N from A

[alizee]

I'm really sorry that this is causing you so much anxiety. I posted to warn people so they could take their chance before losing it.

Did you use proton mail when emailing A?

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

No, but a cop would tell his buddies why he's in the ER so I could be further humiliated while being talked about as if I wasn't standing three feet away.

No one has to believe me.

I received my shipment about a week and a half ago. It got though customs fine.

I'm sorry this is all happening to you, and that scares me more now. My package got through customs fine too. Fuck. I guess I'm gonna be locked in the loony bin and this will be my first time too. My family is going to take away my laptop, phone and everything. I'm already a prisoner in this world and in my own mind. I'm already a prisoner in this family, and now I will be a bigger prisoner to them. They watch me like a hawk, and now I won't be able to go anywhere.

 

[Ozhertz]

Op, No one is trying to "kick you down" but surely you must understand why we'd be sceptical, and getting defensive doesn't help believability. Please provide more information if and when you can.

I don't know what more information you need. Tell me and maybe I can provide it

And I've just lost my chance with N - they took it. One of the first things I did when I was alone was login to warn others so yeah, being called a troll was shitty

 

[Aliaiactaest]

Did they have a search warrant?

 

[not_a_robot]

I have the N in my house where should I hide it? And I live with my family, things were going great for my CTB and now this. I'm gonna be in so much shit if my family finds out. Ugh!

Tell them you're a secret junkie and you were using recreationally for a high, now it's gone. Still go to rehab, as bad as psych hold.

 

[Ozhertz]

Did you use proton mail when emailing A?

Yes. It doesn't have to do with proton mail. It's the shipper I believe. They referred to someone under investigation and that person had a list of names and addresses. I assumed it was the shipper but I could be wrong.

 

[Thorn]

My order came in yesterday, and cleared customs earlier in the week. I picked it up today.

They can't go back in time and assume. And it does not matter where it came from. If anybody asks, tell them it was fertilizer, and that is it. Just nobody is going to ask.

I'm really sorry that this is causing you so much anxiety. I posted to warn people so they could take their chance before losing it.

This is dangerous in a sense, that it could cause something of a "Jonestown" effect.

 

[Ozhertz]

I'm sorry this is all happening to you, and that scares me more now. My package got through customs fine too. Fuck. I guess I'm gonna be locked in the loony bin and this will be my first time too. My family is going to take away my laptop, phone and everything. I'm already a prisoner in this world and in my own mind. I'm already a prisoner in this family, and now I will be a bigger prisoner to them. They watch me like a hawk, and now I won't be able to go anywhere.

I'm so sorry

They can't go back in time and assume. And it does not matter where it came from. If any body asks, tell them it was fertilizer, and that is it. Just nobody is going to ask.



This is dangerous in a sense, that it could cause something of a "Jonestown" effect.

That wasn't my intent and now I think I shouldn't have posted anything. I'm sorry. If can delete the post, I will

 

[Codieb1]

Did you admit to anyone it was for suicide? Perhaps you could tell someone it was for sleep medication

 

[alizee]

Yes. It doesn't have to do with proton mail. It's the shipper I believe. They referred to someone under investigation and that person had a list of names and addresses. I assumed it was the shipper but I could be wrong.

I think people should likely hide their N in that case. I can see officers getting warrants to visit people if the authorities did get a list of mailing addresses from a USA FBI crack down of the shipper.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

They can't go back in time and assume. And it does not matter where it came from. If any body asks, tell them it was fertilizer, and that is it. Just nobody is going to ask.

The packaging is done all the same, and if its allegedly from that shipper, then they will put two and two together.
This is so fucked up. I live with my family and its going to be even more fucked up now.

Yes. It doesn't have to do with proton mail. It's the shipper I believe. They referred to someone under investigation and that person had a list of names and addresses. I assumed it was the shipper but I could be wrong.

The shipper is an idiot for keeping the addresses. He should have disposed of them immediately after each shipment, if that is the case.

Tell them you're a secret junkie and you were using recreationally for a high, now it's gone. Still go to rehab, as bad as psych hold.

I can't do that, I live at home with my family, and they'll go through my room.

I don't know what more information you need. Tell me and maybe I can provide it

And I've just lost my chance with N - they took it. One of the first things I did when I was alone was login to warn others so yeah, being called a troll was shitty

Well thanks for warning us, but this sucks.

I'm so sorry

That wasn't my intent and now I think I shouldn't have posted anything. I'm sorry. If can delete the post, I will

Don't be sorry, I knew this was bound to happen. Some moron posted about N on reddit, and it had all the info you can imagine.

 

[not_a_robot]

They wouldn't even tell my other family members details of an investigation surrounding their dead family member because I was the only one to be told.

If they're that anal about some random dead guy, they're that anal about everything.

They often have fake conversations in earshot of suspects just to fuck with them, mislead them, make investigation appear big and scary.

OPs Husband probably had a keylogger on her computer or phone (most husbands do) and ratted her out to the cops just to scare the shit out of her.

 

[alizee]

They often have fake conversations in earshot of suspects just to fuck with them, mislead them, make investigation appear big and scary.

OPs Husband probably had a keylogger on her computer or phone (most husbands do) and ratted her out to the cops just to scare the shit out of her.

Yah there is still the chance the cops were BSing about a mailing list being seized.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

Yah there is still the chance the cops were BSing about a mailing list being seized.

I like how there are more dangerous things happening, and cops are wasting tax payers money to seize something that will potentially end their suffering? Like there are far more dangerous drugs out there, but no we can't let cattle die, because we need you to feed the system.

 

[not_a_robot]

I think people should likely hide their N in that case. I can see officers getting warrants to visit people if the authorities did get a list of mailing addresses from a USA FBI crack down of the shipper.

Hide it, or use it? It's not gonna get any easier to ctb *after* they've been caught.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

Hide it, or use it? It's not gonna get any easier to ctb *after* they've been caught.

You know how much planning goes into Ctb for N? It's not like you can just use it in a blink of an eye.

 

[not_a_robot]

I like how there are more dangerous things happening, and cops are wasting tax payers money to seize something that will potentially end their suffering? Like there are far more dangerous drugs out there, but no we can't let cattle die, because we need you to feed the system.

In America cops don't really try to keep suicidal people alive. Once police become involved, they are more than happy to just shoot us on sight.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

In America cops don't really try to keep suicidal people alive. Once police become involved, they are more than happy to just shoot us on sight.

Yea I know, but the OP is from Canada.

 

[not_a_robot]

You know how much planning goes into Ctb for N? It's not like you can just use it in a blink of an eye.

oh, right, sorry, forgot the antiemetic thing.

 

[SerenitySeeker]

So if the shipper has been compromised. What the hell does this mean for shipment starting tomorrow and after that. This is a mess.

 

[Asacschrader33]

Fuckin' pigs.

 

[alizee]

In America cops don't really try to keep suicidal people alive. Once police become involved, they are more than happy to just shoot us on sight.

Canada police are actually nice in the sense they don't want to kill anyone unless it's grossly necessary. USA is a hell hole on earth sadly.

 

[not_a_robot]

Well not much point posting this here because this site will be monitored too if this is happening, but those of you who want to at least try to preserve your N might want to hurry up and put it in a different bottle if you can't change label convincingly. Exposure to air may degrade it but, at least you'd still have it for sleep.

 

[LifeIsNotFun]

A is an idiot for using a shipper who keeps his fucking shipment details in a list format, if that is the case. He should have disposed of all the shipment lists after each package was sent out. I sent A an email to ask about all of this and I hope he responds.

 

[alizee]

Well not much point posting this here because this site will be monitored too if this is happening, but those of you who want to at least try to preserve your N might want to hurry up and put it in a different bottle if you can't change label convincingly. Exposure to air may degrade it but, at least you'd still have it for sleep.

I think buying a water bottle that's not see through and placing the unopened N-bottles inside; and filling with water would be a good hiding place.

 

[Thorn]

A is an idiot for using a shipper who keeps his fucking shipment details in a list format, if that is the case. He should have disposed of all the shipment lists after each package was sent out. I sent A an email to ask about all of this and I hope he responds.

If he is compromised, he no longer has control over that, or any of his email accounts.

 

[alizee]

Yes. It doesn't have to do with proton mail. It's the shipper I believe. They referred to someone under investigation and that person had a list of names and addresses. I assumed it was the shipper but I could be wrong.

Another question I hope you can answer is did you pay extra for the faster shipping method.

 

[Ozhertz]

Another question I hope you can answer is did you pay extra for the faster shipping method.

Yes, I paid extra for the 'private courier'

 

[alizee]

Yes, I paid extra for the 'private courier'

Wow, I hate life so much. I'm in Canada as well but I held back ordering last week. I guess it saved me money but I'm now doubtful for how long it will take to have that shipping method replaced if not ever.

 

[Mbound]

Yes, I paid extra for the 'private courier'

You said it's only anyone who ordered in the last month? Fuck. People are calling you a troll because that's honestly what we're hoping. If you're not, I am incredibly sorry this happened to you and incredibly scared for myself and others.