Venting I will be dead in exactly a month [16th Jan. 2025 ~ euthanasia]

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

If the status quo doesn't change within exactly one month I'll be given modazolam 2.5 grams + thiopental 6 grams (AFAIK)

I'll be euthanized, even though I don't want to die, it seems to be the only way for a "hard reset", I feel I'm living in a corrupted save file.

I don't feel relief, instead just disappointed

 

[Tig]

This doesn't make sense,
Euthanized but won't be dying
Wanna explain?
Fine if you don't, I was just asking cause I don't understand

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

This doesn't make sense,
Euthanized but won't be dying
Wanna explain?
Fine if you don't, I was just asking cause I don't understand

Midazolam*

Also where did you get that from? I am hoping on reincarnation or life after death

 

[userharsh]

If the status quo doesn't change within exactly one month I'll be given modazolam 2.5 grams + thiopental 6 grams (AFAIK)

I'll be euthanized, even though I don't want to die, it seems to be the only way for a "hard reset", I feel I'm living in a corrupted save file.

I don't feel relief, instead just disappointed

Only midazolam and thiopental, no muscle relaxation given? And if you don't want to die than they can not force, euthanasia is patient self choosen method to die

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Why are you being euthanized, OP? Correct me if I'm wrong, but it doesn't sound like you're ready to go.

What if there is no life after death or reincarnation? It seems that's your reasoning behind it. Again, I don't mean that in a condescending way, but that shouldn't be the reason to end your life.

I think you should fully internalized the finality of it, before ending your life.

If you're going to put your existence in the hands of faith, prayer or meditation are safer alternatives. There's not scientific basis for reincarnation, but belief systems incorporating reincarnation tend to see learning and enlightenment as the meaning of life. From what I've heard those belief systems see suicide as cheating, condemning you to face the same challenges again.

There is no proof of a god either so leave OP alone and shove your beliefs down your own throat. Can't you just be supportive? Do you have to push your beliefs onto others?

 

[pandorasactor]

If the status quo doesn't change within exactly one month I'll be given modazolam 2.5 grams + thiopental 6 grams (AFAIK)

I'll be euthanized, even though I don't want to die, it seems to be the only way for a "hard reset", I feel I'm living in a corrupted save file.

I don't feel relief, instead just disappointed

I remember your previous post where you were granted euthanasia.

@MeowTheFlemishCat, I sincerely hope you decide to attain what you ate searching for. I hope that recarnation is true and wish that you get your reset. I'm hopping to get a reset too, so I hope this is right.

Anyway, I am so happy for you and wish you all the best. Make sure you relax these next couple of weeks and keeping looking at you desired future! You seemed stressed in your previous post, so please relax and keep on looking forward!!

 

[j1nxxb0yjj4ke]

happy for u! wish I could also get euthanasia..

but it doesn't sound like you're ready..
please talk to someone you trust, and a therapist.
maybe even the euthanasia team?
please don't ctb if you're not 1001% sure..

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's such a horrible situation: Not wanting to die but kinda being forced bc of external circumstances/poor health condition that can't be cured. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

I wish you all the best and good luck. Don't force yourself to sth you are not absolutely sure of.

 

[nomoredolor]

Hugs to you
Anna

 

[Depressed2]

I hope you find peace <3

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

You think it's appropriate to end ones life based on the religious assumption that you'll be reborn? I think it's very misguided!
If you think I'm pushing for religious beliefs you're dead wrong.

I'm pretty sure a doctor wouldn't allow that, what a ridiculous statement to make!

 

[Tig]

"I'll be euthanized, even though i dont want to die"

Misread that totally,
But It sounds even crazier now though, even with the drug "Midazolam"
Didn't they ban that ?
Please Sir, explain further ?

 

[Hvergelmir]

I'm pretty sure a doctor wouldn't allow that, what a ridiculous statement to make!

Thanks for pointing this out! My interpretation was filtered through my own experience and what I've come to expect around here.
Judging by your reaction and what I've puzzled together from other threads, I'm most likely missing key information here.

My posts are removed, and I'd like to sincerely apologize for any hurtful words. Clinical euthanasia is rare, and not legal where I live. Combined with OPs statement that they did not want to die, I was unable to properly understand the thread.

My only wish is for OP to act rationally and in their own best interest.