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PeacefulTonic

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i read somewhere that it only takes 1-2 hours , is this correct?
For most people, yes. Some people die sooner, some take longer

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ctb-with-n-and-a-partner.71570/page-2

"Rowdy and Schevan were fairly large gentleman (height and weight) and it didn't take long before Rowdy started to turn blue from the lack of oxygen. IMO, 24 hours is an unnecessary amount of time to plan to remain undiscovered to prevent any chance of discovery and revival."
 
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PerpetualPain

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Many people on here saying he is using his old e-mail. Has anybody had success using his new e-mail in November's PPH?
 
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Smart No More

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They have yes. When some people have contacted him from his old address he replied from the new one and continued from there.
 
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Can I PM anyone here to confirm the mail address for D?
 
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Did anyone check the tracking number that D provided or were you afraid that it would increase LE's case against you that you were anticipating the arrival of illegal goods in the event it was seized by customs?
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Did anyone check the tracking number that D provided or were you afraid that it would increase LE's case against you that you were anticipating the arrival of illegal goods in the event it was seized by customs?
I checked it twice and used a VPN both times. I would suggest to not excessively check it. You're also in the US, almost everyone has gotten theirs in 2 days
 
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I checked it twice and used a VPN both times. I would suggest to not excessively check it. You're also in the US, almost everyone has gotten theirs in 2 days
It's already been two days since I ordered, but I placed mine on a Friday, so IDK if the weekend has something to do with it.
Mostly I'm just profoundly unlucky, so ultimately I doubt I'll receive mine.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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It's already been two days since I ordered, but I placed mine on a Friday, so IDK if the weekend has something to do with it.
Mostly I'm just profoundly unlucky, so ultimately I doubt I'll receive mine.
Did he say he shipped? If he did, you'll probably get it Tuesday. If he ships Monday you'll get it Wednesday
 
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Did he say he shipped? If he did, you'll probably get it Tuesday. If he ships Monday you'll get it Wednesday
He said he sent it and provided me with tracking the same day I paid. I used his old email.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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He said he sent it and provided me with tracking the same day I paid. I used his old email.
You'll probably get it on Tuesday. If they count Saturday as a business day, maybe Monday
 
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You'll probably get it on Tuesday. If they count Saturday as a business day, maybe Monday
God I hope so. But knowing me, It'll probably be a no-go. :ohh:
 
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PeacefulTonic

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God I hope so. But knowing me, It'll probably be a no-go. :ohh:
I'm guessing tomorrow, but there's always variables like customs and holiday shipping delays
 
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healthrecovery

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Received it
 
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Many people on here saying he is using his old e-mail. Has anybody had success using his new e-mail in November's PPH?
I used the November email, and received my N.

Did anyone check the tracking number that D provided or were you afraid that it would increase LE's case against you that you were anticipating the arrival of illegal goods in the event it was seized by customs?
I guess the golden rule is to not check on the tracking number, but I was definitely checking mine lol. I did use a VPN while I was doing it, but I'm not sure how much that would matter if it was seized or investigated.
 
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healthrecovery

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The packaging was really well done...also received some meto
If your package gets discovered by customs the meto will definitely set off alarm bells..without meto they're probably not going to check it further.
Paid more than was needed but also asked about meto
Alot of meto not sure what to do with this amount lol
 
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hi I'm interested in using n but wondering about the amount I should buy, I weigh 13 stone 10lb (192lbs) (87KG) @ 182cm worried if 2 bottles will be enough to ctb? I plan to do this within the coming months and my weight might go down a bit maybe 85kg if I stop eating as much and quit going to the gym. I read on here that 90kg+ its advised to use 3 bottles maybe I try and lose weight to get around 85kg
 
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hi I'm interested in using n but wondering about the amount I should buy, I weigh 13 stone 10lb (192lbs) (87KG) @ 182cm worried if 2 bottles will be enough to ctb? I plan to do this within the coming months and my weight might go down a bit maybe 85kg if I stop eating as much and quit going to the gym. I read on here that 90kg+ its advised to use 3 bottles maybe I try and lose weight to get around 85kg

The lethal dose for N ranges from 2 to 10 grams. Two 100ml bottles contain about 13 grams. If it makes you feel any better you could do 3 bottles, but personally I don't think that's necessary. The most important factor is having somewhere you won't be found as that's how most people seem to fail.
 
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The lethal dose for N ranges from 2 to 10 grams. Two 100ml bottles contain about 13 grams. If it makes you feel any better you could do 3 bottles, but personally I don't think that's necessary. The most important factor is having somewhere you won't be found as that's how most people seem to fail.
Ok will be doing it in a hotel room so I should be good. Thank you
 
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PeacefulTonic

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hi I'm interested in using n but wondering about the amount I should buy, I weigh 13 stone 10lb (192lbs) (87KG) @ 182cm worried if 2 bottles will be enough to ctb? I plan to do this within the coming months and my weight might go down a bit maybe 85kg if I stop eating as much and quit going to the gym. I read on here that 90kg+ its advised to use 3 bottles maybe I try and lose weight to get around 85kg
Two bottles should be enough. Just make sure you have enough time to not be found
 
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sean27

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I recently ordered some N from the email for D in the August edition but also emailed the November edition email to check it was him. He said it was and sent me a tracking number but it's just saying label created... I'm worried I've been scammed. Anyone else?
 
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PeacefulTonic

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I recently ordered some N from the email for D in the August edition but also emailed the November edition email to check it was him. He said it was and sent me a tracking number but it's just saying label created... I'm worried I've been scammed. Anyone else?
Nah, it takes a while for tracking to update. Try to not check it so much. Once a day or once every other day seems normal
 
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WTF

I went to the PeacefulPillHandbook website and clicked on the December 2021 online edition. I have to pay $95 for this book, and be at least over the age of 50 (I'm 28). Find this D guy's email within the book and contact him?
 
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PeacefulTonic

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WTF

I went to the PeacefulPillHandbook website and clicked on the December 2021 online edition. I have to pay $95 for this book, and be at least over the age of 50 (I'm 28). Find this D guy's email within the book and contact him?
You can find the November 2021 edition in the resources thread. D's email is in there
 
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I also just made a purchase, it's basically my christmas present. Let's see if it arrives.
 
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I also just made a purchase, it's basically my christmas present. Let's see if it arrives.
If i may ask, what made you purchase from D when you still have N from A?
 
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If i may ask, what made you purchase from D when you still have N from A?

That's a good question. I have enough powder for 2 attempts on top of the bottles you've mentioned. That's a lot and I've probably went overboard, I'm gonna admit that. That's enough N for several attempts. But I'm gonna explain why I made that decision and it's a very rational one.

I've been suicidal for over 13 years and during my entire life, I never had the ability to leave in a peaceful manner. I remember when I became suicidal the first time when I was 14 years old, it was such a traumatizing moment to realize that I'm not gonna be able to leave with dignity and that all the methods that were avaiable to me during that time were violent and painful. I'm never gonna forget that. And that's the only reason why I survived during all these years. I was simply forced to live and I don't want to get into that position ever again. I just can't. Back in 2018 when I received N for the first time in my life, I finally felt free. I was in control of my life, I knew that. I knew nothing could take that away from me but to make sure it's gonna stay that way, I made another purchase in 2020 and now I've bought N for the final time. Long story short: it's simply a safety mechanism. I'm pretty confident I've permanently ensured my autonomy with that last purchase of N. It might seem obessive but for me, there is no price on a peaceful death. I could literally fail my attempts repeatedly, mess up in grandios manner, drop one of my bottles accidently and I'd still have enough N to go for another attempt and that makes me sleep well at night. My right to die is bulletproof and nothing is gonna change that, no matter what.

And right now, D seems to be the last known and reliable N vendor in business - at least in this community - and that's why I made one final purchase. It might be my last chance for a while to get my hands on legit N.
 
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