lol just the fact that you used to think all humans on earth were even when you were "Christian" means you weren't truly a Christian. What happened to love thy neighbor? lol try Christians do more than just pray, they seek knowledge in the Bible, help others, treat others with respect, and try to lead a life free of sin as possible but not perfect. And yeah I know there's a lot of Christian people that are snubs and critical of others; again those aren't true Christians just people that go to church because that's what they did growing up. I'm not trying to convince you of anything though, just saying you can't say you were a faithful person and then you lost faith because you're life is difficult or because you're having so many issues you think it's unfair. Ask yourself, why should bad things don't happen to you? They happen to everyone even innocent children and animals, God even in other religions aren't meant to make your life easier, they're meant to teach you how to lead your life with a basic set of rules and morals. Shit happening in life is just that, life.