Story I'll try to heal: one way or another.

[LonelyPrince]

I'm going to stop using this site for now, it isn't good for my mental health.

I've realized that I truly don't want to die and that I'm setting the foundations for a better life. It's going to take a long time and I might relapse and come back...but I'll try.

My psychiatrist gave me hope and made me realize that I shouldn't blame myself for everything and that I am trying despite my mental illness.

I've also quit my job: it wasn't worth the money and it was destroying me from the inside out. Work has caused me to overdose twice, cry nonstop and drink profusely.
I'm in no condition to work and I should focus on my studies instead, so that one day I can have a job that aligns with my passion.

I need some time.
I'll probably end up cutting again one day or drinking to numb myself, but I guess that's part of the healing process.

Until next time sasu. Thank you for making me feel less lonely in the worst times of my life.

 

[Matchaaa]

I'm glad to hear you're setting the foundations for a better life, and I hope you can find joy/pleasure and happiness in life and gradually recover. Take care <3