Hollydeathripper
no heart beat
- Oct 12, 2020
- 51
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woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,298
There is a little house, with a fireplace. It is raining outside. There is no birds at all in the woods around it.
I am the ugliest among all creatures, even those that crawl out of sewers. I am evil.
I am the ugliest among all creatures, even those that crawl out of sewers. I am evil.
http-410
nowhere
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,095
I wonder if this body has its own will. Why is it so difficult to come to an agreement? Why does this body want to live when it's obvious that I cannot go on like this.
RottenDeer
Rotten to the core.
- Feb 29, 2020
- 157
I'm so extremely exhausted. This is taking my life away.
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
I kind of want to gas myself or just bullet to my head.
Circumstances are not up to my standards.
my soul is too good for my body and the circumstances.
This is bs.
Circumstances are not up to my standards.
my soul is too good for my body and the circumstances.
This is bs.
http-410
nowhere
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,095
If this continues like this, I'll go insane.
I'm just a shell and sick of it. I'm so very tired of it.
Even if I felt alive again, it probably wouldn't change anything.
I got lost and gave up a long time ago. I have no idea anymore who I am and what I want (except eternal sleep).
Hopefully the insomnia will speed up getting my ticket.
I'm just a shell and sick of it. I'm so very tired of it.
Even if I felt alive again, it probably wouldn't change anything.
I got lost and gave up a long time ago. I have no idea anymore who I am and what I want (except eternal sleep).
Hopefully the insomnia will speed up getting my ticket.
VIBRITANNIA
lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
- Aug 10, 2020
- 1,156
Pain makes you selfish. I'm in constant irritable pain and all I think of is wanting to end it instead of thinking about my fucked up family. Living for others is fucking shallow most especially when they don't want to understand the pain I'm going through. Fuck my 'family'.
KleinerWolf
Account Wipe.
- Apr 30, 2020
- 2,700
My dad transferred me 666 yuan today.
Also saw the number 666 for a second time within the same day.
I wonder what it means
Also saw the number 666 for a second time within the same day.
I wonder what it means
MichaelNomad123
Jesus
- Oct 15, 2020
- 433
My life is ending one minute at a time.
VIBRITANNIA
lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
- Aug 10, 2020
- 1,156
i had a dream where i cut myself all over my torso to punish myself. i know i should kill myself.i really should. but can't i pretend i'm a good person, even for a moment? i know i don't deserve it, but i'm asking for that anyway. please. i'll promise i'll kill myself soon, so please give me some happiness. please. i'll do anything. just make it stop.
Hollydeathripper
no heart beat
- Oct 12, 2020
- 51
TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
- 1,059
I'm so anxious right now. Oh my god. I worry, worry, worry. Why?
Hollydeathripper
no heart beat
- Oct 12, 2020
- 51
@TheSoulless listen to music start writing all your thoughts helps my anxiety
I don't understand why someone gets on this forum and just spreads meanness, unsympathetic, rude responses. Why mock and invalidate someone's suffering? Why invalidate LGBTQ people and call them "mentally ill"? Why call others "idiots" when they were the idiot because they kept derailing threads and interjecting their jerk opinion into everything. Why be a complete ass and say "you eat meat it doesn't matter if your dog died" "who cares of their dog died"... completely invalidating that poor persons pain when they had just gone thru the horrific death of their beloved dog.
Why? I guess trolls just want to stir the shit and spread their mean nastiness but a safe space for venting should stay safe. We are all suffering here we don't need more suffering caused by rude people.....
......ok end of my rant
Why? I guess trolls just want to stir the shit and spread their mean nastiness but a safe space for venting should stay safe. We are all suffering here we don't need more suffering caused by rude people.....
......ok end of my rant
k75
L'appel du Vide
- Jun 27, 2019
- 2,546
I'm wondering if the trio of arguing people across the street is about to start shooting at each other. Also wondering if I'd be motivated to move.
Important update: Ride came before I found out. Darn.
Important update: Ride came before I found out. Darn.
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Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,392
Oh great, my watch broke. I hope the nearest mall is still alive so I can take my watch to get repaired.
nerve
fat cringey shut-in
- Jun 19, 2019
- 1,013
Self-harmed for the first time in months.
I wish I was strong enough to have friends.
I wish I was strong enough to have friends.
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
When I've been suicidal, they've asked me: "But you have something to live for, haven't you?" Yes. No. I don't know.
GrumpyFrog
Exhausted
- Aug 23, 2020
- 1,913
Dear hope, please shut the f up and crawl back into the dark corner where you belong. You're just setting yourself up to be crushed again.
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,392
Why are some people on the internet starting to refer to dumb people as "-oids"? Somehow foid, moid, liberoids, conservoids, etc all became insults. Why? Don't people realize that this will backfire against us all during the inevitable Android uprising?????
Deleted member 22624
One foot in the grave
- Oct 7, 2020
- 1,085
Sensei
剣道家
- Nov 4, 2019
- 6,336
Why do we work more and not less? Society is going backwards.
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
The urge to get my blade is strong right now. Anxiety fucking sucks.
VIBRITANNIA
lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
- Aug 10, 2020
- 1,156
i need to see something damaged, whether that's my own body or an inanimate object. i need violence. i don't even care about being a shit person anymore. i've already secured my place in hell. speaking of religion, god can go die for all i care. fucking idiot, preaching about sins and shit when he's never sinned in his life. bastard.
Deleted member 22624
One foot in the grave
- Oct 7, 2020
- 1,085
Why do I only have the option to "like" posts? No hugs, love or the other ones? I'm using a tablet if that's the reason?
Try holding the like button and the other options should show
Rue89
Visionary
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2,726
Feeling so anxious, so overwhelmed. I don't want to exist anymore.
Every night I hope I die in my sleep every day I wake up disappointed. I want this to be over. life has been a 2/10 (that's being generous) My misery grows daily.
nerve
fat cringey shut-in
- Jun 19, 2019
- 1,013
Didn't want to be touched by my ex, grimaced when he reached up my skirt and touched me, now he's giving me the silent treatment.
I didn't even say "no" or "stop" or "I don't like this," I've given up on bodily autonomy and just want to cope with it but because I don't start moaning and writhing into his touch, his feelings get hurt and he takes it out on me.
I can't fucking wait for my dog to die so I can go into a shelter and get out of this circus.
I didn't even say "no" or "stop" or "I don't like this," I've given up on bodily autonomy and just want to cope with it but because I don't start moaning and writhing into his touch, his feelings get hurt and he takes it out on me.
I can't fucking wait for my dog to die so I can go into a shelter and get out of this circus.
