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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,128
No matter what I'll always believe the less time spent suffering in this existence the better but of course only never existing is true perfection to me. I find it so incredibly tragic how humans continue to impose existence despite the fact that such a thing is completely unnecessary but of course it's way worse than that, the crime of procreation is the source of all human suffering and causes an immense amount of harm.

And the harmful nature of existence is why next to never existing at all I'd prefer to return to the ideal state of non-existence sooner as I don't see any value in prolonging suffering with the more time spent trapped here just meaning more opportinites to suffer so unnecessarily.
The fact that there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as long as they exist is why existence is something so disturbing, the fact that the human species even evolved in the first place is an abomination. There's nothing desirable in being burdened with existence, in fact no matter what the true problem could only ever lie in existence itself.

I see death as the solution, I'd prefer to die as death solves everything and brings peace from the curse of consciousness and futile burden of existing as a human, I have no interest in being a slave to a decaying flesh prison that can potentially torture us to extreme and unlimited amounts.

I only see beauty in the eternal absence of existence where all is finally forgotten about, for me only non-existence as ideal as it's the permanent absence of all harm and torment and I'd see it as better to die sooner as there are no disadvantages to not existing. I envy those who no longer exist as they cannot even mourn for how they lack the ability to suffer, instead they are simply at peace with all finally forgotten about.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,417
I will believe the same thing too. If I died yesterday, then I wouldn't have to suffer today. If I died two days ago, then I wouldn't have to suffer through yesterday and today. If I died three days ago, I wouldn't have suffered two days ago, yesterday and today. If I died four days ago.. well you get the point now.

I also only see death as a solution to my suffering. There just isn't anything else to my suffering. To not have to suffer is beautiful.

Hopefully you find peace soon
 
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Argo

Specialist
May 19, 2018
352
I guess it's not only about the individual but about the whole ecosystem. So if I can suffer... I dunno, a pin prick every day, but prevent a torture every day, that's just objectively the right thing to do. The fundamental problem is still existence because in a perfectly ideal scenario, no one would need to suffer anything. But unfortunately that's not realistic so we sort of have to ask what the right move is given the fact that we're in a hellworld if we care about slightly better/worse versions of the hellworld
 
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
379
Unfortunately there is no magic pills to help us disappear. Some people die suddenly without any reasons or from taking too much Benadryl, but some like us can't find the method even we take 3 bottles of Benadryl we prob still survive. I even tried Panera caffeine drink where 2 people died from it so far but nothing happened to me. I had Panera drink, 2 cups of coffee and energy drink yesterday morning the only thing I had is headaches.. what is it going to take for me to die? I guess to just shoot myself in isolated forest away from my family hopefully they never find my body
 
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sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
7,403
Unfortunately there is no magic pills to help us disappear. Some people die suddenly without any reasons or from taking too much Benadryl, but some like us can't find the method even we take 3 bottles of Benadryl we prob still survive. I even tried Panera caffeine drink where 2 people died from it so far but nothing happened to me. I had Panera drink, 2 cups of coffee and energy drink yesterday morning the only thing I had is headaches.. what is it going to take for me to die? I guess to just shoot myself in isolated forest away from my family hopefully they never find my body
I also thought about the charged lemonade! Great minds think alike. Unfortunately, I think it'll only work if you have a pre-existing heart condition though. Ugh why is it so hard to die…
Your words are like poetry
FuneralCry is the next Shakespeare 😂
 
walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
379
I also thought about the charged lemonade! Great minds think alike. Unfortunately, I think it'll only work if you have a pre-existing heart condition though. Ugh why is it so hard to die…

FuneralCry is the next Shakespeare 😂
I know right? I even googled how to get a heart attack so I being doing everything I'm not suppose to do but so far im here.. I'm going to try the water I'm going to drink a lot of water and see if this will kill me water toxicity is popular in America we have some people who died drinking water
I know right? I even googled how to get a heart attack so I being doing everything I'm not suppose to do but so far im here.. I'm going to try the water I'm going to drink a lot of water and see if this will kill me water toxicity is popular in America we have some people who died drinking water

@FuneralCry should be a writer! I can't possibly read them all I just read the first paragraph and the last one..
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Enlightened
Jan 1, 2024
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I also thought about the charged lemonade! Great minds think alike. Unfortunately, I think it'll only work if you have a pre-existing heart condition though. Ugh why is it so hard to die…

FuneralCry is the next Shakespeare 😂
She's the Sanctioned Suicide Shakespeare
 
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druggedonsurvival

druggedonsurvival

Student
Feb 8, 2024
195
Your post reminds me of the arguments that David Benatar makes in his "Better Never to Have Been" (great read for anyone interested in anti-natalism). Particularly what you said about death being the absence of pain. I think Benatar's most compelling point is that death is neither positive nor negative, it is just nothing. Whereas in life, we have both good things and bad things, but there is a central imbalance to our experiences: bad things (namely, pain and suffering) are always worse than good things are good. Happiness only exists in the absence of pain, and while pain and suffering are guaranteed in life, happiness is not. It simply makes no sense to bring new life into a world where (increasingly so) horror and anguish is mundane, while genuine joy is rarely ever experienced.

I don't think it should take being suicidal or depressed to see the logic in this, but we, perhaps more than most, understand why it is preferable not to exist.
 
Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
78
I completely agree with you and wish I was never brought into this shitty cruel world.
 
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