Random thoughts

[LiveSlowDieFast]

Annie's natural instant Mac and cheese. I like to find a microwave, heat up two at a time. Then when they're done cooking, I'll dump them into the same container and finish with hot sauce. It's doing the job.

That sounds both delicious and stomach issue inducing at the same time

 

[Hunter]

That sounds both delicious and stomach issue inducing at the same time

I've eaten much worse in the last seven days… Sardines in a can, peanut butter, etc. etc. Cheap foods with nutrition. I guess if you're too scared to throw hot sauce on there… You could start with cracked pepper and see how it goes.

 

[Partial-Elf]

I've been looking into DNRs and living wills and it's incredibly frustrating to me that physicians have all this power over my life, regardless of whether I have depression. ALSO I got blackout drunk the other day but remember being taken advantage of and it's made my SI much worse, please help :(

 

[therhydler]

I disgust myself

 

[Xerxes]

I watched the movie Inside Out last night with my wife. I wished I was Bing Bong and faded from existence. My wife cried, I smiled.

 

[To match the colors]

my sheer lack of talent at drawing is hardcore making me want to CTB....the progress is so damm slow...its suffocating...

 

[Eren]

Sometimes I think I would like to have a brother/sister, maybe I would not feel so alone.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

If I had known my future, I would have dated a vet years ago and stolen his N.

 

[Misanthrope]

All day has been brain fog and nausea, I still have not cleaned out my guinea pigs and that makes me feel lousy as an owner.

 

[mattwitt]

This site has been my friend for the past 6 months. Thanks everyone !!!

 

[Jen Erik]

Is my apartment poorly weather-proofed or is it just very cold and taking a few hours to warm up is normal?

 

[Midnight]

Fuck my limbo brain. Going for a drive tonight .. on the empty roads for another NYE.

 

[Plankter]

What the f##k is the purpose of adams apple ? Why is there a bump hard as stone in the middle of my throat that prevents breathing and swallowing when leaning back ? I mean we would be in terrible condition without our thyroid glands but why didnt god make it look and feel more convenient and aesthetically pleasing ?

 

[Red star]

"To think about the best case scenario in our lives lets say a year from now. What would we be doing, who would we be with, what kinds of new aspects would we see in our lives. A closing of one door means another has opened and just maybe the one that has opened for you is the one you've actually wanted all along"

 

[Johnnythefox]

A closing of one door means another has opened

Sorry I can't resist, but I wished I shared your optimism.

As One Door Closes Another Slams in Your Face.

Just take no notice, hope it gets better for you.

 

[Xerxes]

And just as you're reeling from the door hitting you in the face, the door from the past, hits you in the ass.

 

[Johnnythefox]

And just as you're reeling from the door hitting you in the face, the door from the past, hits you in the ass.

And one that's open has your foot jammed in it as they force it closed.

 

[Hunter]

Yesterday I read a thread where multiple people said they'd ctb if they were facing homelessness or chronic illness. I wonder what that says about me that I am here and trying to make it in this situation another few weeks before I finally end it. Does that make me more of a coward? I don't even know anymore.

 

[Red star]

Sorry I can't resist, but I wished I shared your optimism.

As One Door Closes Another Slams in Your Face.

Just take no notice, hope it gets better for you.

made me lol

And just as you're reeling from the door hitting you in the face, the door from the past, hits you in the ass.

This ones good too haha

Well this is my last go at things and if that happens I have the SN to reset and try again.

 

[Johnnythefox]

Does that make me more of a coward? I don't even know anymore.

I don't think you are any coward.

 

[thatguyakira123]

Honestly today I was supposed to go buy papers and look for a Job. I needed to get a job since last January cuz I need the money to ctb. I decided not to be picky about the type of job I want. After all I'm stuck here might as well give in, either way I'm miserable. But ofcourse my anxiety is making it difficult and convinced myself it'll be better if I buy papers on Monday. I feel like shit for not doing it today, thus triggering my depression. I was so sure yesterday and now today It's the same shit over again.

 

[KitKat]

Why do I always get hit by the ball?

Also my mom called me an ass

 

[LiveSlowDieFast]

Yesterday I read a thread where multiple people said they'd ctb if they were facing homelessness or chronic illness. I wonder what that says about me that I am here and trying to make it in this situation another few weeks before I finally end it. Does that make me more of a coward? I don't even know anymore.

Neither you nor them are cowards, man. Dealing with living without a home and/or chronic illness take a lot of strength and bravery.

 

[LiveSlowDieFast]

Does anyone else here want to ctb in part because of climate change? I try to not follow the news regarding that whole topic and I still get insanely anxious whenever I think about it.

 

[Jodes]

If a pro lifer becomes pro choice, would he say "death is what you make it"?

 

[thatguyakira123]

If a pro lifer becomes pro choice, would he say "death is what you make it"?

More like Death Would Be The Greatest Adventure

 

[Sinbad]

I am part of the 5th of January group. I hope my N arrives.

 

[Floraknife]

Why the fuck do I still look both ways before crossing the street?

 

[Xerxes]

As long as I still have my humor, I can hang on. When it dies, I die.

 

[sólstafir]

every day there are moments i could say ' i feel shitter than ever' and every day it is true.