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Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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Rename members as many times as you want. You can do it to yourself too.


I'm a top only because I'm traumatized, but I might change my username to @RockBottom, custom title: middle-aged porn star, signature: Life sucks, but not as hard as me.
 
ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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@Schöngeist ------> @IGoDownInCountingGame

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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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I can actually change my name, tbh. Maybe: @Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish
 
GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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Say that five times fast
@Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish@Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish@Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish@Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish@Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish
 
TheAmazingCriswell

TheAmazingCriswell

I predict...
Apr 28, 2021
1,354
@Schöngeist ------> @IGoDownInCountingGame
I considered changing my name, but your suggestion was never on the short list.
I can actually change my name, tbh. Maybe: @Idon'tgiveafuckandI'mgoingtochugSNorjumpfrom150+msinceI'mnevergoingtogetagfandit'stheonlythingthatIactuallywantandIhadtheopportunitytoexperienceitpreviouslybutnowI'mdeadisnidehavenoambitionandamaalosersoIcan'tgetanysortofgfnomatterhowdisgustingorwhorish
You're really hung up on that whole girlfriend thing, despite being intelligent enough to know that having a girlfriend is not going to magically solve all your other problems. In fact, by getting so hung up on this single issue, you'll probably be very disappointed if you should ever manage to get one.
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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You're really hung up on that whole girlfriend thing, despite being intelligent enough to know that having a girlfriend is not going to magically solve all your other problems.
Which other problems? Almost all of my problems stem from not having a gf. Almost every man that "recovered" on this website (and other websites) had just so happened to get a gf right at the same time the "recovery" happened, btw.
 
TheAmazingCriswell

TheAmazingCriswell

I predict...
Apr 28, 2021
1,354
Which other problems? Almost all of my problems stem from not having a gf. Almost every man that "recovered" on this website (and other websites) had just so happened to get a gf right at the same time the "recovery" happened, btw.
Well, she's not going to cure your autism, for starters (although admittedly nothing can do that), nor is she going to magically get you a job that offers a living wage and good job security. I don't presume to know about all your problems, but these certainly come to mind.
Almost every man that "recovered" on this website (and other websites) had just so happened to get a gf right at the same time the "recovery" happened, btw.
Is this wishful thinking or is there something to back this claim up?
This also goes the other way, considering how many people are here due to failed relationships that destroyed their lives.

What do I know anyway? Let's hope that I'm wrong and you're right, and you'll find what you desire in the near future.
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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Well, she's not going to cure your autism, for starters (although admittedly nothing can do that), nor is she going to magically get you a job that offers a living wage and good job security. I don't presume to know about all your problems, but these certainly come to mind.

Is this wishful thinking or is there something to back this claim up?
This also goes the other way, considering how many people are here due to failed relationships that destroyed their lives.

What do I know anyway? Let's hope that I'm wrong and you're right, and you'll find what you desire in the near future.
Plug your brain in, man. You're smarter than me and you're smarter than this.
Well, she's not going to cure your autism, for starters (although admittedly nothing can do that), nor is she going to magically get you a job that offers a living wage and good job security. I don't presume to know about all your problems, but these certainly come to mind.
Autism is only a problem because it leads to me not having a girlfriend, unemployment is only a problem because it leads to me not having a girlfriend.
Is this wishful thinking or is there something to back this claim up?
Yes, my memory. Sorry for not having Harvard back me up on this one.
What do I know anyway? Let's hope that I'm wrong and you're right, and you'll find what you desire in the near future.
I won't, if I think I would I'd never have gathered ctb resources and info for the past six months.
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Rename members as many times as you want. You can do it to yourself too.


I'm a top only because I'm traumatized, but I might change my username to @RockBottom, custom title: middle-aged porn star, signature: Life sucks, but not as hard as me.
I christen thee: @theEndisReared (!)

Me, maybe @DissaStar
or @gunshootingstars
or @herowon
I dunno having that creationist crisis I'm hating everything me right now....
 
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TheAmazingCriswell

TheAmazingCriswell

I predict...
Apr 28, 2021
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Plug your brain in, man.
Always a good recommendation.
You're smarter than me
I think you overestimate me and underestimate yourself.
you're smarter than this.
Yes, sorry. I am sometimes given to writing (and even saying) strange things.
Autism is only a problem because it leads to me not having a girlfriend, unemployment is only a problem because it leads to me not having a girlfriend.
To be frank, I didn't realise that your only problem with autism and unemployment was the impact it had on your relationship prospects.
I won't, if I think I would I'd never have gathered ctb resources and info for the past six months.
My comment might have been a bit insensitive.
 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Autism is only a problem because it leads to me not having a girlfriend, unemployment is only a problem because it leads to me not having a girlfriend.


what if I play Devils Advocate and ask what if the girlfriend is the problem?
dude, I think u awesome :: money & autistic madness shouldn't hold u back.
Your sense of humour would have me fascinated (maybe that's a bit stalkerish, ah fuckit, I'm also into guns and pain, so maybe u not my type : str8), but for the record I know psycho biker murderers with drug /personality issues that are always lost in "love" (that word makes me shiver). So u have tons to offer :: don't become less than tho)
Most people in my opinion are not at their best when involved anyway:: its all do u mind if I shit in your bathroom and shadowplay. U understand?
Never as incredible as you think it'd be, love that is....
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
The most romantic grungepunk love confession.

Well, it beats :: "do you mind if I wear this gasmask to bed..?!"

Like the Scissor Sisters say: she's my man...




This town was built on muddy stilts
By the lunatic parade
It rains like Revelations
Gonna wash these freaks away
Some girls wanna hold your hand
And some girls like to pray
Well my girl takes her drinks
With dust and rusty razor blades

As I lie between these covers
I wanna tell her that I love it
When she chokes me in the
Backseat of her riverboat 'cause

She's my man
And we got all the balls we need
When you taste that pavement
You're amazed
She smells your sympathy
So bye bye ladies
May the best queen hold the crown
For the most bush sold on the levee
My my, how word gets around
She strangles for a good time
And she kills my self-control
She's my man, don't be too sad sonny
'Cause she'll never be your woman no more

Someday soon, this dank lagoon's
Gonna sink right into hell
They'll hide you from Big Ida
At the Sho' Enough Hotel
The Ladies of the evening's just
A tombstone in your bed
Well my girl eats a wounded preacher
'tween two loaves of bread

I know she's up to something
But how can I run when she's just
Keel-hauled twenty-on to nothing
I'll stay next to the steel coal oven 'cause

She's my man
And we got all the balls we need
When you taste that pavement
You're amazed
She smells your sympathy
So bye bye ladies
May the best queen hold the crown
For the most bush sold on the levee
My my, how word gets around
She strangles for a good time
And she kills my self-control
She's my man, don't be too sad sonny
'Cause she'll never be your woman no more

All you need's just a fist of a tear-stained bunny
When the good ship comes to town
Who said loves a bitch'll sit next to me honey
Because this old boat's gonna run aground
Cause I don't want to be the burden
Or your jealous bastard
I don't wanna be the Tarzan of your next epic disaster

She's my man
And we got all the balls we need
When you taste that pavement
You're amazed
She smells your sympathy
So bye bye ladies
May the best queen hold the crown
For the most bush sold on the levee
My my, how word gets around
She strangles for a good time
And she kills my self-control
She's my man, don't be too sad sonny
'Cause she'll never be your woman no more

She's my man, can't you feel her comin'
She's my man, she's gonna keep you runnin'
She's my man, she's gonna teach you something
She's me, she's my man

I've had em, baby :: and you thought yr kitty ears were the limit? Kitty's also have claws.
And they will eat you after you ctb.
Weird name for a therapy thread.

I like the idea of don't being called so I'll rename as ░░░░

Very progressive of you!! I'm awarding you the prize, who do I make the payment to..?
Oh you don't have a name? Like an evil don't fuck with me sigil?
Sexy and secretive, thats gonna get u ignored online.... (paradoxically planning, mylove)
So I take it you're beyond gender (yawn!), beyond the abyss...beyond existence.!?
Only kidding, you get me right (I have my army of haters, don't you?)
I'm going thru shit forgive me my messed up humour, again.
 
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Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
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Very progressive of you!! I'm awarding you the prize, who do I make the payment to..?
Oh you don't have a name? Like an evil don't fuck with me sigil?
Sexy and secretive, thats gonna get u ignored online.... (paradoxically planning, mylove)
So I take it you're beyond gender (yawn!), beyond the abyss...beyond existence.!?
Only kidding, you get me right (I have my army of haters, don't you?)
I'm going thru shit forgive me my messed up humour, again.
Yes. Yes to everything. I'm all and nothing at the same time. I'm a sexy nothingness. I'm also like cthulhu because there will be no human way to pronounce my name correctly. But you know, I don't have haters because I'm so sexy and secretive that I'm already ignored.
 
GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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No that's not exactly true. But if you focus on that as the reason for your problems then they never need to be solved.
Are you going with a mindfulness angle on this? In that case I agree, but I'm operating at a lower level here.
You're straight and your problems are not your own fault. You just have high standards.
Looks like I replied too fast. I don't have high standards, I just want someone that doesn't live in another country, so that we can actually meet.
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Which other problems? Almost all of my problems stem from not having a gf. Almost every man that "recovered" on this website (and other websites) had just so happened to get a gf right at the same time the "recovery" happened, btw.
This sounds like filtering. where are you seeing all these recovery stories? On SS i only ever read about recoveries from cluster B/PTSD/mood disorder people who take meds, and usually didn't have problems dating in tge first place. Which makes perfect sense considering the nature of this site.

I go on other recovery sites too related to social anxiety, NEETdom and social skills issues, and usually if people recover, getting a gf happens *after* the general improvements associated with recovery. Which is the logical outcome. NEETs can't get gfs period because how tf will you meet girls if you don't leave the house?

Depending on what sites you're seeing the gf == recovery stuff you should be more suspicious of what people say. Sites about mental illness will have mentally ill people who sincerely believe in their warped view of the world. Imo sites with lots of people with body dsymorphia or "incels" will be the worst for this. Very sick and sometimes very delusional people log onto those echo chambers where their most problematic and harmful thinking patterns are reinforced and encouraged.

Since you said youve dated before, it proves there's nothing inherently wrong or unappealing about you that will doom you to perpetual loneliness. Getting a gf won't solve your problems at all, no matter how much mental gymnastics you want to do around it. It's the mental illness talking.

also insinuating some girls are "disgusting and whorish" doesn't help the situation at all.
 
GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
5,743
This sounds like filtering. where are you seeing all these recovery stories? On SS i only ever read about recoveries from cluster B/PTSD/mood disorder people who take meds, and usually didn't have problems dating in tge first place. Which makes perfect sense considering the nature of this site.

I go on other recovery sites too related to social anxiety, NEETdom and social skills issues, and usually if people recover, getting a gf happens *after* the general improvements associated with recovery. Which is the logical outcome. NEETs can't get gfs period because how tf will you meet girls if you don't leave the house?

Depending on what sites you're seeing the gf == recovery stuff you should be more suspicious of what people say. Sites about mental illness will have mentally ill people who sincerely believe in their warped view of the world. Imo sites with lots of people with body dsymorphia or "incels" will be the worst for this. Very sick and sometimes very delusional people log onto those echo chambers where their most problematic and harmful thinking patterns are reinforced and encouraged.

Since you said youve dated before, it proves there's nothing inherently wrong or unappealing about you that will doom you to perpetual loneliness. Getting a gf won't solve your problems at all, no matter how much mental gymnastics you want to do around it. It's the mental illness talking.

also insinuating some girls are "disgusting and whorish" doesn't help the situation at all.
Thank you for taking this much of an interest in my life. Pretty good points for perhaps most people in my situation; knowledge of my own quirks and faults make me laugh at this but there's no way for other people to jump into my head so I still appreciate the effort.
I go on other recovery sites too related to social anxiety, NEETdom and social skills issues, and usually if people recover, getting a gf happens *after* the general improvements associated with recovery. Which is the logical outcome. NEETs can't get gfs period because how tf will you meet girls if you don't leave the house?
These people might have problems that are unrelated to a lack of gf, when they get fixed they can then get a gf. I'm not like that.
Since you said youve dated before, it proves there's nothing inherently wrong or unappealing about you that will doom you to perpetual loneliness. Getting a gf won't solve your problems at all, no matter how much mental gymnastics you want to do around it. It's the mental illness talking.
I have not dated before. And I disagree with the statement that getting a gf won't solve my problems since that is my only problem.
also insinuating some girls are "disgusting and whorish" doesn't help the situation at all.
If I did it on dates, sure. But there are no chances of women living nearby that happen to browse SaSu being super attracted by my posts about being an incel NEET with a proportionately small, bent and insensitive penis; but then getting turned off by some edgy comments.
NEETs can't get gfs period because how tf will you meet girls if you don't leave the house?
I couldn't get a gf, due to being autistic, even when I had interest thrown my way in HS. I wasn't born a NEET, I became one due to the lack of "reward" (read: gf) from working/studying. I leave the house every day, btw. Gym, walks, whatever.
 
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