N from D megathread

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

You can find the November 2021 edition in the resources thread. D's email is in there

Hey there, thanks for the response. Where is this resources thread?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Hey there, thanks for the response. Where is this resources thread?

Suicide information compilation

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

Suicide information compilation

Sorry, I don't even know where that is :(

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Sorry, I don't even know where that is :(

It's on the first page of the suicide discussion board. Sticky threads

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

It's on the first page of the suicide discussion board. Sticky threads

Found it, thanks!

 

[Eternal Oblivion]

Does anybody knows if D ships N to Brazil?

 

[suicidesheep31]

It really becomes too easy for public readers to get N.....

 

[intheweeds]

It really becomes too easy for public readers to get N.....

As it should be. We're not a super secret club that gatekeeps people from a peaceful exit.

 

[healthrecovery]

As it should be. We're not super secret club that gatekeeps people from a peaceful exit.

I don't think D cares..he is counting his cash

 

[DontGiveAshiit]

That's a good question. I have enough powder for 2 attempts on top of the bottles you've mentioned. That's a lot and I've probably went overboard, I'm gonna admit that. That's enough N for several attempts. But I'm gonna explain why I made that decision and it's a very rational one.

I've been suicidal for over 13 years and during my entire life, I never had the ability to leave in a peaceful manner. I remember when I became suicidal the first time when I was 14 years old, it was such a traumatizing moment to realize that I'm not gonna be able to leave with dignity and that all the methods that were avaiable to me during that time were violent and painful. I'm never gonna forget that. And that's the only reason why I survived during all these years. I was simply forced to live and I don't want to get into that position ever again. I just can't. Back in 2018 when I received N for the first time in my life, I finally felt free. I was in control of my life, I knew that. I knew nothing could take that away from me but to make sure it's gonna stay that way, I made another purchase in 2020 and now I've bought N for the final time. Long story short: it's simply a safety mechanism. I'm pretty confident I've permanently ensured my autonomy with that last purchase of N. It might seem obessive but for me, there is no price on a peaceful death. I could literally fail my attempts repeatedly, mess up in grandios manner, drop one of my bottles accidently and I'd still have enough N to go for another attempt and that makes me sleep well at night. My right to die is bulletproof and nothing is gonna change that, no matter what.

And right now, D seems to be the last known and reliable N vendor in business - at least in this community - and that's why I made one final purchase. It might be my last chance for a while to get my hands on legit N.

I can really relate to this.
And also it makes me want to do the same. I already got my N from D several weeks ago, but started to think I should order more bottles, just in case I will fail the attempt. Like you said - there is no price on a peaceful death, especially given that I wont have much to do with the money after Im dead...
I would be really happy if there was a source for powder N, but seems like the one in the last PPH is down sadly.

My only worry is about the customs now - will it be suspicious if I order again same thing from the same place? they did examine my previous order (but eventually released it)

 

[healthrecovery]

Yeah powder would be better...avoiding taste and gag reflex and having significant quantity. hey its better than nothing tho just having 2 N relieves you of so much pressure, you always know you can end it if shit gets too bad. In most cases when people vomit when unconcious they still die as long they don't immediately vomit upon ingestion.

 

[PerpetualPain]

Is there any proof to the notion that checking the tracking number on the package creates suspicion or are people just super paranoid?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Is there any proof to the notion that checking the tracking number on the package creates suspicion or are people just super paranoid?

I don't know about proof but more plausible deniability(VPN) doesn't seem to hurt

 

[healthrecovery]

checked the package daily because was totally obsessed with receiving it
Never encountered any problems

Tbh using vpn when visiting this website or while doing anything illegal is a good idea

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

Where the hell do I find this D guy's email in this PPeh November 2021 edition 521 page book? This is frustrating. I took at look at the table of contents and it shows that it at least goes up to 558 pages, but you can only scroll all the way down to page 521. I see some emails that has peacefulpill and exitinternational in it, but not a single name that specifically starts with D.

Is this forum topic just dedicated with people waiting for some poor victim to come in here and ask "Who's D?" just for the sole purpose of everyone delivering the DEEZ NUTZ punchline to that victim? Am I that victim?

Can someone at least tell me the page number of where I can find this D guy's email? Please!!! I can't take it anymore.

 

[PerpetualPain]

checked the package daily because was totally obsessed with receiving it
Never encountered any problems

Tbh using vpn when visiting this website or while doing anything illegal is a good idea

Did u use a VPN?

 

[Grumpy Bear]

@OmgDudeWhatNoWay D is source B in the PPeH. As for the page # idk it's at the end of the Nembutal section.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Where the hell do I find this D guy's email in this PPeh November 2021 edition 521 page book? This is frustrating. I took at look at the table of contents and it shows that it at least goes up to 558 pages, but you can only scroll all the way down to page 521. I see some emails that has peacefulpill and exitinternational in it, but not a single name that specifically starts with D.

Is this forum topic just dedicated with people waiting for some poor victim to come in here and ask "Who's D?" just for the sole purpose of everyone delivering the DEEZ NUTZ punchline to that victim? Am I that victim?

Can someone at least tell me the page number of where I can find this D guy's email? Please!!! I can't take it anymore.

Page 326

 

[OmgDudeWhatNoWay]

Page 326

You're a lifesaver

 

[ChrisLeeHZ]

What if D steps out of the business,do we have another choice?Can we still get N from pharmacies in south America?
And what is D's payment method except bitcoin?

 

[ForestFauna]

Hello everyone. This is my first post on here. The only thing I'm after is ordering some N, and I would really appreciate some advice, because I'm scared of making a mistake.

I'm currently saving up money and have almost enough. I've never done anything involving crypto before. I want to make sure I know what I'm doing before I contact D. So I got coinbase on my phone, verified with my id, phone number and bank account.

Should I refer to this guide?: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/

I guess method 2 is simple enough for me. I live in the US. Should I be more worried about anonymity? Tor or VPNs? I've never used those. I'm now on this forum and have spent time everywhere else on the web researching suicide methods and sources without having taken any precautions. How worried should I be about my shit getting intercepted?

Any input will be appreciated

 

[Ruined]

Since the article in the NYT, perhaps this thread should be removed for a while?

 

[Shadowplay]

I'm in Australia. Can anyone reccommend any non-prescription anti-emetics? Looking stuff up now.

 

[Pluto]

According to PPH, Dramamine and Gravol are brand names of Dimenhydrinate, over-the-counter anti-emetics. I can't find any local online sources to buy it, though.

*UPDATE*
I have just contacted D for the first time. I will be able to keep everyone updated on what happens here, especially as we seem to be entering a new era of uncertainty.

 

[xcaramel]

Hello
Looks like D is active after I inquired about N to him via email.
I was wondering how long does shipping usually take once I purchase the item. I am located in Northeast USA. would you guys also recommend taking meto prior to N?

Thank you

 

[healthrecovery]

One week..meto is recommended D also sells meto but it does raise suspicion if the package is checked by customs

 

[Pluto]

One week..meto is recommended D also sells meto but it does raise suspicion if the package is checked by customs

Perhaps he could send the meto in a separate package to avoid that issue?

Anyway, I have already heard back from him. I see that the price varies by region, and thankfully Australia has a much better price than Asia, even if North America is better off again. There's extra charge for courier shipping, which might be worth it. Anyway, all seems to be well.

 

[FromGermany]

Since the article in the NYT, perhaps this thread should be removed for a while?

Why?
The N source is no discovery by this forum but by Nitschke. He has the responsibility, if there is any.

I believe, most of the NYT readers have no idea, what N, A, D, PPH, SN, SA, M can be. Some of them do not even know, what LOL means, because they never do it.

 

[xcaramel]

Just paid for 2 bottles of N from D, hoping to get the shipment this week. I requested some meto too and D was kind enough to provide for me for free, what a kind soul.

Originally I was going to go via exit bag after purchasing an escmode kit, but conflicting information about different hoods and fear of brain damage has led me to go this route instead. I think I will also look more peaceful afterwards this way because there will be no equipment on me, like I passed in my sleep. I will see how long shipping takes from here.

When I get the items, how much meto am I supposed to ingest? I am 160lbs and 5'9. Then I just drink the 2 bottles of N right? And I will be gone within minutes?

 

[Smart No More]

Just paid for 2 bottles of N from D, hoping to get the shipment this week. I requested some meto too and D was kind enough to provide for me for free, what a kind soul.

Originally I was going to go via exit bag after purchasing an escmode kit, but conflicting information about different hoods and fear of brain damage has led me to go this route instead. I think I will also look more peaceful afterwards this way because there will be no equipment on me, like I passed in my sleep. I will see how long shipping takes from here.

When I get the items, how much meto am I supposed to ingest? I am 160lbs and 5'9. Then I just drink the 2 bottles of N right? And I will be gone within minutes?

Do some research on the forum about N regiments and/or search out 'KNMG-KNMP eutanasia' and you should find a pdf you can download which contains the guidelines for people in assisted suicide/euthanasia facilities. It contains very useful info on all aspects. For example it's strongly recommended to fast for a period beforehand and choose a regimen for meto/anti emetics. There are some nasty potential side effects from meto so it seems wiser not to exceed the recommended dose, instead following a plan of using them for a day alongside fasting. It's not as complicated as it sounds but it's best to educate yourself on what you can to avoid making any unforeseeable errors. The info is all over the forum so the search bar above is your friend.

One thing you will probably come across often is reference to the terrible taste. You'll have to tackle that in whichever way you see fit. It's just worth being prepared to drink something that tastes worse than you are able to imagine. At least then, if it's not as bad as you expect it's a bonus.