Rate your suicidal thoughts thread (1-10)

[onetimereject]

10, i'm relapsing and my tears do not stop. I'm extremely confused on how to stop it.

 

[doctordetritus]

all over the place, but today, seven point arghhhhhhhhhh

 

[noname37]

10, I want to do it so badly. Nothing in life really excites me anymore. My mind is always focused on it

 

[isolatedl111]

1 is very low suicidality, 10 is very extreme acute suicidality. I miss the old thread (which is deleted) that is way I want to revive him.

My suicidal thoughts today are a 4. I have some distractions and responsibilities which prevent more of these thoughts.

10

 

[atre]

9. I extracted 1 point because I know I won't do it soon. Attempting to commit suicide while living with parents is not desirable for me. However, I have a realistic chance to get a job with enough pay to rent an apartment in the near future, I postponed my plans.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

When I'm high 10, when not about 7/8

 

[Gone soon]

10

It has been that way for many years and never changed

 

[PA𝖨𝑁]

these last 10 days been a 9/10, relapsed into sh

 

[TheHolySword]

Feeling 10. I do not have access to my method yet but I am ready to find the tallest building. Forcing myself to stay alive every day at this point. Don't know if it'll be possible to keep going when SN arrives. I'm ready.

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

10 I'm am going to ctb I have no other option, lest I experience extreme emotional anguish

Feeling 10. I do not have access to my method yet but I am ready to find the tallest building. Forcing myself to stay alive every day at this point. Don't know if it'll be possible to keep going when SN arrives. I'm ready.

Same

 

[W3akCr3atur3]

8

 

[returntothestars]

I'm constantly hovering between 7-8.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

8. Am fucking so tired of the bullshit.

 

[fuewybfunsfoiceoi]

9, ctb practice every week yet there have been not too many signs of success, I have no idea if I'm improving at all