LonelyPrince
Rotten to the Core
- Dec 12, 2025
- 272
I'm going to stop using this site for now, it isn't good for my mental health.
I've realized that I truly don't want to die and that I'm setting the foundations for a better life. It's going to take a long time and I might relapse and come back...but I'll try.
My psychiatrist gave me hope and made me realize that I shouldn't blame myself for everything and that I am trying despite my mental illness.
I've also quit my job: it wasn't worth the money and it was destroying me from the inside out. Work has caused me to overdose twice, cry nonstop and drink profusely.
I'm in no condition to work and I should focus on my studies instead, so that one day I can have a job that aligns with my passion.
I need some time.
I'll probably end up cutting again one day or drinking to numb myself, but I guess that's part of the healing process.
Until next time sasu. Thank you for making me feel less lonely in the worst times of my life.
I've realized that I truly don't want to die and that I'm setting the foundations for a better life. It's going to take a long time and I might relapse and come back...but I'll try.
My psychiatrist gave me hope and made me realize that I shouldn't blame myself for everything and that I am trying despite my mental illness.
I've also quit my job: it wasn't worth the money and it was destroying me from the inside out. Work has caused me to overdose twice, cry nonstop and drink profusely.
I'm in no condition to work and I should focus on my studies instead, so that one day I can have a job that aligns with my passion.
I need some time.
I'll probably end up cutting again one day or drinking to numb myself, but I guess that's part of the healing process.
Until next time sasu. Thank you for making me feel less lonely in the worst times of my life.
good luck for you!
if u ever wanna switch to the NA/EU server in idv hit me up so we can play lol. Or maybe I'll create an alt in the asian server in the future instead, who knows
