Random thoughts

[KitKat]

I feel guilty, because I have loving grandparents..

 

[Jodes]

Thinking about those that are gone that I never messaged back

 

[Hunter]

Unpopular opinion: Having to demonize/villify the other person in debate in order to express disagreement is a sign of weak character. It shows you can't handle a differing opinion without making the other person your enemy. It's not especially hard to be cruel/mean - at all - but responding without stooping takes equanimity and strength.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I really hope I'm not reborn back into this shithole when I die.

 

[Hunter]

Unpopular opinion #2: Just because someone is well known in a social space doesnt mean they shouldn't be called out for their fallacies and the way they conduct themselves. Popularity breeds narcissism, entitlement, and ugly group dynamics.

 

[Hunter]

I wish someone would show me how to fish in a riverbed, gut it, and prep it for eating over a fire. It would make me feel a little more accomplished before I die.

 

[NumbItAll]

Life sucks. Existence is pain. Please kill me. Thank you SS for having a dark theme so I can type this at night without going blind.

 

[sólstafir]

wow i think i've lost it. no words, inner monologue inside me, inability to socialize, blank mind, only trajectory is to toilet - kitchen - back to my room to website where i can't communicate, i'm in hell, trapped in a mind that doesn't work, understanding the world around me only like 20% (around me? in front of me in internet) around me is four walls and a dirty desk, what an awful experience it is to live inside me

 

[15dec]

My mind is a prison and I'm serving a life sentence.

 

[LiveSlowDieFast]

Fuck man, I'm not gonna be able to find a job any time soon, I started way too late and every place I wanna apply to has the dumbest fucking requirements.

Why the fuck does every employer act as if they want me to tattoo their stupid logo on my face or something? I don't care about your dumb company I just want moooooney

 

[killing me softly]

jennifer garner, i used to have a serious crush on you. but it's over. i just can't take your wallet snooping anymore.

 

[Xerxes]

Paycheck day in the New Year always blow. Just another reminder why the world will always fuck you over even at your best.

 

[NumbItAll]

I should've been aborted.

 

[Hunter]

Today was a special kind of fucked up. Only a few more days until my family member's bday and I can kill myself after. Every waking second has been complete torture.

 

[SamK]

I'm broken beyond repair

 

[Xerxes]

You wanted to kill yourself because I treated you bad. You felt depressed when I'm around. I didn't know what I did to cause this, but I know a sure way to fix it honey. You can heal yourself now and whenever I go far away.

 

[Hunter]

I hide my soiled hands behind my back, but resent that I should be ashamed at all. I know I don't belong anywhere and never will again. I know I'm not welcome in anyone's lives more than a quick moment because I'm no one's problem but my own now.

Every night I dream of the past when I was still normal and not society's trash. The moment I am yanked back into waking consciousness every morning is brutal.

 

[Hunter]

You wanted to kill yourself because I treated you bad. You felt depressed when I'm around. I didn't know what I did to cause this, but I know a sure way to fix it honey. You can heal yourself now and whenever I go far away.

I know this feeling well.

 

[Going Home]

Dr Dave, Dr this one , Dr that. Judges who judge without a body.

And

Wanna be bullies who stalk me and smell like dirty goats can all go to hell.

 

[thatguyakira123]

Fuck man, I'm not gonna be able to find a job any time soon, I started way too late and every place I wanna apply to has the dumbest fucking requirements.

Why the fuck does every employer act as if they want me to tattoo their stupid logo on my face or something? I don't care about your dumb company I just want moooooney

Cuz they want someone they can trust and mold into their bitch. I myself am finding it hard for a job. Though that's cuz my anxiety stops me from dialing the no. to make an appointment for an interview. I prefer to do email resumes tbh.

 

[Death.]

Everyone wants to go to heaven and paradise. No one is in existence who desire he has to meet death!

 

[Floraknife]

Everyone wants to go to heaven and paradise. No one is in existence who desire he has to meet death!

I

I wanna meet death

 

[Hunter]

A medium hot coffee from McDonald's cost $1.08 in this area. That should be a dead giveaway for what part of the country I'm in. /s

 

[LiveSlowDieFast]

I'm treating everyone around me so coldly..

 

[KitKat]

Why does my mom have to push me down today, just because she is not invited to my birthday. Now i feel weak again.

 

[Eren]

I feel really alone.

 

[Xerxes]

Another round yesterday of emotional turmoil and I was almost determined to drink SN, but picturing my wife crying as I lay dying made me stop. Can't do that to her.

 

[ReadyasEver]

Feeling fatigued today but not a lot of pain. Keep getting things in order, all Relevant information is coming together. The end is coming, and I know they will miss me something terrible, but it is for the best.

 

[mattwitt]

Feeling fatigued today but not a lot of pain. Keep getting things in order, all Relevant information is coming together. The end is coming, and I know they will miss me something terrible, but it is for the best.

My current status in a nutshell as well!

 

[bunny]

asphyxiated in pretty clothes