patient's blue and not breathing? Saline solution all the way! Seriously, even dr. Google is better at diagnosing than doctors from this place. No wonder the population makes jokes about the initials of the name of our healthcare system.
On a more serious note, that's a very interesting article. It makes it clear that brain damage with SN is possible if the person is "saved" too late. Most people seem to not consider that possibility. I don't remember it being mentioned in the PPH.
That really sucks. I know healthcare is something every country should really prioritize but doesn't . Whether they are not qualified/informed or money is just the priority. But regarding that link, if he wasn't saved, would he have died or would he have still survive eventually with no medical help? Like you said, surviving with possibly brain damage or some sort
 
  • Like
Reactions: Oblivion Lover
Oblivion Lover

Oblivion Lover

No life, no suffering
May 30, 2019
360
That really sucks. I know healthcare is something every country should really prioritize but doesn't . Whether they are not qualified/informed or money is just the priority. But regarding that link, if he wasn't saved, would he have died or would he have still survive eventually with no medical help? Like you said, surviving with possibly brain damage or some sort
I'm not sure, but I highly doubt he would have survived on his own without medical help after taking 15 grams of Sn, specially considering that his methemoglobin level was already extremely high and his body was unable to turn it back to hemoglobin without help from methylene blue.
 

Similar threads

W
Replies
3
Views
194
Suicide Discussion
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
Replies
1
Views
123
Suicide Discussion
AmericanMary
AmericanMary
justwannadip
Replies
4
Views
491
Suicide Discussion
DontTouchMeImFamous
DontTouchMeImFamous
XSmas
Replies
4
Views
500
Suicide Discussion
rj3542
rj3542
Toxic Positivity
Replies
2
Views
182
Recovery
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester