Random thoughts

[Aesthler]

Twenty nine how great you shine, you age so graceful like a fine wine. Roses are red violets are blue but there's no Rose out there like you. I got you a gift of pressed sunflowers I hope they bring you light in your darkest hours. Happy birthday.

 

[Kyrok]

I don't have the energy to keep on functioning.

 

[Taylored]

Is some higher power mocking me now by keeping me up 3-4 days just leave me alone world

 

[Kyrok]

Is some higher power mocking me now by keeping me up 3-4 days just leave me alone world

Are you hallucinating yet? 4 days is about when it starts for me.

 

[Taylored]

Are you hallucinating yet? 4 days is about when it starts for me.

Slight auditory hallucinations alongside seeing things move in the side of my vision nothing major the caffeine certainly keeps the worst suppressed.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I'm currently trying to sign up for disability insurance. If that works out it would mean that I wouldn't have to live in severe poverty anymore and I could maybe have a more dignified life. I could actually afford decent food from time to time. I don't know if they will accept me, it's not that easy apparently. But I can't work in my current mental state and I hope I can make that clear in my application. But I'm calling it now. If it fails and I have to remain my life in poverty, not being able to afford anything, while dealing with all my mental issues, I'm gonna ctb. It's the last attempt to somehow turn my life around. I'll know probably in February.

 

[NumbItAll]

my death is long overdue... next couple weeks maybe?? :)

 

[Redt2go]

I've been feeling okay lately even hopeful for a future but my latest depression was so low and scary. I'm beyond terrified of feeling that way again. Some days I didn't even feel human just an empty void a gaping pit. I just feel like the latest bout was so traumatizing that it's always looming over my head. My hopefulness and happiness is being ruined by this fear. #Whoopdiddyscooppoop

 

[stellabelle]

I wish someone would just shoot me

 

[throwaway123]

I don't want to endure another week let alone another day of this. If only I could end it.

 

[therhydler]

I don't want to endure another week let alone another day of this. If only I could end it.

Me too :(

 

[Pulpit2018]

Borrowed from r/antinatalism

 

[bunny]

where is pure love? where is the love i never had? it's all tainted. humans. selfishness. the ego. it hurts so bad

 

[Dead Meat]

My hearts broke,my brain won't function right. I'm so tired and alone I feel completely drained I wish I never was brought into this unfair,cruel,torturous shitty life. I JUST WANT OUT OF HERE PERMANENTLY.

 

[Lefty]

Jumping sounds decent.

 

[To match the colors]

those fuckers that treat me like fucking coward and like im not putting enough effort...i wanna fucking punch them aghhhh!!

 

[DeadlyLiving]

I just ate war heads for the first time and I just don't know if I like them or not. That said, mango and lime are way better than pineapple. I really like pineapple as a fruit but it just doesn't work out as candy. Or on other food, especially pizza.

 

[waived]

I can't stand pineapple on pizza.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Pineapple makes a pizza. Good dried or as sweets too.

 

[Lost1234]

trapped in a box, watching while everything in life worsens. The idea of suicide was motivating to some point , not even sure that's going to happen too. every method seems complicated or painful. no sedative is available where I am , we don't even have credit cards....buying any international goods is a mystery here....

Can't die .... Can't live,

 

[Eren]

I must find a place to keep the rope or think of an excuse so that my family does not suspect.

 

[Redt2go]

I'd pay you to kill me swiftly

 

[Redt2go]

Nothing scares me lately

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

I just wish life could just glitch and break in a breath of a second. No warning signs, just a cosmic power correcting a mistake by resetting the entire thing.

Someday's I like to fantasize that life is still worth living through day dreams, protecting kids from bloodthirsty insurgents in the near future of the dark continent brought to ruin by reckless communist colonization? No, life will still be miserable no matter how fantastic things can get because after everything you have suffered the greatest wound you have received wasn't something physical or mental, it was mental and that wound is knowing the truth and that truth is the very reason why you want to die sooner than later.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

I'm developing a thing for photography. With a phone. I don't want to buy a DSLR! =[

 

[newdawnfades]

I'm developing a thing for photography. With a phone. I don't want to buy a DSLR! =[

That's a neat shot you took, keep at it! Art is about your imagination more so than it is about your equipment.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Waiting for my financial aid to come in then I'll be giving A an email.

 

[Eren]

Everything irritates me and I do not enjoy almost anything, even things that are supposed to be "nice" make me feel bad.

 

[15dec]

Why do all the nice people seem to take so much crap from everyone until they break or turn into an asshole themselves?

 

[leaps]

Today was weird