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- Sep 12, 2020
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I am numb and yet I feel as if my insides are being crushed by a hydraulic press in slow motion.
Currently, the fatigue is too intense to writhe in pain, but inside I keep dying, over and over again.
My mind is dissolving.
How long am I supposed to occupy myself with pointless activities?
Everything is too much and yet too little.
They tell me to do this and that, but they don't know that there will be no future for me. Everything passes me by, I'm stuck. Sometimes I would like to tell them to stop because there is no point anymore, but that would only raise more questions.
Currently, the fatigue is too intense to writhe in pain, but inside I keep dying, over and over again.
My mind is dissolving.
How long am I supposed to occupy myself with pointless activities?
Everything is too much and yet too little.
They tell me to do this and that, but they don't know that there will be no future for me. Everything passes me by, I'm stuck. Sometimes I would like to tell them to stop because there is no point anymore, but that would only raise more questions.