Rate your suicidal thoughts thread (1-10)

[Myrth]

7 or 8

 

[rozeske]

10

Still at a 10.

 

[itsgone2]

10. 10 and too cowardly to do it.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

Usually my suicidal thoughts stay around the 7-10 range.

 

[tamamori]

i think like around 7-8? i have very specific detailed thoughts and plans constantly but part of me is clearly still scared and hesitant so i guess i can't say it's a 10

 

[instormdrains]

10 my thoughts aren't overbearing so it should be lower but im killing myself tmrw

 

[FrustratedGirl]

10. Im almost gone :)

 

[slowlydyinginside]

It's been a strong 7-8 for a few weeks now. I've been keeping busy at work so at this exact moment maybe like a 6.5. Waiting for it to go back up

 

[DeniedPeace]

I'd say 5. Been up to 9 last week but for some reason I can't grasp it's gone slightly down.

 

[GenZ-Snowflake]

6-8. Sometimes it drops to around 5 until I'm reminded of my current situation...

 

[Jisatsu]

Atm it's constantly at a 9 or 1p

 

[somethingisntreal]

Mostly vary between 5-10.

I'm at a 6 rn.

 

[ladyofsorrows]

9.5/10

 

[Blue_]

Most of the time it's a 9.

 

[Arvayn]

Right now? 1. On average, around 3. At my worst, it was a 7.

 

[deadhead12!]

1 is very low suicidality, 10 is very extreme acute suicidality. I miss the old thread (which is deleted) that is way I want to revive him.

My suicidal thoughts today are a 4. I have some distractions and responsibilities which prevent more of these thoughts.

10. It's all day every day for me. So painful and won't stop.

 

[AltF4Mylife]

3

 

[kuroshimi]

Right now it's 7 I think. I have some plans, but still hesitate about this.

 

[littlecutecorpse]

right now? 5.
earlier today? 9.
in general? 6 or 7.

too much shit happened today in such a short timespan, which is why i included it above.

 

[VoidButterfly]

Today it's a 9. When I got home from work I had to decide between hanging myself and dinner. Still not certain the answer isn't both.

 

[Xi-Xi]

Idk like 7

 

[Dr.Duck]

mine are probably a 6.5

 

[Chemi]

9, secretly hoping for 10

 

[Vxlvio]

I feel like I'm at a 9. I feel like I'm starting to daydream obsessively about methods I wouldn't even do (for the sake of family or others around me) if my mind isn't distracted by something.

 

[Liebestod]

6-7

 

[pokerrkitty]

Currently at a 7. Experience very high stress and anxiety and want the escape, but not ready to go all the way.

 

[shiny_quill]

A solid 6 today, maybe a 7. Almost jumped in front of a car, but it would have been stupid and would have been most likely non lethal, so I powered through

 

[ILikeSylveon]

Was around 6 in morning. Probably turned 8 at night.

 

[Sadbanana]

Lately it is around 6, because I don't have any energy. But few weeks ago it was 10 and I was actively trying to find a method. It is cycling like this.

 

[Maravillosa]

Currently it's a wistful 2.5. I'm still interested in being alive (at least for now), but I often suspect I'll ctb someday.